Girl Interrupted

You felt Brian's heavy weight on you, you felt so safe under him. His right hand gently slid up your shirt up exposing your stomach to him, he pulled his lips away from yours and smiled down at you before he began kissing your tummy. You giggled uncontrollably as he kissed your hip. "Stop!" you shouted between laughs. "I'm v-very tick-ticklish!" He stopped kissing your stomach and had decided to move on to better things apparently because you next felt his hands gripping the hem of your pants and slowly began sliding them down. Was he really going to....do what exactly?

Suddenly the door slammed open and the brothers came crashing in. You screamed girlishly and hid behind brian. "Whoa, dude! she's back." One of the brothers commented but you couldn't tell which one from the crowd that now stood dumbfounded in the door.

"Dude you should probably take her upstairs. Unless you're gonna put on a show." Cameron spoke up, he was one of the nicer bros but still not as nice as Brian or as cute.

"I'm down!" Another brother shouted, again you couldn't tell who but it sounded like the same one.

"Sorry guys, we got carried away," Brian explained before he lifted you up from the couch and carried you up the stairs. The brothers chanting Brian's name behind you.

He gently sat you down on his bed, "I'm sorry I got carried away. You're just so..." you watched him expectantly as he sat down in a desk chair beside his bed. So what?! you wondered. "So beautiful." you felt your heart leap into your throat, he thought you were beautiful!

"R-really?" you could feel yourself blush even more. "Maybe it's for the best." You finally said, "my...our first time should be special. Don't you think?" He smiled his beautiful smile and took your hand in his and ran his thumb over your hand. His touch felt electric.

"I couldn't agree more." He finally said. As if to illustrate your point the brothers stormed up the stairs hooting about god only knows what. "Can I ask you something though?" he leaned in close, "Since we're not going to, you know, does that mean we have to stop kissing?" you giggled and pulled him into you, your lips meeting again.

You spent the next hour making out until finally once again you had to leave the frat still dressed as a girl. This time brian stole a change of clothes for you hidden in laptop bag. In no hurry to change you decided to go back to the new shopping mall and do some shopping, this time with your wallet. You never liked shopping for clothes with your mom before, turns out you were just buying the wrong clothes. You were feeling more confident the more you walked around as a girl. So you were only a little nervous entering the changing room. You first changed into a blue sleeveless floral lace tiered long irregular party dress that certainly gave you more of an hourglass figure. "We look hot, we're definitely getting this." You said to the girl in the mirror, you smiled at yourself. Brian's just gonna love you in it, you tell yourself. "I definitely gotta get shoes next, sneakers just won't do." You undressed and re-dressed this time in a knee-length skirt and a peasant blouse. You love the feel of it and the way it flowed, it'd be great to wear during the day but it's starting to get too cold during the nights now and you'd have to find something else.

Looking at yourself in the mirror you suddenly felt sad that you were so flat-chested. You decide after grabbing a few cute panties it was enough for today and pay for your clothes and leave the store. Before you leave the store you cross a shoe store, "I still need shoes." You really wanted to look your best for brian so you decided you would power through and look for a pair of shoes to match your dress.

The number of shoes and options was more than overwhelming you when you heard a familiar voice behind you. "Hey it's you!" she practically cheered. Spinning around your eyes meet the makeup girl from earlier.

"H-hey! What are you doing here?"

"Yeah I'm on break so I thought I'd check out the other stores then I saw you! How'd things go with the quarterback?" You filled her in on everything that happened with you and Brian while you held up shoes and she would reject them until you found a pair of blue suede cut out lace up cork wedge heels.

"Those are perfect!" she said as you slid them on, glad for once that you were blessed with small feet. She caught you when you nearly fell when you attempted to stand. Even the two inch heels were a bit much for you. "Your quarterback is very lucky." you scoffed as you attempted to walk a short length back and forth. "You dont think so?"

You sat on the bench "It's stupid." you felt stupid for what you're feeling.

"You can tell me, hun, it'll just stay between us girls." you felt her sit down next to you. "I don't have any b-breasts." you felt like crying, brian deserved someone with breasts. A real girl, not a, a-

"Some girls are late bloomers." you laughed louder than you meant too if only she knew. "Look, if you're that concerned about it there is a store here that can help. They specialize in women with breast cancer but they also help women who aren't as...ample as others."

An hour later you were back at the frat, dressed as a boy yet again, well mostly, you're still wearing panties. You sat on your bed and stared into your full-length mirror, missing the girl from the changing room, when you heard a knock on your door. "Come in Brian." Brian smiled as he entered closing the door behind him. "Hey, John , what took you so long?" you felt yourself blush "I went shopping. I didn't have any clothes for our...our" you wanted to say it but you were afraid of being heard by one of the brothers even with the door closed and them distracted by whatever game was on tv now.

"Our date?" brian asked. He was so brave, he didn't care if anyone heard or knew. He shouldn't be that brave you thought but decided it would be better if you were that brave instead. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about." you felt your heart sink into your stomach and onto your bed. "We never actually set a date for our date." your heart relaxed "Remember the auction?" you wanted to say yes and how it would always hold a special place in your heart because it gave you Brian, but you simply said

"Yeah?"

"I still haven't gone on my date." Your heart committed ritualistic seppuku and promptly died on your bed. "I would cancel but it's for charity and I gave my word I would take her out."

Whatever mass replaced your heart must have been made of ice because you felt numb "Right. Y-you don't want to disappoint her." She was the real girl after all, you were just a, a, you didn't even know what anymore. "It's okay. You two have fun, I'll think of something." You stand up and open the door for him. He follows you to the door and reaches for your hand.

You didn't want to feel his touch, you didn't want to feel anything, you just wanted it all to stop. "Promise me something?" you asked quietly.

"Anything." he was rubbing his thumb over the back of your hand again, did he know what it was doing to you? Is he an evil mastermind or just genuinely sweet? It would've been better if he was mean but no he had to be kind and caring. "P-promise me you won't kiss her?" you looked into his soft eyes "If you promise I'll believe you because you're a man of your word." he leaned in close to your ear and whispered "I promise. You're the only one I want to kiss." his lips gently brushed your cheek. You felt your heartbeat again even just for a moment. He left and you couldn't help but stare at his butt, remembering how it looked in his tight football pants.

You locked the door and crawled into your bed and nursed your heart back to health. The room suddenly felt very small and crowded. Everything was happening so fast you were so very confused. So many new things, the clothes, the makeup, the hair, the fact people for two days at least thought you were a girl, Brian. You tried to reassure yourself with what you did know. You knew you still hated watching football but you loved to watch him play. You knew you loved brian, you knew you always had. You knew brian liked girls. "So why does he like me?" you asked your tiny empty room.