The Crowned Reality

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Your thoughts scatter in this darkness that you find yourself floating in. You feel like the concept of gravity here is mute as you float weightlessly with a warmth throughout your body. You can't gather yourself. One thought starts and then abruptly cut before another one begins. What is this? You question as you wince and reel in pain. You're mentally subjected to this weird form of....suffering? If you can even call it that. You try to focus in this jumble of thoughts....

Oh yeah....you had just killed someone and your body was immediately plunged into darkness. It was an accident, you swear it. Or at least that was what your last thoughts were, an excuse to tell the police when you're inevitably caught. Honestly, your head is hazy on this. Try to remember....focus.

....

Jun Woe, yea that sounds about right. You remember most of your life up until now. Male, age 18. Your life was pretty normal. Normal childhood, normal school life, normal days, normal struggles in life. As much as 'Normal' went you had your fun share of events too in the mix. That being the case you weren't exactly the 'normal guy' though, even when your life may not be that special. You had your ups and downs here and there. You were taller than average standing at a good 6'2" the last time you checked. Your face was passable on dating apps and had given you quite the confidence when talking to people. You had a decent physique too perhaps due to the frequent hangouts you and your friends would have which usually consists of hiking, running around outside or even loitering. Your lifestyle was pretty active, and that's not even mentioning that you ran track most your life. Even around your age when school and grades are the most important your small group of friends still found time to be there for each other.

Oh- that's right. How could you forget? You had yourself a nice charming girlfriend, even though she was a little plain and a small bit of an airhead. She stood at around 5'9" with fair pale marble like skin, white hair and blue eyes. A gentle girl with albinism. She was quite beautiful. So-....believe it or not with a leap of faith one night, you lost your virginity early to her. Your future was bright. You were on the cusp of greatness, you and her were moving in together to an apartment near the University that you planned to attend together. You know what?.....Life was pretty good. You would be contempt in seeing how your life played out.

....

That was a lie. Your life was good but there was plenty to fix if you were to admit. Despite all the good you still had all the bad things to deal with. Your family was never really close to each other. You have an older sister and a lovely mother. A single parent she was, your father was a business man and found no time to spend on the family. He divorced your poor mother when you were young and just....left. He would of course visit now and then every few years, but every time he did it was always 'business' this and 'business' that, lectures were fed to you whenever he could jam it into your ear. Work was clearly his primary focus. He was practically married to it. You hated him for this. Every time he spoke to you it was always an unpleasant tone. It was always 'do this', 'do that' or 'you could've done this better'.

You just sigh to yourself still floating there. If you could change your life you would change just that. Improve your family life....and since your father isn't even in the picture most of the time that you grew up, screw him. Make him disappear, replace him with someone better. Your mother deserves some love too damnit. In an all perfect scenario you would want a good family in a good house. Hell, since you're starting to fantasize now, let's give yourself a harem of beautiful women. You would be insanely rich and powerful! The world would just be your playground! Yeah! Now that's a life you want to live. You chuckle to yourself a little as your high of fantasizing calms after a moment.

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You're not the best of guys out there you'd admit. Plenty of flaws to be found. Instead of world peace you immediately went to power and a harem of girls to fool around with. You sigh again. You're selfish. You have a girlfriend for fuck's sake. Anyways, the last thing you remember was-

-wait, you snap to a realization. Is this what they mean by 'your life flashing before your eyes?' You're not dying are you? Shit. You click your tongue as a slight panic comes over you. You're not prepared to die just yet. Now that you think about it your thoughts are pretty uniformed now. It's quiet. You begin to speak.

"Hey- Hey! Is anyone there!? HEY!!! What's going on!? Why is it so dark!? Someone! Anyone!!! Help....HELP-"

A hundred other voices simultaneously speak straight into your head.

[Reality Reconstructed....]

[....]

[Commencing Trial....]

Suddenly your body surges with an immense amount of heavenly warmth. A thousand images and instances of memories hit you. What is this??? These are....your memories. But you don't remember them. It flashes into your being and searing it there. Seemingly embed inside you. Then your mind goes blank.