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Buffy tried and failed to calm down. She was going to be making her big move soon and was more than a little nervous about it. When she and Xander had a free period next she was going to finally ask him out.

After years of sexual tension.

After years of dancing around each other.

"Oh boy." Buffy tried to calm herself.

Its not like this was hard. She had asked boys out before. Asking Xander out wouldn't be any different. Xander was just another guy. Just another guy.

Who just happened to be 'hot'. Which meant the situation was slightly unbalanced powerwise. Xander could be dating anyone he wanted. Less complicated girls without life or **** supernatural threats hanging over them. More beautiful girls who were more sexually experienced. He could be dating a couple sexy someones at the same time even. How the hell was she supposed to measure up to that?

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Staring at the Master P.C. Xander decided to add a little more. Just to polish the idea he was chasing.

9- Women have a sex drive/libido that is at least twice as strong, but usually three times as strong as a mans libido. Women have been known to become overwhelmed by their sexual needs and 'go sex crazy' resulting in them seeking out a man of interest and all but attacking the man for sex.

10- Due to their rampant sex drive society allows for a great degree of leniency when a woman is over come by her libido and gives into her need for sex. No one thinks less of a woman who looses control and needs sex. Society undestand that it happens and allows it to happen.

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Buffy whimpered as she tried to not fall into the trap of visualizing herself and Xander together. She didnt need the temptation. She was at school, so totally not the place to get trapped in her preferred Xander fantasy.

Certainly not in a place she could masturbate to release the built up tension.

Certianly not in place where she could loose it and go crazy.

No one would blame her if she lost it, tackled Xander to the gound and rode him till she came her brains out. But that's not how she wanted her first time with Xander to be.

Buffy whimpered again.

The idea of riding Xander... so good. So so good. The idea of him under her... staring up at her... one of his big manly hands on her hip, his fingers digging into her flesh... his other hand holding her boob, his strong fingers teasing her nipple....

Buffy groaned and bit down on her pencil.

Direct. She had to be direct when she Xander next period. She would ask him out. She'd be blunt. Just get it over with. She felt something, he felt something; why not feel something together...

Buffy found her mind drifting to the mental image of Xander holding her in an embrace, leaning in to liss her. His big hands holding onto her. His hands roaming... griping, squeezing, teasing....

Buffy moaned and tried to not think about Xander. She knew she wasnt going to last if she did.