Sister Support

You watch your slumbering big sister for a while. Her eyes closed, her usual resting bitch face relaxed, she looked so at peace in that moment. Beautiful.

She was a bully and a bitch but there was an allure to her as well. She was so dynamic, so powerfully charismatic, and so effortlessly dominant. If she just chilled the fuck out you honestly believed she could be the President or something like that.

Resting your right hand gently on her shoulder you give it a gentle squeeze.

With your left hand you reach into your pocket and pull out your phone. After such a crazy and emotional night you just needed to hear her voice. You needed to connect with the one sure thing you could always rely on.

"Jesse? You okay?" Elsie's sweet voice answers. "Everything okay?"

You keep your voice low. "Hey El. Yeah, it's good now. Fiona's sleeping."

"What happened?"

You sigh. "I don't know El. The place is a wreck. There were naked people here. It was all kinda crazy." You are quiet for a bit, Elsie waits for you. Just knowing she was on the other end of the line though was very comforting. You finally say. "We have to do something. We have to help her."

Now El is silent, deep in thought. She finally replies at a whisper. "I know. I know Jesse. I wanted so bad for her to come to me and apologize and make things all better. But she's not going to do that...is she?"

You look around at the carnage around you. You think about what that guy had said about Fiona's reputation being shot. That mysterious other life Fiona partook of at nights might be gone for her now. You think about the drinking when she had barely touched the stuff before. Her skipping classes. She was self-destructing before your eyes. She was the type to go down in a blaze rather than face up to things and admit weakness or ask for help.

You set something off inside of her when you finally cut out the family sexually forever. More precisely...when you told her you and El might not love her. Shit. You didn't feel responsible per se, but you sure didn't feel good about your role in this.

"No. I don't think she is Elsie." You reply. "She's not right El."

You wished Elsie was here with you. To hold her hand and look in her dark eyes. She says. "I'm so mad at her but... I can't..." Elsie pauses. "I hate her but I love her too. Does that make any sense? She's my sister and she needs help. It kills me not being able to help her. There's some dark part of her Jesse, I've seen it, it eats her up inside." She pauses again. "It's up to us Jesse. I don't think she's got anyone else. She...she kind of hates Mom and she finds Peg intimidating."

"Hates Mom? They don't see eye to eye but..."

"No Jesse. The feeling might be mutual, I'm not sure."

"But I know they still fool around once in a while."

"As Mom always says, it's just sex. Fiona told me once she only does it for Dad. To look after Dad's woman since he isn't here to do it."

"Jesus. That's fucked up." You gently grip Fiona's shoulder.

"Mom hurts her when they have sex. Not on purpose but...you've seen how thick Mom is. Fiona just bears it...for Dad and...for me I think. So I don't have to do it. She never told me that...but I suspect."

"Hurts her?"

"Jesse...Mom is crazy thick. You think that feels good? Maybe to someone like...erm...excuse me but...Allison. Not for most of us though. When Fiona did it with me it was horrible, I thought I was gonna tear or something, and she was way smaller back then. I couldn't imagine doing it with Mom. Mom loves that sort of sex but Peg won't let her and Chloe's just too small. Fiona took it upon herself."

"Wow...I never knew any this." You say.

"Yeah, not something we really talk about. There was more than one reason we were all pretty excited about you being let in on the secret. Fiona teases you but...she really likes your body. All of it. We all do if I'm honest."

You and El just sit on the line, both of you thinking.

Finally she speaks again. "I've got an idea, to help her, but...we'll talk about it next time you're over." She then shifts gears and tries to brighten her tone. "Hey, I heard the date went well!" She laughs. "Felix said Casey was over the moon. He was singing and dancing around the place after you dropped him off."

God that felt nice, hearing how much Casey enjoyed it.

"Her off." You correct your sister.

"Sorry." There is a pause. "God, and I am sorry about the texts but...I really thought you should know before anything happened."

You smile as you think back to your date. "No, you did the right thing. Thank you El. It was a shock, that's for sure, but it all ended well."

"Um...it doesn't bother you? About how Casey is?"

You chuckle. "It wasn't what I was expecting but...it kinda makes her more special, ya know? Unique. I'm a bit scared honestly, but also excited. She's different. I...I think she's worth it."

Elsie laughs softly. "You weren't kidding when you said it wouldn't matter to you."

"No...I wasn't." You admit. "Elsie."

"Yes?"

"El...remember Felix said he and Casey went out once."

"Ha ha ha! Oh yeah. He said it was so awkward."

"El...Felix knows about Casey and they went out anyways. I really don't think your...gift...is going to bother him. I don't think it's going to scare him off."

She is quiet again.

"El?"

"I...I think you're right." She says softly. "He's...a really nice guy. He was just as worried about Casey as I was about you. He's got a good heart."

"It's up to you Sis but I don't think you should keep it a secret very long. You don't want a shock like what Casey and I had tonight. It almost ended things before they began." You then add in a reassuring voice. "If he really likes you El, and I know he does, this won't scare him off. Okay?"

"Okay." Elsie whispers. Then she says in a happier tone. "What would I do without you?"

"Or me you. You and me El, you and me. We'll always be there, yeah?"

"Yes!" She says with total conviction. "Always!"

You let out a long yawn. "Ohh man. I am bushed. I'm gonna go. Give Peg and Mom my love."

"Er...they're kinda busy right now." She giggles.

You laugh. "Jesus, this family. Well tell them in the morning. Oh, and see if you can keep Mom from coming home until tomorrow afternoon. She is not going to want to see this place right now."

"I'll come help clean up." El says.

"Need a ride?"

"Nah, I have my bus pass. There's a good route. Thank you though."

"Okay, see you in the morning then. Good night El, love you."

"Love you too. Good night Jesse."

You hang up. Settling down a few inches, carefully so as not to wake your slumbering sister, you rest back into the couch and get comfortable. You notice a shiver run through your sister. Her warm skin was cooling. She wore only her panties. Reaching back you grab the knitted blanket your Mom kept on one end of the sofa and carefully unfurl it. You drape it over Fiona curled up body and tuck it around her neck. She moans lightly and shifts to hold it close.

You say in a whisper. "I love you Fiona." You kiss your hand then lay it on her head. Closing your eyes you get as comfortable as you could manage and try to catch some shut eye.