You like it. And you are afraid of it

"I think that you are brilliant," You honestly answer without spending much time to think about your answer. She is indeed brilliant... and scary. "Are you sure we need all those precautions? Do you think she may try to commit suicide?"

"Absolutely. I would consider doing this in a similar situation and I, unlike her, am a cock loving slut" Carrie looks through her notes once again "I am really worried about our inability to bring a medic here. It is a matter of time until something will happen to her health be it your actions, her harming herself or some natural illness. Oh, By the way, you don't want children from your future sex toy, right?" You shake her head and she continues "OK, one less problem, we can feed her contraceptives. Pregnancy and birth would be a huge headache otherwise"

It amazes you that she is acting like there is no **** in the world that can prevent her sister from becoming your ****. She seems to see no difference between what you do in the world of dirty fantasies and what you want to do in the real-life "You know, I am not that sure I want all of this that way..."

"What's the matter? Chickening out?" There is a noticeable annoyance in her voice. You panic. What if she'll decide that you are not worthy to be her boyfriend? You don't want to lose her.

"No. It is not that. I just don't want her to suffer in the long run. You know, I'd love to make her into a willing **** after some training allowing us to release her" Are you really agreeing to enslave a girl and now bargaining fa or better fate for her?

Carrie looks at you intensely and after some careful thinking says "No. It won't work"

"Why?" You are a bit surprised by her strict tone.

"Because it is not as easy as some BDSM media describe. You can't just **** someone for weeks and expect to train him or her into a **** who loves you" For a brief moment you thought that she may speak from her own experience "Dominant needs to have great self-control to pull something like this. You clearly don't."

"Hey! How do you know?" Now that sounds somewhat insulting.

"Because I had sex with you enough times to know" Carrie frowns "Understand that should you want to train Cass you won't be able to fuck her whenever you want and in whatever way you want. You'll always need to keep the training in mind. You'll always need to consider what impact your actions will have on the ****."

"Well. If you think that I am unable to do this than let's just forget about Cass" You pretend to be more insulted than you are. It looks like a good opportunity to abandon the whole thing.