Spending Time With Zoey

"Okay, let's go to your house... I think we will need a very private setting if we want to talk..." - Finn replied, with a **** enthusiastic smile, as he wanted to have fun with Zoey, but didn't know how, or if he was able to talk, about anything else, other than his conflicting emotions. But as he agreed to Zoey's idea, she was more excited than ever, and she didn't hesitate to grab his hand, and without noticing his expression, that showed a bit of insecurity, she tried to lead him to her house.

"Of course, let's go right there, right now... We are going to have so much fun tonight!!" - Zoey exclaimed, with a joyful, and very horny grin, as she was already planning to do with Finn. And since he wasn't going to ruin his girlfriend's fun, he followed Zoey to her house, while she began giggling, and getting a bit more sexually explicit, as she was able to take him to her house, where she hoped they could have a lot of fun, and she could explore all of her naughty fantasies with him. But after they entered her house, Zoey knew they had to talk, before things could get sexy, so she waited for Finn, to start their conversation, or say something, so she could start flirting with him... but he never did.

Even though Zoey seemed very gregarious, and motivated him to talk, and have some fun, Finn just couldn't stop feeling guilty, and he couldn't figure out why. He loved spending time with his girlfriend, and he was pretty sure they could make love again tonight, but for some reason, he found their conversation very weird, and he wasn't eager to do much, at least not the friendly, casual talks, because he was definitely down for some sex. For a moment, he felt like he wasn't himself, that his mind, and heart were corrupted, by all the sexual urges he had recently, and after being overwhelmed, from exploring so much of his new sexual life. He couldn't think about anything, apart from sex, but not in a sexy way, it was like he dreaded the idea of doing it again, even with Zoey, who was starting to realize how he was doing, and got worried, by the clear unsettled expression on Finn's face.

"Finn?? You haven't said anything in a while now... I know you like foreplay before making love, but we are not even doing that..." - Zoey asked playfully, as she sat down on her bed, next to Finn, so she could tease him a little, and see what kind of reaction he gave her. She was certain, that things weren't going to get erotic, any time soon, and that Finn was lost in his own thoughts, and since Zoey had witnessed some of his thoughtful moments, she wasn't too worried, just curious. But after Finn didn't say anything, and his eyes lost focus of anything, Zoey got a little scared, as she knew she couldn't let Finn stay like that for too long, if he thought too much about his problems, he was probably going to go insane, so she tried helping him, before he could lose his mind.

"Come on, talk to me... I know there is something wrong, don't be afraid to tell me... I'm sure you want this night to be fun, but if you have any problems it's better to tell me about them... Remember, I'm here for you... I'm here to help you, and provide as much love and support as my heart can give you... So please, just talk to me, don't be scared to talk about these things, I'm listening..." - Zoey persisted, now a bit more ****, as she tried shaking his boyfriend, but he didn't move, or anything really, he just sat still, with his eyes, and mind distracted, like his soul just left his body. Zoey didn't care about having fun anymore, she just wanted to hear a word from her boyfriend, nothing else, and since Finn wasn't saying anything, she began to panic a bit, as not only her sweet words were catching his attention.

While Zoey desperately tried to get his attention, and felt more nervous, since he didn't show any reaction, Finn tried to collect his thoughts, and try to find the reason for his sadness. He really believed he couldn't have sex anymore, and that he didn't want to do anything with his life, and since he still didn't know why, he considered, for a long moment, the idea of giving everything up, to stop feeling so lost. Even with all of the sex, all of the love, and fun times, that his friends gave him, and a very promising future, that came with becoming a warrior, Finn wasn't excited by any of that, not anymore. It was like he lost everything, even when he had everything, and until now, all of it seemed great, which was the part that weirded him out so much.

But as he didn't want to give up, and tried to understand his emotions, Finn wanted to find a solution to his problems, and lack of motivation, by seeking help, with one of his closest friends, that he was lucky enough to have right next to him. So as he started noticing Zoey, and how she was begging for him to talk to her, he felt bad, not much for him, but for her, since he felt like he was hurting her, even when he didn't mean to. And as he wanted to apologize, he tried to express his feelings, and finally say something, after being encouraged by his girlfriend, with the sweet, and comforting words, that she was whispering i

"I don't know Zoey... I still feel very bad.. it's like, I can't talk to you anymore... I feel so guilty when I look at you now, and it's like I'm going to ruin our relationship at one point with all these mistakes I'm committing... I'm sure it is my fault, but I don't know how to fix it... I can't even understand it that well... but-... Maybe it will be best if you just dump me, or find someone else..." - Finn finally replied, with a cold, quiet, and very depressing voice, that made Zoey's heart stop, since she had never heard him like that before. She was immediately concerned for his wellbeing, and mental state, as she didn't know why he was sad all of a sudden, but at least she was a bit relieved, since it was clear. that Finn was making an effort to talk, and to express himself, the best he could, to his girlfriend.

