Yes, but you go alone.

Sure you would love the company, who wouldn't. Yet if you are subconsciously using magic on them what will they do when it wears off, would that be kidnaping? Not to mention if the people from the cult catch you and kill them it will be all your fault. “I want both of you to come I really do, but I can't. Till I can control whatever this magic stuff is I am a danger to both of you.”

Raven smiles, “I think we can handle you.” She kisses you on the cheek.

You close your eyes and concentrate, “I think you want to stay here till I am done training.”

Lillian takes your hand, “Cute. I don't think that is how it works.” She looks over at Raven, “She can come back.”

“Fine, it would have been fun, that's all.” She stands up, “Uugh, go take a bath smelly girl, I am cooking us eggs.” She stops, “Wait, what is your name anyway?”

“Leena.”

“The pleasure was ours.” She says.

A bath and nice meal later, plus a little foot play under the table, and they insist in giving you a parting gift. They give you a cool magic backpack that holds up to 100lbs but never weighs over four pounds. It also keeps things safe as the stuff inside isn't exactly inside, so if you say dropped the bag off a cliff and it was full of glass bottles, they wouldn't break. They also give you a leather thong and tiny bikini insisting just wearing it makes you look less like a boy. They also demand you grow some hair. Finally Lillian gives you a cute little yellow dress in case you want everyone to know for sure you are a girl.

Your next stop is a little shop that sells magic, or so it says, all you end up finding is ink, a pen, and small book he insists you can inscribe your spells in for study. You spend six gold, but if it helps you figure out magic it is worth it. One last stop at the general store you drop three gold, and learn twenty silver is one gold. This gets you a week worth of travel rations, five lbs of lead, as inspecting the spell indicates you need a pound per twenty bullets, at least for this size of bullet, a nice drinking glass, a better water skin, soap, a lock pick kit, 5 candles, a lamp, 3 flasks of oil, a nice mirror, and some flint and steel to make fire.

Dressed to travel, plus the new undies, you finally head out of town to the west. A quick survey of your expendables, just in case, you leave town with 2 gold, 15 silver, 50 bullets, and enough led to make 100 more but to do so you need to either learn magic, or melt and form the led, buy gunpowder and primers, and use the press to make them the non magic way. Rifle loaded and slung and pistol loaded and holstered, you are ready.