Yes... Actually...

"Yes, alright?" Paul said. He took a deep breath, spitting out the next sentence as quickly as he could. "I told the guys that we slept together a couple weeks after we started dating."

A pause. Paul did not continue, but you could tell he had more to say.

"Go on." you prompted him, your voice cold and hard- Dangerous, in a sexy way. 'Oh god,' you wonder, 'does Paul think I'M sexy right now?"

A pause. He rocked back and forth on his heels, a pained look on his face.

Then, all at once, "You'rekindofahugefreak." He lowered his gaze- with a jolt, you realized that he was alternating his gaze between the his feet and your chest. Part of you understood- you did have a nice rack, after all- but part of you was afraid of what he was thinking about.

"I'm- wait, what?" you ask, confused.

"Well, that first night you stayed over, I told them you let me come inside you a few times, and after a few times, when I was exhausted, you took me in the shower, took me completely in your mouth, and got me hard. You took the whole thing."

"So?" you said. "That's not too slutty."

"Aaron," he said gently, "You saw me in the bathroom that one time. You know how... big I am."

"Oh," you said, remembering. He'd left the door unlocked and you saw him coming out of the shower. He was tall- 6'4", probably- but even so, his cock seemed bigger than it should have been. And really thick, too!

"OH." you said, a little louder than you would have liked. You hadn't given it a second thought before- when you were a man- but now, you shivered as you pictured your friend in the shower. Now, a gorgeous blonde joined him there, hair plastered to her neck, looking adoringly up at Paul's face as she guided his manhood towards her face. Her lips- your lips- tightened as Paul's head pushed against the back of your throat-

"Also, we've started doing anal, and some bondage." Paul snaps you out of your daydream. "That's ok?"

You shake your head, rattled by what you just thought and heard. "What?"