Recess with Scarlet

As the bell rang i looked over to see that Scarlet was staring at me, i nodded my head to her to remind her that we were going to hang out and she smiled at me so i knew that she was expecting recess.

We left the classroom together and after we distanced ourselves from most of the class - i looked over to see that May, Daisy and Ellie went to the library, the boys went to some other direction so no one was really close to us, after i saw that the coast was clear i looked at Scarlet and she was smiling at me, when i noticed that she smiled at me i chuckled and said "What?" She looked down and said "Nothing... i'm just waiting to see what you are going to do... i mean, you asked me to hang out with you so what are we going to do together?"

"Well... why don't we seat here first?" I replied to her and pointed at a bench that was next to us - we sat there, on the bench in a hallway of the large building at the left, next to the art room, it was really nice because that hallway had arches that let us see the main field and since it wasn't a closed space we got some fresh air and some sun that was coming out.

I sat first and then she sat really close to me, our bodies were pressing against each other and it was a bit odd but i wasn't going to complain - when she noticed i made a surprised expression because she sat really close to me she laughed and then said "What?... are you okay with me..."

"Yeah, is fine, don't worry" i told her before she started the conversation "So what do you want to talk about?" I thought about it for a second and then looked at her with a grin and said "I thought maybe we could continue talking like when we video called each other... but of course now we can talk face to face so it's a thousand times better"

After i said that we started talking for a long time, it was really friendly but there were some couple moments that i felt were more than friendliness, maybe flirting but i wasn't sure - one of that moments was when she asked me "Do you exercise often? I saw you at the dodgeball game and i was really impressed by your moves" i was flattered but i tried not to show it, i replied to her "Yeah i do exercise a couple of days a week but nothing too much... i don't go to the gym but i try to keep in shape... also you played really good there, i almost thought you were going to beat me"

She giggled and said "Thank you! Well i don't really do exercise... actually i think i'm a little chubby" i looked at her and i knew i had to compliment her - she was thicker than some girls but in a really good way, her tummy wasn't even big and she wasn't overweight, maybe she thought about that because she compared herself to someone like May who is fit or at least has a slim waist but to be honest no one can really beat May in body perfection - at least for me, May had the perfect body so any other girl couldn't get close to the level of May.

"Oh come on you are not chubby... i think you are thicker than the average girl but that is good for some people you know?... a lot of guys like that so i'm just saying" i was really nervous after saying that but she took it like a friendly compliment - i was relieved but then she jokingly asked "Do you like that i'm thicker than the average girl?" And looked at me for like 2 seconds, i was speechless and i really didn't know what to say but then she giggled and i knew she was just playing. I akwardly chuckled before i tried saying something but i decided not to, i still said "Uhh... i mean..." and that's when i stopped talking, she looked at me and blushed a little but i didn't take things further and we continued talking like normal.

Another special moment from our conversation was when she asked "And do you have a girlfriend... are you in a relationship or something?" She said it with a normal tone so it was odd not to see her blush or be akward about it, i stuttered a little and then said "No... i mean, i had a girlfriend in highschool but we had to break up because i was moving to this city.. right now i'm single but i'm not sure if i want to be in a relationship... is not like i... well, i don't know to be honest" Man what the fuck do i say, maybe she wants to be with me in a relationship so i can't say that i don't want a relationship because i could ruin my chances... i think i might have fuck things up i thought but Scarlet didn't seem to think much about it and we continued talking but it was all more akward after that.

We kept talking until the bell rang so we quickly said goodbye to each other, she went to her friends and i went to the boys - i was pretty sure no one saw us together at recess but i couldn't stop thinking about Scarlet as i walked to the classroom with the boys, they asked me what i did in recess and i said something like homework but it didn't make much sense because i was distracted, daydreaming about Scarlet She is so cute, i need to ask her out soon... no, that's too risky... but i have to, i will lose my chance... alright but not now, it's too early for me to be in a relationship with anyone.