Continue With Mia's Dilemma

It was the end of the day and Mia was back in her room on her bed, furiously fingering herself. She ditched her boy-toy of the week with a shallow excuse of not feeling to bail and go home she needed to clear her head. That was the intention, but there was one problem she was horny, that's why she had a guy glued to her hip all the time her libido was massive. She knew it would give her a the stigma of being a slut but as soon as she reached puberty there was no going back. Once she had lost her virginity masturbation lost its luster for her. For a day or two it was fine but she needed to be taken by a man to feel satisfied, and she needed to be taken a lot. However, she never felt that heart thumping, soul fluttering, feeling of love before. Therefore, she had to find solace in at least satisfying her urges by cycling through the handsome (but otherwise unappealing) guys at school, so naturally she was a slut to the eyes of society.

She was content with her way of life, until today. Mia noticed her odd behavior today when she lashed out at her friends at lunch, but what really got her off guard was the fact that Derren Smith made her orgasm with a complement, A COMPLEMENT! And for the rest of the day she couldn't stop thinking about it! And it wasn't just being turn on by him or lusting after him either, no, she felt her heart beat faster with every thought of his smile, and she'd image a future being married to him, and for god sakes she kept doodling his name in her journal like a lovestruck schoolgirl! Mia may have been a pretty cheerleader, but she was no idiot she knew she felt the way she always wanted to feel about a guy, she knew she was in love with him. She tried to fight it all day she wanted to avoid the truth as much as possible, hell that's why she met up with Brad (her newest "boyfriend") for a date afternoon. However, just as she was about the grab his arm and skip away from her true feelings she saw Derren smiling and happy with Miko. She then saw her gave him a peck on the cheek as he pulled her in by her hip, and she snuggled in happily against him. It wasn't actually a total lie when she told Brad she felt sick, because she did. She felt like she'd throw up at any second! Be it from envy or heartbreak she felt her stomach do cartwheels, and she felt dizzy tears starting to form in the corners of her eyes as she excused herself.

She rushed home as quickly as possible despite the fact that she was feeling dejected she couldn't keep her lust in check. She was hoping to at least relieve herself in her fantasies of a prince charming sweeping her off her feet, but wouldn't you know it the face of the once faceless prince was now definitely Derren's. Crap, that got her hot and bothered but she wanted desperately to forget this feeling. Alright, she thought, I'll think of some handsome celebrities to distract me, how about Chris Hemsworth? Thor's sexy, let's go with that. She worked herself over for a while, but to no avail not only was she getting no relief, she was getting turned off!

"FUCK!" She screamed to her empty room.

"I can't be with him there's just no way." She burned that bridge and she knew it. You see Vivian was a bitch and she had more than a few boyfriends, but aside from one or two guys she never went beyond milking their wallets for a promise that would never come. So, she wasn't as in tune with the male population of the school. If Vivi wanted the guys to mobilize make no mistake she could do it herself, but it was 10X easier if Mia got involved. When Vivian set on her crusade against Derren it feel to Mia to mobilize her troops, men from all over the school ostracized and terrorized Derren. She had the jocks beat him to the point they collapsed one of his lungs on one occasion, while she stood by and laughed. She also made sure that no one got near him for long or they'd suffer the same fate. To be honest she did the most damage to him rather than Vivian even if she was the one who spurred Mia on.

So there she was, alone in her room, her hair matted to her slick face as she furiously played with her self dreaming of the man she couldn't have. Wave after wave of pleasure washed over her a small ebbing flow at first but after a couple of hours it was like a tsunami of endorphins crashed into the pleasure centers of her brain. She kept going moaning his name into her pillow, crying in pleasure and emotional turmoil. She went for three hours straight until she was a well spent lump on her bed happy to be free (for now) of her pent up sexual frustration, but now even more emotionally **** than before. She drifted off to sleep exhausted but with one final thought in her head. I'll get him to have him be with me, I'll do anything if he just looks my way. That night she dreamed both the sweetest fantasies of Derren answering all her wildest desires as her dashing prince, and also the worst nightmares of Derren casting her aside for her transgressions. In the nightmares she never recovers either growing old and bitter as an old spinster, or falling, falling, falling into the darkest most soul crushing abyss imaginable. That morning she was more resolute and resolved than ever before.

Author's notes: Sorry all for a lack of updates on this story! Writers block is a bitch! I actually really wanted this chapter to be a little longer and extend into the next day but I still can't really decide how I want to play into Mia. On one hand for some reason I am leaning towards clemency for her (with some caveats) but I don't know I do also want this to be a darker story so how much romance can I really do before I stray away from the original goal? I don't know! Anyway, opinions are welcome and will be taken into consideration, but ultimately I will go my own way (which ever way that is). Oh, also after the Mia story arc in the present time I will jump back to show how she got ensnared in the first place, and I may still do side stories. Anyway, once again, writers block is a bitch, and I hope that after this chapter it passes!