Girl talk

The ceremony was beautiful and you thank some higher power for your water proof mascara. Through out it all you keep fantisizing about Paul and you an him getting married. A few times during the evening you think back to life as a guy. It wasn't really that great was it? I mean you were kind of just living with no purpose. Sure you might get a degree and a job, but then what. You didn't have any dreams or desires as far as you remember, right? But now you have a chance at being with Paul. He could ask you to marry him, and you could start a beautiful life together.

When it was time for Cindy to throw her bouquet you were right up there with the other girls. And when you actually caught it you and Cindy where screaming your hearts out of joy. The two of you looked at Paul.. "Your next!" you laughed, Paul blushing slightly as he catched your eye.

A littel later Cindy grabs your arm "Heyy guurrl, I need to tinkle. Can you come help me with my dress?"

"Sure thing sis" you say with a wink. You head to the bathroom and help Cindy out of her big white wedding dress. While the two of you are alone she says:

"I'm so glad Paul finally found himself a nice girl. I hope he's good to you?" "The best" you replay with a wink. She leans in conspiratorially.

"Is he good in bed?"

"Ehh, Yeah. He's really hot actually and spotaneous." you tell her. "Really? He always seemed like such a shy and conservative guy. You know, always missionary, in the bedroom kind of guy." she jokes.

You hesitate a littel. She is his sister. How much is to much information, but you really wanna share with your new friend. "No not at all. I mean he did plow me the changeing room right before the ceremony" you wink at her. Her jaw drops. "What? Inside you again?" "Yeah" you confess a little sheepishly. "Are you actually trying to get knocked up?"

"Well not trying, but I'm certainly not avoiding it. He knows it's a definant possibility". You say. "Wow... and he's ready for that?"

You stop and think for a minute. Just a few days ago you were a guy and now here you are, possibly pregnant with Pauls baby. You hadn't really considered if Paul wanted you to have his baby, but then again. He didn't really protest either.

"Well we haven't really talked about it, but I hope that he is. I mean... I love him and I think he really loves me to..." You mind wanders of again. Love... you love Paul. And you want him to love you to. You start to tear up. What if he doesn't love you like that. Cindy also tear up and brings you in for a big hug. "I'm sure he does." she says.

You help Cindy back in her dress, and the two of you wipe away som tears and retouch your makeup. You excuse yourself. "I have to go tell your brother how much I love him now Cindy."