so awkward!

You sat quietly through dinner as your mother blathered on about her work day. It was the usual crap about people at work not doing their jobs right and how she was the best there.

"So how was your day?" your dad asks when your mom finally stops talking. You snapped to attention your mind flashed to the events of your day, your mind seemed to linger on chris in the shower"It was...good." tried to quietly shake the thoughts from your head shuffling the image of the deliveryman who was clearly interested in you "Perfectly fine." The phone rang and your mom left to answer it. "Are you sure? Is something on your mind?" you felt your dick stirring in your pants as you imagined chris and the deliveryman taking advantage of you in your room. [Fuuuck! These videos are taking it's tole.] you grimace and put on your best poker face. "Nothing major." you lie "Worried about basketball?" that seemed like a good enough excuse "Yeah I guess."

Your mother returns to the table and glares at you from across the table. You felt a chill run down your spine, did the school call and tell her you skipped school? It wasn't mr.donaldson was it? Who else could be calling. Was it the credit card company? Someone had to pay for your...gift, surely whoever hacked you wasn't just sending you free things no matter how unwanted. The card was strictly for gas emergencies so any kind of activity would probably register as "unusual". You prayed it was her office. She sat quietly and finished eating. [Oh god it's about me!] she usually yells at you if you've done something wrong unless she didn't want your dad to know. You swallowed hard "W-who called?" She stabbed at a piece of lettuce and ate it silently. "Wrong number." like you she was a terrible liar. It had to be about you. You quickly finished and walked around the table, your usual tradition you leaned in to kiss her cheek "t-thanks mom." she shied away from you. You were fucked, she only did that when she was going to explode any second.

You quickly ran into your room and turned on your smart tv and opened up your netflix account. Your favorites had all been changed! Gone was the action movies and sports movies and raunchy stand up comedies. They had been replaced by gay romantic comedies. "That's not possible!" you shout as quietly as you could, trying to keep from drawing your mother's attention and her wrath. Your remote screws up as you try to exit it, instead of turning off it selected a random movie about two college guys from opposite ends of the country meet in their dorm. A romance quickly blooms but one of the poor boys had a girlfriend (jeffrey) and like the other boy (mike) swore he was straight. But each spent too long leering at the other. You couldn't turn it off because it had no buttons on the side like most smart tvs. Even unplugging it and plugging it back in didn't help, it would just start right where it left off. You thought a moment about going to your laptop to ignore it but remembering what happened earlier you decided against it. Your decided you might as well watch it maybe it would take your mind off your troubles.

You felt your heart pounding when the boys first kiss, how lovingly they stared at each other. You never stared at a girl like that. Lust sure but, love? You felt yourself tear up when mike tried to talk to his mother about jeffery and these new feelings and she screamed at him. Mike was a good guy and jeff treated him so good, why couldn't she see that? You wondered how your own mother would react [The fuck is wrong with me today?] you chastise yourself, you dont cry at romantic movies. Of course you only ever watched them cause whichever girl you were with wanted to. You weren't gay, why would you care how your mother would react? Though you still couldn't help but wonder. You were full on in tears at the end of the movie, mike and jeff married each other and mike's mother came to the wedding.

The movie ended and you decided to go to sleep. Whatever your mom was upset about she obviously wasn't in the mood to discuss it while your dad was up, and if you were asleep she'd probably leave you alone and forget about it all together. A good night's sleep is just what you needed, you had heard lack of sleep can fry your brain. That would certainly explain your day today. You hoped.