[POV Blue] Attempt an Apology

Ok, looks like you fucked up, again.

You aren’t exactly sure HOW you messed up, but you know you did. Ok, that was a lie, you know EXACLY what you did. You pushed Amber too hard too fast.

You got caught up in the moment. You had been messing with Amber the entire day, slowly watching her Steel Will melt from desire. Then watching that desire boil over as you denied her release. While she was obviously flustered, she hadn’t complained. Plus watching her aroused nipples poke through her thin shirt, her face flushed red with desire, watching her rub her legs together with need, was hot.

The problem was that you pushed Amber a little too far once you got to the bedroom. You had been getting a kick out of testing how much Amber had wanted sex, how much of her defiance was left, to see how much of her Steel Will had melted away.

You honestly hadn’t expected her to still ask you to wear a condom, it wasn’t like you had any on you. When she had mentioned that she already had condoms you decided to try and push her some more, just to see if she would give in. That was a mistake.

A part of you was glad she had fought back against you, that she still had some fight left in her. The sight of her bare-naked body below you while she glared you in the eyes with defiance, having the backbone to made demands from you, only made your dick harder. When she pushed you off her and ran to the bathroom, that only made you want her more.

But the sight of her sitting in the bathroom corner, trying to contain her tears as she yelled at you was not what you were expecting to find. You also hadn’t expected to hear her cry in the shower, or to lock the bathroom door and sleep in the small room.

You were honestly surprised at how quickly the sight of watching Amber crying killed your boner. But you suppose it was like kicking over a sandcastle. Sure, there was an initial thrill in kicking it down, in the wanton act of destruction. But after that initial thrill there was nothing left.

You suppose the only thing left to do now was to build her back up. You just had to make sure to not break her down again, not completely anyway. That was the whole point after all, to see if you could crack her defiance. But if Amber couldn’t fight back, wouldn’t fight back, there was no challenge, no fun.

That was the point of the whole game after all, and the game can’t happen if there isn’t an opponent.

You knock on the bathroom door “Amber, are you awake”

“Fuck off Blue” Well, at least she is awake.

“Look, I know you are hungry, so how about you come out?” Amber remains silent “I ordered three pizzas”

You hear a few more moments of silence “Hand me my backpack first so I can get dressed.”

“Sure thing.” You grab Amber’s backpack and knock on the door once. She opens the door a crack, quickly grabs the bag and closes the door. You go sit on the bed and wait for Amber to step out.

Within a few minutes Amber steps out of the bathroom, wearing a clean pair of short shorts and one of her too small white t-shirts. You sit on the bed and gesture to the three pizza boxes before you. “I wasn’t sure what to get, but I know we are both starving, so I order a cheese, pepperoni, and a meat lovers” You emphasis meat lovers, causing Amber to roll your eyes. You aren’t going to make excuses, you love yourself a stupid immature pun.

Amber sits across from you on the other side of the bed and grabs a slice of the cheese pizza. You both sit in silence for a few minuets as you both eat. You don’t know if she had eaten anything before running into you yesterday morning, but neither of you stopped for lunch, and you had gotten too distracted to go get dinner, making this the first thing either of you had eaten in a day. Between both of you, two of the pizzas are consumed and most of the third one as well.

Once the two of you are finished eating the two of you sit there awkwardly. Well, you sit there, Amber glares at you while crossing her arms. You aren’t sure which you enjoy more, seeing the fire back in Amber’s eyes, or how her crossed arms seem only to enhance her already wonderful breasts. Both, you decide both are good.

But now wasn’t the time to stare at Amber’s body, now was the time to try and salvage this situation. “Look, I am sorry about last night.” Amber remains silent and continues to glare at you. “I got caught up in the moment and carried away.”

“Carried away!?” and now Amber was yelling. At least that is better than her crying. “Don’t feed me that garbage Blue! I know exactly what you were doing!”

“Oh, and what was I doing!”

“You said it yourself, you just wanted me to break the rules!” If Amber was yelling before, now she was screaming. “What was the FIRST THING I told you!?”

“Wear a condom?” Is that what this was about? You knew Amber didn't want to end up like her Mom and have to quite her Pokemon Journey due to an early pregnancy, but maybe you underestimated just how much the idea freaked her out?

“No! That I am not your FUCK TOY!” Amber has started to crawl across the bed towards you and now she is screaming in your face. You supposed most people would be uncomfortable about this, but having her scream in your face just reminds you of your Mother.

