Probably a bad idea

Joyce gave herself a look in the mirror and didn't know whether to preen proudly or roll her eyes so hard they rolled out of her head. Still she struck a pose and looked her outfit over.

She clicked her tongue and shook her head, "Still got it."

Slayer benefits being what they were she was in the best shape of her life, looked barely mid thirties, and her 'milfy' curves (as she'd overheard Xander mutter more than once) were very curvy, even amongst the very busty Sunnydale natives. She was both pleased and dismayed to think that she looked like a pornstar playing at being a teenage cheerleader. Pleased that she was sexy still and dismayed that she was actually wearing the clothing.

So here she was dressing up in that stupid Halloween cheerleader costume that had started it all.... All so that she could talk to her 'Sir' about how she felt. About him. About her. About them. About her desires. And about a future together.

Hopefully before her daughter and her friend made a mess of things. More of a mess than they already were. The Xander situation was odd... a man being a slayer. She could feel the slayer spirit residing in her get... weirdly excited about the idea of a male slayer. But what wasnt weird in this world of magic, vampires and werewolves?

Joyce didnt like the frown that marred her face as she thought about the two girls and **** herself to smile instead. They were just young. And foolish. And still trying to figure out who they were. Not like her, the benefit of being her age meant she knew who she was and she knew what she wanted.

Who she wanted...

Which led her back to thinking about what she was doing right now. Dressing up like an oversexed idiot to sneak onto a school campus to confess to the boy she lov- liked - the boy she liked! After Hank and the end of her marriage she wasnt going to just label every positive emotion she felt as love. Even if it felt like more than just liking a boy.

Joyce gave her reflection a sad smile. Over forty and still having boy troubles.

"Still..." she turned the smile into a grin. This time things were going to be different.