a little self help

Xander clicked his tongue as he considered what he needed to do next. He had time to kill and this wonderful magic machine to fill the time. And he did need to do some work before meeting Buffy later today, to make sure that Buffy had a first time that was worthy of her, without any awkwardness. Which meant... he had to change one thing about himself. Buffy deserved his best and as he was now he couldn't give her what she deserved. She deserved acceptance and love right now not when he could get used to what he had done to her. He gave her a dick he couldn't not be okay with that now.

21- Xander Harris loves and has always loved Buffy Summers, including her penis, he does not find it weird or gay. He is willing to express that love physically by touching and other activities when they are together.

huh. Xander actually had to blink. What the hell had been his problem. Buffy had a dick, big whoop. It was still Buffy. He was going to love her not matter what. Was he really so insecure that he actually had to alter his mind? Man, that was kinda sad. He couldn't wait to be with Buffy to love her however he could, and if that mean blowing her dick or bending over for her to enjoy penetration for the first time he'd do it. Although he could freely admit he was insecure enough about his ability as a lover to do a little wishing to make sure he didn't fail Buffy on a performance front. About the only thing he knew how to do with a dick was jerk it and that was only what would work for him, he had no idea what Buffy would like.

22- Xander Harris is a master of the sensual arts. He is capable of pleasing his partner with any sexual act. Including oral sex, vaginal sex and anal sex with Buffy Summers and her penis.

23-Xander Harris has the strength and stamina necessary to keep up with and in fact outlast Buffy Summers in all sexual arenas.

Nodding his head Xander coldn't help but feel like he finally had the situation in hand and under control.