Wait, is that why you like seeing Amber riled up? Because it reminds you of your Mother??? Nope, not thinking about THAT right now!

As your thoughts trail off you realize that Amber has continued to yell in your face. “I am not some sex toy for you to play games with!”

Ok, THAT you can work with. You just need to choose your words carefully. “I think there has been a misunderstanding.”

Amber doesn’t seem convinced “Oh, really Blue? Because it seems pretty FUCKING clear on my end!”

“You are not a toy in the game, you are a player in the game.” This seems to surprise Amber, so you take the opportunity to continue talking “A game needs players. I am playing the game, but you are also playing the game.”

Amber sits back down on the bed and gives you a confused questioning look, as if she were staring at an alien. After a few moments she asks you “Ok, so explain Blue. What game do you think you have been playing?”

“Yesterday? Well think about it.” Pause for effect “You said I have to be celibate, which means my goal was to get you horny enough to end my celibacy.”

Amber considers your comments for a moment but before she asks you another question you decide to put her on the back foot by asking one of your own. “Now I have a question for you Amber. You were the one who first suggested we needed some rules. So, why?” You were honestly curious about this, the fact that you knew the question would make Amber uncomfortable was simply a bonus.

Amber hesitates for a moment, obviously uncomfortable before talking “Look, I don’t mind the sex. The sex was pretty good actually. But I am not going to be your fuck toy, sex ****, or whatever. Nobody’s cock is that good. I just wanted to set some ground rules, some boundaries.” Amber’s expression changes from embarrassment to frustration, which to you was an improvement “I wasn’t trying to turn this into some weird sex game. That is all on you.”

You smile that arrogant smile that you know annoys Amber “But Amber, have you asked yourself why I agreed?” This seems to confuse Amber so you press your advantage “and before you say something about my supposed fetish” If you had to be honest you think you have discovered that you have a few fetishes “It would be easier, more productive, to challenge as many female trainers as I could and satisfy my fetish with them. That would scratch that itch more than staying with you and playing our little game.”

Now you start crawling forward towards Amber and her face is a mix of emotions as you get closer to her. “No, the reason I agreed is because of the expression on your face. While I was on top of you, fucking you, you gritted your teeth and glared at me. I could feel your pussy griping by cock like a vice while I pounded away at you, and yet you STILL stared me down.” You take a chance and give Amber a kiss on the lips. “I have never so turned on in my life.” You kiss her again and slowly guide Amber down onto her back. She has a confused, **** look on her face. You could probably fuck her right now and at most she would just ask for a condom again. But that would defeat the point of today. Today you want to build her up, not make her submit.

So, you wait for Amber to act, you let her have control. She pushes you away with one hand and you back off as she sits up. She looks at you for a moment before saying “I still don’t get your game Blue? Are you saying you like it when I am angry? Does it turn you one?”

Honestly, you weren’t exactly sure. So, you shrug “What I am saying, is that I like it when you fight me.”

With some hesitancy, Amber places a hand on your chest and slowly pushes you onto your back. You let her. “I still think you’re weird Blue.” Her hand slowly travels down your chest, past your stomach until it reaches your pants. More confidant now, Amber’s hand starts to gently rub your erection through your pants. Her expression grows more confident as she feels your erection grow. “Do you like that Blue?” You give her a smile in response. Amber lowers her face besides yours and whispers in your ear. “I bet you want to cum don’t you?” You grunt in response, encouraging her to continue. “Too bad you can’t cum yet. But” You feel Amber’s hand start rubbing your cock harder “But, if you are a Good Boy, if you behave for the next few days, I will give you a reward.” Amber moves up a bit, practically shoving her breasts into your face. “So? Are you a Good Boy? Because Good Boys get rewarded?”

Damn, this is HOT! Amber’s hot breath on your ears, her hand on your dick, her huge breasts swinging right next to your face. You find yourself saying “Yes, Mommy, I’m a Good Boy”

FUCK! What the FUCK did you just say! FUCK! You did NOT mean to say that! FUCK!

Surprising you, Amber manages to keep her cool and play along “Good. If you can behave for the next few days, Mommy will give her Good Boy a reward.”

[Author's Notes: So I will admit, the whole Mommy thing just kind of happened while I was writing this. I considered taking it out but the idea of Blue having a Mother Complex was just too funny to NOT leave in.]