Up and Down

Before the afternoon was out, you had declined an invitation by the guys you work with to attend a pool party on the upcoming weekend. After all, how would it look with you in men's swimming trunks with no body hair, no male bulge and a bra tattooed to your chest by tan lines? Ridiculous. That's how.

The battle continues to rage in your mind. On one hand, you live with a woman you love and the sex is unbelievable. On the other hand you are a freak and you want to be "normal." Every time you experience a mind blowing orgasm, you think, "All is well." Then the recurring dream of feeling morning wood and the disappointment of it being not reality weighs on you.

Then there is Tammy. "She wants me to stay this way. My emotional breakdowns not withstanding. What's a man with a pussy to do?" You wonder.

On your way home you decide to talk it out with her. "Something has to give!" You conclude.

Upon arrival, you find Tammy waiting for you in bed wearing a sexy red short nightie designed for "Come and get me" sex. "Patrick?" She calls out. "What?" You think. "She usually calls me Patty. This must be serious." She continues, "I have been a bad girlfriend lately and I need my man. Please join me after you get out of your work clothes and clean up a bit. Thank you." "OK." You reply and enter the bathroom.

You notice on the vanity sits a glass of water. Right next to it is a small plate with the blue striped purple change back pill. Your eyes widen. You hasten with excitement to undress. Habitually you sit to pee and rip the used liner out of your panties, roll it and discard it in the waste basket, wipe and stand, staring at the pill.