Explore yourself

For some reason, all of this - your entire life... felt strangely familiar, and strangely new at the same time. It's like you're experiencing everything for the first time, and it's oddly entertaining! Probably because you slept so much longer than usual... Your curiosity however remains no matter how much time you spend by the computer, and you eventually tab out of your game and open your browser to check out a couple websites with... lewd content.

Lowering your hands, you slide your yoga pants right down to your knees and keep one hand on the mouse while shifting the other down to your vag, where you begin absent-mindedly rubbing the tender flesh while watching porn. It's something you discovered only recently - and it was a massive turn on. If somebody had told you just how much fun it is to touch yourself, you would've started years ago! Your strict, christian upbringing sure didn't help...

The stuff you were into was of course simple and rather vanilla, all that advanced stuff looked... scary! Like, sex in the doggy position? That's totally degrading for the girl, who would do that? Let's not even talk about stuff like bondage or anal, why would anyone be into that? Nope, you were having the time of your life with the 'vanilla' category.

It was fascinating to see how much fun a woman and a man could have! At least according to most of these videos, it seems even easier to orgasm by getting penetrated than it is by playing with your clit. But... a penis looks massive! You never even managed to wriggle a finger in there during previous attempts, let alone something the size of a real penis! Plus, those things seemed to randomly grow and shrink. How's a girl supposed to handle that?

In front of you, the woman on display remained on her back with her legs apart while a man was rhythmically pushing himself into her. And both had lots of fun! Glancing back down, you admire your own juicy slit for a moment, and wonder about the potential to have that much fun with yourself... gingerly, you reach down and rub a finger between the slippery lips. A wet squish accompanied every movement. You carefully try pushing the fingertip inside, and gasp out loud! It went in! That easily! With just the tip of your digit, you slowly begin pushing in and out of yourself, somewhat at the same pace at they do in the movie - and it felt wicked awesome! Of course it could be simply because you've never experienced this before, but this... this was something new!

Even something as simple as this, with a single finger, was enough to get you wetter than ever before! You could feel your juices flowing freely... how much better could this get? It's not like you have a boyfriend to test this with...

While you continue feeding the fingertip into your damp insides, the website has a few more pop-ups, and one of them showed a woman very clearly enjoying herself with some kind of... plastic-penis-replica thing. A dildo, wasn't it? Your friends at school mentioned it at some point. Every woman should have one, according to one of your girlfriends anyway...

Every woman... maybe your mom has one stashed away? Grabbing the waistband of your pants, you finally push them off completely. There's nobody at home anyway, why bother wearing clothes? Getting off the chair, you make your way to your parents' bedroom and have a quick look around. A plastic phallus should be easy to notice... wherever it may be hidden.

There's nothing in the wardrobe, or under the bed, or by the desk, and you're about to give up before also checking the nightstand drawer.

Jackpot! Kind of! It's definitely somewhat phallus shaped at least... you take the thing out of the drawer and place it on the bed to take a closer look. It was easily twenty inches in length,thick as your wrist with veins all over... but it was also colored black with multiple large spots of pink, and instead of a regular penis tip, it had more of a... massively flared crown? Some men must have really strange penises...

The bottom of it had a bit of a small tube sticking out, and a couple artificial ridges that seemed to indicate a part was missing. Something to attach. You take another look into the drawer but find nothing that could serve as the missing puzzle piece, so you check the compartment under the drawer and see a fridge inside, of all things. Why would your parents need a fridge by the bed?

You open it and look inside, only to see multiple replicas of... well, the testicles of a man presumably. Made of the familiar black-and-pink plastic, those replicas were unusually big as well... but considering how large the oddly shaped penis was, they made a decent match. You reach in and grab one of the testicles - the lower half perfectly resembled a set of balls, while the upper part was flat and could be screwed onto the dildo. There was also a name written on it, in white permanent marker. "Jones"? Reaching back into the fridge, you check another one. "Frank," and another one with "Michael" written on it. There were a couple others, but what they all had in common was that those were all names of the men who visit weekly for poker night. Somehow. But why?

Grabbing one of the replica-testicles, you hold it up to take a closer look and see a tiny hole on the upper flat surface, with only a thin protective film over it. It's probably where the tube of the toy is supposed to go into? You tentatively give the balls a squeeze, and a small amount of lube trickles out of the hole! That's both scary, and intriguing.

So that's why the toy was so large, because it had a built-in mechanism to squirt lube if you connect the two pieces! With your fingertip you gather some of the beige lube and bring it up to your lips to taste it - but good lord it tasted awful! Way too salty! Perhaps some of their weekly meet-ups had the purpose of creating some decent lube that doesn't taste awful?

Good thing you don't intend to eat it. In the back of your mind, you contemplate if you should really do this though. 'Borrowing' one of your mother's sex toys is rather pervy even by your standards. You could just ask her for permission first... or do it in secret.