"Why? You don't love me anymore?? Am I not the most special girl in your life??... Was I replaced by another girl that you fell in love with?... Are those the reasons why you feel guilty??" - Zoey asked anxiously, from the initial shock, of seeing Finn so sad, and now loathing himself. But as she wanted to remain calm, to take control of the situation, Zoey tried making sense of Finn's response, and even though it was shocking to hear, that he didn't want to talk to her anymore, she felt like she understood it, and saw why Finn was feeling this way. But since Finn didn't say anything again, after he zoned out again, Zoey tried to ask him more questions, now more nervous, as she wasn't sure if she could solve his problem.

"Or is it because you love a bunch of different girls, and you still want to make me feel important, and the center of attention in your life?" - Zoey asked, a bit more confident with her words, but still anxious to say them, as she had a clearer view of the situation, while she was getting very worried, from Finn's emotionless face. She thought she knew what her boyfriend felt, so she was very careful with her questions, and while she didn't get a response from Finn straight away, Zoey smiled, when she noticed how his expression changed, like she had given him the answer to his problems. And in reality, Finn was enlightened, when he heard his girlfriend's question, and realized what he wanted in this life, and as Zoey seemed to understand it too, he was excited to tell her about it, even though he still couldn't understand it very well.

"Yes... I want that... Zoey, you are everything to me... You mean so much, but I feel like I'm not proving that... and now I'm messing around with other girls, and it feels like I'm betraying you... or ignoring you... I want us to have something very special, and it feels special to me... But I want it to be the best thing for you, and I'm not sure if I'm doing that pretty well... I'm a terrible boyfriend..." - Finn replied, with an emotionally charged voice, as he was at the verge of breaking down, as he stared at his girlfriend's eyes, finding all the answers he needed, but also feeling very ashamed of them. He was trying to be as sincere as possible, and the truth, at least for him, was that he felt all of that about himself, and as he looked at Zoey's surprised face, he proved it to her, and made her very nervous, since she didn't know what to respond.

She was very shocked to hear his response, and took a long while, to fully understand what he said to her, which thankfully, she was able to comprehend, although she couldn't believe it. Zoey had never seen Finn like that, and her heart felt so bad for him, that she wanted to cry, just like he wanted, but she tried not to, and keep her composure. Because, even though this was very shocking to hear, and quite depressing, Zoey was alleviated, and very glad, to hear how Finn expressed his genuine, embarrassing, and shameful feelings, that he wasn't sure to say out loud, even to his girlfriend. And since it showed how close they were as a couple, of friends, and lovers, and how he trusted her fully, Zoey gave him a grateful smile, to appreciate his honesty, before she felt the need to make his worries go away, or at least try to calm him down, by expressing her genuine, and embarrassing feelings as well.

"Awww... don't say nonsense... You are the best boyfriend I could have asked for!... Besides, who else would I date if it wasn't you... but even if there were other guys in my life, you would still be the best... and the fact that you are worrying about that proves it... I know that you love me... I know that you want me to feel special... And that you try so hard to make everything romantic in our relationship... You are just like that, you are a perfectionist when it comes to love... and it is quite funny... But I love all about it, I really appreciate it, and I can't believe how loving you can be sometimes..." - Zoey began saying, with a playful, and understanding tone, as she wanted to tell Finn that she understood how he felt, and he shouldn't worry about it. But while she was taking this lightheartedly, Finn really believed, that Zoey was being genuine, and wasn't saying this just to calm him down, and he couldn't believe how happy he was, to hear that his girlfriend didn't care about his failed plans, or the fact that they couldn't share another date. He was pleasantly surprised, and even got very shy, by this heartwarming feeling, but Finn didn't say anything, as Zoey continued talking, since she really wanted to make her emotions clear.

"But you have to understand... We don't need any fancy dinners, or set up romantic dates, or try so hard to make everything feel special... We don't need any of that, or at least not me.. All I need is your time, and love... I'm happy with that, because every moment I share with you is already special, and the best part of my day is always talking to you... I get that you are spending more time with other girls, and I do get a bit jealous of that... but I don't mind... I don't want to be so clingy, because I know you don't like it... And even with everything that's going on, your polyamory thing, the fact that you have to leave the island soon, or the chance of not seeing you again in a long time... I still love you, and I always will... I love you so much, you don't even know how much I care about you... or how much you mean to me... I really just want to spend more time with you, and make the most out of it... even if those moments are simple talks, or a casual walk at the park... That's enough for me..." - Zoey continued saying, with a soft, soothing, and endearing voice, that almost melted Finn's heart, and brain, since he couldn't handle all of the love, and affection, that he was receiving from his girlfriend. He was truly overwhelmed, and even a bit uncomfortable, from hearing all of Zoey's sweet, and reassuring words, but it did make Finn very happy, since he knew she was telling him the truth, and that's exactly what he needed right now. But after most of his worries disappeared, almost instantly, Finn was left speechless, and couldn't say much, after hearing how much Zoey loved him, and realizing how deep her emotions for him were, that he was glad to share, as he felt exactly the same.

