The Master

Aunt Peg leads you and El to her bedroom, a place you had never been. She leads you up the stairs, past her home gym, and to the big door at the end of the hall. Entering into her room was like stepping into a different world.

The rest of the house was shiny and ultra modern and all blacks and whites. Classy but...cold. Her room is a warm sumptuous exotic sanctuary. It was just as classy but much more welcoming. The lighting was softer and had a warm yellowish hue. The furniture was a deep rich mahogany, heavy blackout curtains cover the two windows which faced out the back and side of the house, a thick soft rug cushions the soles of your feet. Various candles sat around the room in small groupings of three to five and the room had just the faintest whiff of black pepper, leather, sandalwood, and a good pipe tobacco.

Her bed was huge, easily as large as your mother's king size. What seemed like far too many pillows piled at the head. Like everything else in here the bedding and bed itself just oozed comfortable luxury.

"Wow." You say as you look around.

Your aunt, who had come to stand in front of a large wardrobe, was unbuttoning her blouse. She looks over her shoulder and grins. "That's right, I never did have you in here. Mmm, sadly it seems that ship has sailed." She looks you up and down, making no secret she was appreciating your youthful beauty. "A shame. I had so much to teach you."

"Aunt Peg..."

She smiles and waves her hand. "It's okay. I'm glad you guys are breaking free. Really glad. I think Helen and I let this all go way too far. The intentions were good but..." She sighs, leaving her thought unfinished.

Elsie whispers. "Peg is sooooo good Jesse. She's like a sex wizard or something. She can make you feel things...whoo! And she lasts forever! It is amazing, she can literally cum exactly when and how and in what way she wants."

Peggy laughs. "Sex wizard? Ha ha ha! I've never heard that before."

El hurries up and kisses her aunt's cheek. "It's true though. It's crazy what you can do. I'll miss it."

Peg pats El's cheek. "Just a matter of getting mind, spirit, and body working together. I'll miss being with you too El, but it's better this way."

Elsie nods, a bright grin on her face. She agreed wholeheartedly. "I know it."

You turn yourself so that you didn't ogle your aunt and sister as they each changed into some nightgowns. You knew you didn't need to but with the wager still going you didn't need the extra temptation. Besides, you were lost in thought.

"Sex wizard?" You mutter. "Mind, spirit, and body...so much to teach you..." Despite being a hard nosed scientist you knew your aunt went in for a lot of Eastern philosophy and such. Yoga, meditation, mindfulness, and...tantra. You knew she wasn't the biggest of your family down below, yet she was the lover most sought after.

You begin getting ready for bed, which really just involved stripping down to your boxer shorts, turning something over in your mind.

You finally turn. "Aunt Peg."

She and Elsie both had on long sheer armless nigh gowns that highlighted their curves in the most wonderful way. Elsie's borrowed gown was a bit tight around the bosom.

"Yes dear?"

"Um...I don't want to have sex with you but...is it possible...for you to teach me...uh...stuff?"

"Stuff?"

You feel a blush redden your cheeks but you stand proud and soldier forward. "Um...ya see, maybe they told you about the...the race we had. Fiona, Elsie, and I."

Your aunt smiles, a warm knowing smile. She already seemed to know where this was heading. "Yes. I heard about it. You kids must have had fun with that."

"No. Um...I uh...I didn't do so well. I...I humiliated myself if I am honest."

Elsie shakes her head. "No you didn't!"

"El...fuck...I came so fast! It was horrible! It's bad enough I'm so small..."

"Jesse! You're not...!" El defends you.

You just keep going. "If it works out with Casey...um...I don't want to disappoint her...like I...like I usually do."

"Oh Jesse!" Elsie says, it tore her up to hear you talk like this.

Peg holds a hand up to stop your sister.

Your aunt glides across the room with a grace that was impressive given the amount of wine she had consumed. She gently places a warm hand on your shoulder. Her brown eyes, so similar in color but different in shape from your mother's, looks into yours.

"Do you love yourself Jesse?"

"Wha...what?"

"It is the first and last step in understanding. If I'm going to teach you anything you need to know that you deserve it." She explains. "So? Do you love yourself?"

"I...I don't..." You falter.

