butterflies

The other peacocks were off dancing with other boys while I held on to Bobbi as a slower song began to play. "Bobbi do you-"

"Shh, just enjoy the song." He rested his head against mine as we swayed against the music. I lost track of time and how many drinks I had or how many dances we shared when Claire came in dragging someone with him. It was Kyle!

"I can't believe you're here!" I shouted drunkenly and threw my arms around his neck.

"My mates decided to come."

"I'm soooo glad you did." I pulled Kyle into me until our lips meeting again in a steamy kiss.

"So am I." I giggled when I suddenly felt his hand grabbing my butt. "Such a naughty boy."I did my best to keep my body pressed against his allowing him to lead me wherever he wanted to go as we continued dancing. Later, we sat in the corner booth while we shared another drink when one of his teammates came up to us.

"Hey, we're all heading out. You comin?"

Kyle looked at me as I sipped on my creamy drink, "Would you want to come see the cabin I told you about?"

"I'm up for whatever." I downed the rest of the drink in one go and closed my eyes, immediately regretting it feeling the spin of the earth around me, "Who's this?"

"I'm Freddy."

"Jerry." I held out my hand and felt him kiss it. Before I knew it we were in Kyle's car, me in the front seat and Freddy in the back talking about sports or something with Kyle. Freddy was kind of cute, but not like Kyle, and definitely not like Ralph. "So...no luck tonight?" I interrupted accidentally. "I'm sssorry I didn't mean too."

"No, it's all good. Some nights are better than others."

"And tonight?"

"Well, I met you so it's better."

I swooned, "Cut it out, Freddy." Kyle glared at him in the mirror.

"I'm just saying it was nice to meet Jerry here." Freddy placed his hand on mine.

"I swear I'll put you out in the woods."

"Alright!" Freddy smiled at me. "Maybe we can do something later?" He whispered and winked at me making me blush a deep red. When we arrived at the cabin I saw someone carrying Claire inside. Freddy went off into the kitchen and Kyle offered to show me his room.

"It's a nice room." I lied, it was small and cramped and I couldn't understand how he could fit in that bed.

"It's fine. I drew the short straw and got the tiny bed though." Kyle sat on his bed and I slowly lowered myself next to him.

"Because of me." I placed my hand on his leg trying to comfort him, "I'm sorry."

"I'm fine. It was a fair trade."

I wanted to make him feel better but I didn't know how, well, I had an idea what how he wanted but I didn't know what to do. "I just feel awful. How could I make it up to you?"

"There's one way." His fingers sent goosebumps up my arm as he traced along my arm. "If you want." He kissed my bare shoulder softly sending shudders down my spine.

"Kyle..." I gasped.

"Hmm?" He kissed my neck and I could feel my butterflies turn into dragons.

"I..don't know what to do."

"I can help you." He paused to run his fingers through my hair. "If you want."

I licked my lips feeling the room spinning all around us, "Just...go slow?" He smiled and softly kissed my lips, his tongue finding mine with sweet passionate desire. I wanted him to go faster, to pin me to the bed and take me now but I was also scared. Something inside of me still told me this was wrong. Maybe I just wasn't gay.

Kyle stopped and lifted off his shirt exposing his muscular chest to me again. I squeaked and swallowed hard. My hands shook as I fought the urge to reach out and touch him, "You can touch me if you want." He smiled like he had read my mind. Or maybe I was just that obvious. He took my hand and slowly pulled it to his chest. Nervously I touched the center of his chest and held there feeling his heart beating. I wonder if it meant he was nervous too.

"Last night...If I hadn't...what would happen?" I bit my lip again as I slowly traced my hand over his muscular chest and down to his well-defined abs stopping only when I hit his pants

"I would have done something like this." He put his hand on my bare back and slid it under my skirt making me shiver again and feeling something else I didn't expect. I blushed feeling my skirt begin to raise. My fingers struggled with his pants button.

"I only ever taken off my pants before." I laughed nervously.

"You're doing fine." I finally got the button undone and his own aroused penis. His was the first penis besides my own that I had ever seen too. I felt his hand sliding up my skirt now from the front reaching for my bit of manhood.

"Oh no!" I ran out of the room and into the bathroom and...returned my drinks. I vaguely remember someone carrying me to the living room and I woke up with a bucket next to me on the couch.

"Hey," Kyle whispered kneeling beside me, "I'm surprised you're awake. How are you feeling?"

"Better." I tried to sit up and regretted it immediately.

"Just relax."

"I'm sorry...I wanted too..." I wasn't really sure.

"It's okay. Not saying my pride wasn't a little bruised at first but next time we'll have to do it without the drinks."

"There's going to be a next time?"

"If you want."

"Kyle," I pulled the blanket up to my neck suddenly feeling the icy cold against my sweaty skin, "can I tell you something?"

"Sure."

"I think I might be gay. Don't tell anyone okay?"

He chuckled softly, "Your secret is safe with me. I'll let you get some rest." He stood to leave but I grabbed his hand.

"Can you stay with me for a bit?" I was **** to not be alone.

"Okay." He whispered and grabbed up the remote off of the table before sitting down on the couch. I used his lap as a pillow while he put on 'Funny Face'. I watched for a bit while he caressed my hair until I fell back asleep.