"Thank you Zoey, you are the best girlfriend of all time..." - Finn managed to reply, with a very timid smile, as he wasn't able to say anything else, from being so overwhelmed with emotions, and just trying to show his gratitude to Zoey, who started giggling at his reaction. He felt like he wanted to say much more, since he felt so many things for his girlfriend, and after everything she said to him, she deserved a big kiss, or a night of intense love making, or maybe even his babies, that she apparently really desired. But since Finn just couldn't say anything else, he was left thinking, now with a much more positive look on things, about how lucky he was to have Zoey, as his friend, girlfriend, and maybe even partner in life, while also how proud he was of himself, for having the chance of being her lover, and proving, or at least try showing his love for her, just as much as she did for him.

So without saying much, Finn tried to communicate with his girlfriend, just by staring deeply into her eyes, while she stared back, in love, after being able to understand him, and solving his problem together, just by talking through it. And even though Zoey wanted to hear more from Finn, or at least a few more words, she felt like his response gave her everything she needed to know, it told her he appreciated her, and even loved her more, than any other girl, which was truly what she always wanted, maybe even her biggest worry. And since she could tell everything he felt, with that simple reaction, she was satisfied with his compliment, and it filled her with joy, to know Finn found her amazing, and was now feeling better.

"I know... I'm great, aren't I?? And since I'm your girlfriend, you are also mine... You will always be mine, even if I have to share you with other girls... you will always love me too, right??" - Zoey asked, with a big, playful, and lovely smile, after she got to share her feelings with Finn, and she now felt like the greatest girlfriend in the world, just because he said it. But after they laughed, for a brief second, Finn felt like he didn't have much more to say, and tried to play along with Zoey's game, as if they still needed to express their love for each other, they would have to do it in other ways, not just with words.

"Of course... I will never stop loving you, even if I die..." - Finn replied, with a charming expression, after getting a bit confident too, although not as confident as this morning, when he went to talk to Sayuri. But since they had clear things up, and solved most of his major problems, he was now trying to flirt a bit with his girlfriend, to actually start having fun, not just talking about his lame emotions. And since Zoey wanted exactly that, and she was desiring it for a long time, she continued flirting with Finn, now more excited, as they both seemed willing to have fun, or at least more passionate about it, now that they didn't have anything to worry about.

"Well, let's hope you don't die soon... because you will have to prove all of that love to me tonight..." - Zoey continued saying, with a more flirty smile, that was quickly becoming more and more suggestive, and was turning both her, and Finn on, as they were getting a bit more intimate. And as his girlfriend got closer to him, Finn couldn't help but smile, as he knew what was about to happen, because there was no way of expressing the dirty feelings they had for each other, now they couldn't express those emotions with words, and they would have to get a bit physical, which Finn was ready for it. Although, he was a bit scared, or more shy, since Zoey was giving off very sexual vibes that he had never seen before, but he was curious to see.

"Yea, I have to agree... you've been neglecting me for a while... You probably had sex with the other girls more than me this week... and you will have to pay for that... and since I'm your main girl, the one that you love the most... I will ask you to satisfy all of the needs I have... What do you think about that?" - Zoey continued saying, with a more seductive voice, as she tried getting on top of Finn, to be the more dominant one in this instance, as it was clear, she had the intentions of riding him, and having her way with him, for what she expected to be hours. And since Finn knew he couldn't do anything about it, he decided to embrace his girlfriend's sensuous behavior, and find out what they would do, as even though he knew it would be sexual, he didn't know how it would be.

"I'm willing to satisfy your needs, but could you please specify what they would be, my love?" - Finn asked, with a fake, and alluring polite voice, as he was trying to tease Zoey, even though she was more turned on than ever. And while he could already smell Zoey's arousal, and it was even more clear, by the very lustful eyes she was giving him, Finn tried not to get nervous, and actually stay with some of that confidence, that he still had from the morning. And as they were obviously excited, and completely horny, to have some naughty fun tonight, they both kept staring at each other, until Zoey gave her hot response.

"I have the most basic needs any girlfriend should have... I want you to make love to me tonight... and make it last for hours... That's how we will make this night special, and prove our love for each other... even though you already shown me your love multiple times in the past..." - Zoey whispered, with a sexy voice, and a very provocative smile, that urged Finn to make love to her right there. And as they held each other's bodies, and shared a deep, and sexually charged look, the two lovers were more than ready, and almost irritated, from having to wait for any longer, to finally make love again, and make it last, for hopeful the entire night, which didn't sound too ridiculous to them, since they were so hot, and bothered for it...