Not yet

“Knowing I am changing but not being able to notice sounds creepy as hell. I would rather put off the changes.”

“Sounds good to me. Would you rather I could finetune the choices until they go into effect by clarifying what I was going for with whatever option you chose or would you rather get the worst possible interpretation for you each time you choose tonight. ”

“I’d rather have you finetune them, of course.”

“Of course.” You smirk “but there is a limit how often I am allowed to give you the same options so sometimes I will have to **** your hand. Oh and here is another thing I almost forgot: Setting you up with a new identity is very doable. So keep that in mind for the next choice.

When you turn into a woman would you rather have your appearance be subject to the vagueries of the genetic lottery like a normal girl and end up looking like the sister you could have had and with a face that is very recognizably your own unless you use makeup to blur the similarities- or would you rather end up with a brand new and very attractive new face and body ?”

It took Toby some time until he chose “I’d rather not look like me in drag.”

“New face it is then.” You nod “ Lets return to the Madonna-whore complex for a baseline there: Would you rather transform into a sultry woman or a lovely maiden in the span of ten seconds.”

“A maiden …I guess.” Toby didn’t seem enthused about either option.

“One point for the madonna. ”

“ Not that we are sticking to that distinction from here on. ” you add as you unlock your phone and pull up your notes. “ As I said the choices aren’t exclusively focused on your dating life and more around your life in general. Because let’s face it, if I don’t shake things up you will just try to stick to your old routines, and franky I wasn’t a fan of the trajectory you were going. Even without considering the whole thing with Kate.

Now I won’t lie,” you continue as you go over your notes again “ some of these choices you won’t like and you aren’t supposed to. But if you can make peace with the inconvenient stuff you might actually come to be ok with your new life. People can be bound to a wheelchair and still be happy, and even the stuff I put in here just to make you uncomfortable isn’t nearly that bad.

Maybe, just maybe, you might even come to prefer your new life to your old one.

Which is probably a scary thought.

So really ask yourself: Would you rather figure this out on your own or would you rather never feel completely comfortable being a woman in body and in the eyes of society and never completely loose hope you can one day become male again. ”