"I love you. Elsie loves you. Helen and Chloe and Fiona love you. But do YOU love you?" Her other hand comes to rest on your chest.

"I...of course I do." You say, unsure of what other answer you could give.

Your aunt smiles. "Say it."

"That's silly." You grimace.

"Indulge your old Auntie. Do you love yourself Jesse?"

"I love...uh...myself?"

"You are tense. Your breathing is shallow. Slow down my boy, breathe deep. Just focus on me." She nods. "Very good. Now...say it again."

You concentrate on long deep breaths and look upon your aunt's supportive expression. She helped make you feel safe, secure, and at ease. "I love...myself."

"Again. You are doing really good."

"I love myself. I...I love myself."

"That's it. Good. Now focus on that. Focus...it feels nice doesn't it? We all love you here. All of us love you Jesse."

"I love myself." You actually found yourself smiling! "I love myself. I love myself!"

She nods and then hits you with a zinger, once more utterly deflating your momentarily buoyant mood. "Why?"

"Why?"

"Yes, why? Why do you love yourself Jesse?" She presses. "You said the words, and that is important, but what are the reasons?"

"Uh...uhh..."

"It's okay...take your time. Breathe...breathe Jesse...you're tensing up again." Her voice is soft and melodic. "Breathe...breathe..."

"Uhh...I...uh..." Why? Why? How were you supposed to answer that? What a stupid question!

"Okay, calm down. Shhh..It's okay. Breathe Jesse, long slow breaths....come on...calm down..."

"I...I...um..."

You suddenly hear Fiona's voice burbling up from deep inside. "Shrimp dick" "Needle dick" "Chump" "Sissy" "Worthless"

"Uh...I...."

You hear Allison's moans. "...harder...bigger...better." "You've always left me wanting more."

"I...I...uhhh..."

You hear your mother's voice. "Baby" "Panties" "Cute" "Little Boy" "Your father...he was a real man."

"Ummm...." Tears were flowing though you don't remember beginning to cry. "I...I don't..."

Your aunt hugs you. "Shhhh. Shhhh. Breathe. Breathe Jesse. It's okay. We are right here."

A shudder runs through you and you hug her back and bury your face in her shoulder. "I don't know!" You moan. "I don't know!"

Elsie was now at your side, stroking your back softly.

"It's okay, it's okay. Shhh." Peggy looks you in the eyes again. "Okay. Shhh. How about an easier question. Why does Elsie love you?"

You look to your sister. Her wide dark eyes gazing at you with total love and support. Your turbulent insecurities began to fade as you looked at your beloved younger sister. Those eyes of hers working a strange sort of magic on you. You feel the tension in your muscles begin to relax.

You take a deep breath, once more trying to bring yourself under control. "Um...we're friends. We...are there for each other. We support each other. We...he he he...we get along. We laugh. We used to have adventures." Then, remembering the restaurant. "And we still do! I help her and she helps me. I give her rides when she needs them. We have so many of the same memories. We share so many feelings. She loves me because...we are so much more than brother and sister."

Elsie's grin grows and grows as you say these things.

"You're a good brother?" Your aunt asks.

You nod, your confidence now soaring once more. "I try. I'd do anything for Elsie."

"Well...that's a reason to love yourself. Isn't it? A good brother deserves love, doesn't he?"

You swallow. "Yes. I...I love myself...because I'm a good brother."

Elsie hugs you from the side, her head resting on your shoulder. "Yes you are!"

You continue. "I...I love myself because...I'm kind and I think I am friendly. I try to be a good person."

"That's right." Your aunt nods, her smile conveyed a deep pride. She grips your shoulder and gives you a little shake. "There we go. It's a start. Yes Jesse, I can teach you. If you are willing to learn."

You look at your aunt with a sort of awe. "Thank you!" You throw your arms around both of them and pull them in close. They hug you back. The three of you holding the embrace for a long time.

When you finally part all of you are feeling good. What a fucking night this had been! You felt like you'd gone through a years worth of emotions in a single evening. You felt good, but god damn, you also felt like you had been through hell and back.

"Hmmm, No Nut November challenge huh?" Your aunt smiles. "You couldn't have picked a better time to come to me. Yes, yes, this is perfect."