To start

Your mum looks at you with a bit of disappointment in her eyes mutters sometimes that you could not hear and leaves the room

You pick up the pack of cigarettes and throw them at the door digusted at your mum even thinking that you will like them you look at the clothes you did not want to admit it but they do look good you could see why your sister wore them to clubs and ibiza with her friends they were planning a few more trips but two of them got pregnant by some random guy

You shake off the memory and put on the clothes as soon as they were on you looked at yourself in a mirror apart from you looked very hairy you did look sexy you thought and then quickerly said

"No your a boy a boy a boy stop thinking like that but I do make a sexy girl no stop it"

You look angry at yourself hating this and go downstairs to find your mum

Your mum was watching a gossip show that you normally hated but did find your eyes going to it a few times

"How is my new girl" she asked you she had a ciggaret in her hand a mug of coffee or tea

"I am fine" you grumble

"Stop being so miserable" she stops to have a puff of her cigarette you look at her angerly "stop it i know you think you look good just admit it"

"Fine yes I do think that" you tell her with a small smile

"Good i happy and have you smoked yet"

"No mum i haven't and don't plane to"

"Stop being like that as girls in the family love then and sone you will too here take thisone" and she hands you one "I am not letting you go untill you have it"

"Fine give it here" you know it was a loosing battle so you take the as soon as you started to smoke you felt burning and you cofed like mad

"Your being dramatic they are not that bad" and to make a point she has a long drag of her cigarette and blows out smoke

"No I not" but the more you do the better it got

"See it not bad"

"Fine mum i admit it they arebnot that bad and I think I like them well anyway what your plane"

"Well first we better get ridd of that ungly hair apart from your head so come on"

And you both leave