Get cleaned up

You pack all the items back into the box except for the dildo which you decided to clean in the shower as well and you slide the box under your bed. You head into your bathroom and turn the water on and look at yourself in the mirror as the water heats up, you ask yourself aloud "am I gay?" It makes your cock jump a little and you feel worried about the answer.

You step into the shower and use the suction cup on the dildo to attach it to the wall for safekeeping. As you soap yourself up you start getting turned on as your rubbing your nipples, you move your hands down to your cock to clean it and it's hard as a rock, you catch yourself before you get too turned on and try to think about something non sexual like basketball as you finish washing your body. As your washing your ass, you're thinking about all those men running up and down the court, their sweat covered bodies, their cocks bouncing in those thin shorts.... "Fuck me! I gotta get a hole of myself..." You then start washing the dildo, moving your hand up and down it and after a few minutes you realize that you've been stroking this cock and your own for quite some time.on your knees... You lean in close to verify that it's clean and you sniff it and before you know it, you're deep throating this cock and imagining being gangbanged by the whole basketball team. You cum quickly but it doesn't snap you out of your fantasy, you quickly catch all of your cum and smear it all over the dildo and stand up to line your ass up with it. Sliding the cock in once again and you're in heaven taking it balls deep. Thrusting yourself against this cock and sucking the cum from your fingers you ask yourself again "am I gay?!" And your entire being shouts back "yes! yes! yes I am gay!" You feel another orgasm approaching quickly and start admitting it aloud "I'm gay! I love this! Fuck my faggot ass!" Then you cum harder than you've ever imagined possible. You quickly clean up again and put the dildo away in the box with your other newly acquired materials. You are filled with fear because you can feel that you're losing yourself somehow, these feelings and actions are beginning to feel normal to you....

Opening your underwear drawer to begin getting dressed, you discover that all your boxers are now gone and replaced with jock straps, having no other choice, you grab a rainbow colored jock and pull it on. You think to yourself "mmmm this feels fabulous..." You go to the closet and grab a pair of pants and a shirt and slip them on without looking at what they are, it's a pair of tight capri pants and a skintight t-shirt that stops just above your bellybutton and has the twinkies logo on it. You check yourself in the mirror and say "oh em gee! I love thith outfit tho much!!!" Inside you're panicking and trying to figure out why you're not in control of your own body anymore. Your parents call out "honey! Dinners ready!" And you hear yourself reply back "okay mommy, I'll be down in a thecond!"