A Family Together

Her holding you, you holding her. She soothes you and strokes you and lets you get it out of your system. After a while you are slowly able to gather yourself a little. You look up at your mother's warm brown eyes.

"I'm sorry Mom. I bet Dad never cried like that." You sniffle and wipe your nose. You could see a big wet spot on her white blouse where your face had been.

She is smiling softly. "No. But that doesn't mean anything. Besides, I'm your mother." She continues to stroke your hair softly. You were still hurting, but she was helping a lot. While you were still wounded it didn't seen like your whole world was falling apart anymore.

You look at her worried. "God, Fiona and El saw me crying like a bitch..." You continue to clear the tears from your eyes.

"Jesse sweetie. We're your family. We're here for you." She leans in and kisses your cheek. "C'mon my baby boy. You want a tea? Cocoa?" You nod. She hugs you once more.

"Thank you Mum." You say as you embrace into her soft body.

Together you stand and make your way down to the kitchen.

Elsie and Fiona were already there. Fiona was sitting at the table and just nods at you as you walk in. Elsie was up at the counter with the kettle. She walks over and gives you a hug. You return it, bringing her in tight and holding her. God, you couldn't remember the last time you and El hugged like this...it felt nice.

She says softly. "I'm making hot chocolate, is that okay?"

You nod as you let her go. She flashes you a pretty smile then turns to make a hot beverage for everyone. Your mother had sat beside her eldest daughter you take a seat opposite them. Your mom reaches across and takes your hand in both of hers.

"Did you want to talk about it Jesse? We understand if you don't." She says.

You look from your mother, to Fiona, to Elsie. They all looked at you with only love and support in their hearts. Even Fiona. The Bailey's really came together when they needed to.

Eyes focused downward, on your mother's hands you say. "Uh, I can talk about it. Not much to say really. She took me to a park and she broke up with me." Your voice cracks and wavers a bit but you hold onto your mother's hand and soon settle down once more. The others wait patiently for you to gather yourself. "I don't know what happened. It was all so sudden. She said it wasn't me, it was her."

Fiona scoffs but is soon hushed by your mom.

Elsie approaches and sets down a hot mug in front of each of you. She then takes her seat beside you.

"I think she's foolish. You're a wonderful man Jesse, any girl will be so lucky to have you." El smiles. She reaches out and takes your other hand in hers. Looking down at your clasped hands you remember how the pair of you would do this when you were younger. Good memories. You look up at her and weakly smile back, squeezing her hand appreciatively.

"Fuck her. She wasn't good enough for you anyways." Fiona states bluntly. "My brother deserves better."

Taking your hands back from El and your mother you reach out and take a tiny sip of the hot chocolate. "You know...I...Deep down I kind of knew it was never going to work out. I mean...I don't know. She was perfect, I really had no complaints. But something wasn't...right. Ya know? Isn't that weird?"

Your mother cradles her ceramic mug in her fleshy hands and studies your face. "No sweetie, that's not weird at all. The heart knows things the mind doesn't. It's good you are sensitive enough to hear it. It will guide you well."

The four of you sit together in a way you hadn't done in a very long time. They listen to you, they add some thoughts. Much of the time it is quiet as they simply are there for you in this tough moment. The ugly wound across your heart began to mend as you are bathed in the love of your family. Your love and appreciation for these wonderful women filling at least a part of the hole left behind by Allison's departure from your life. You realized that whatever life had to throw at you or them, you all would be there for each other.

As you look around at each of them in turn you can't help but notice what a beautiful family you had. Elsie's impeccably perfect features, those magical dark eyes. Fiona's intensity and power, a blonde bombshell. Your mother's kind face and plus sized curves. They were gorgeous, simply gorgeous, each in their own way. If this was any other family, if you were any other man, that's as far as you'd go. Just noticing their attractiveness. But this was your family, and your family was special.

You lick your dry lips and clear your throat. "Um. I...uh...I think I'm ready to uh..." You take a breath. "...I'd like to take part in the um...you know....the secret. I think I'm ready now."

Fiona chuckles. "Ha! So, we're your rebound chicks? You dog."

El straightens suddenly in her seat, try as she might she couldn't hide the smile which bloomed. "For real?" She whispers.

Your mother looks worried. "Sweetie. Oh baby boy. We'd love that of course but...you're at a very **** time right now. I'm not sure you mean that. Why don't we wait a bit, hm?"

El speaks up. "Uh, Fiona and Mom were going to do that tonight..."

"El hun, we're not doing that now. We're here for Jesse." Your mother says.

Elsie replies. "But maybe Jesse could join you. And...me too."

Fiona's eyebrows raise. "You'd join us El? I thought you were done with us." This was news to you.

She glances over at you and nods. "Yeah...if Jesse's there I'd like to be too."

Your mother's concern had not abated. "Calm down girls. Jesse, I know you're hurting baby but..."

You look across to her. "I really do want it. And...I'd rather not be alone tonight." You feel as Elsie's hand comes to rest on your shoulder, touching very lightly, almost hesitantly.

Your mom gets up and collects the empty mugs. "Jesse, could you go wait for me in the living room." She puts the mugs in the sink. "Girls, could you wait here a moment. I just want to talk to Jesse alone for a minute."

They both nod. "Sure Mom." Fiona says. She was leaned back, arms crossed, and smiling at you. Not the warm smile of before but a hungry suggestive smile. El was blushing, her eyes darting toward you then away, her hands gripped her thighs.

You make your way toward the living room as requested, you and your sisters sharing little glances as you go.

(Hmmm, tempted to feminize Jesse again with this thread. Trap Jesse was kind of fun, and it sort of got curtailed by his transformation in the long thread. Hmm. What do you guys think? Yeah sounds cool or No been there done that? Still playing with ideas here. Maybe a vote. Hmm.)