Time to say goodbye

Esme laid on her bed eyes closed and hands over her ear, trying to get rid of the image of what happened. She tried to **** herself to imagine being alone but she couldn’t stop the wolves yelling for her to remember. However after hours of trying something was different...

It couldn’t be real but it felt so real, she was standing in the medow it was so quiet but in a nice calmly way. “Nice place isn’t it?” a familiar voice spoke, “Damian” she cried hugging him, “How?” he shrugged before saying, “Who knows? You are dreaming? Consciousness is trying to confort you? All that I know is I am here to say goodbye!” “Please don’t go!” he laughed before sitting on a rock said, “Sorry I must, but I have a few moments to talk, sit!” he tapped the rock next to him as she willingly sat next to him, “I am so sorry!” and laughing he calmly said, “Don’t beat yourself up over it. It probably wouldn’t have worked anyway and my wolf probably would have done worse things anyway!” Esme started to perform her traditional protest of, “But if I shut that door none of this would have happened!”

“But I would have been depressed, at least the few hours we had I was happy, just remember that I always love you!” the light appeared as he nervously got up, “Can you do me a one last favour, I don’t want to go by myself...just give me a push!” she took his hand as he escorted him closer to the tunnel of light where he saw a dog run out, “Kingsley!” the dog rushed up to him for a smooth and stopping to smooth him said, “Esme this is Kingsley, he was my best and only friend!” Esme looked down at the four legged animal who was in pure delight seeing him as they carried on the walk where Kingsley followed closely to his legs, “Goodbye Esme!” he said one final time kissing her softly something Carlisle never did anymore and when she tried to follow him, he pushed her back before snapping, “Wake up! Wake up!”

Her eyes shot on open and crying clutched her pillow, “I will never forgive myself!” and hearing the door open there stood Leah, “Are you okay?”