Damian goes searching

“Where is he now?” Rosalie asked flicking bored through the TV channels whilst Emmet held her in his arms Bella leaned back next to Edward before sniffing the air stated, “In his room, would you expect anything else?” “No, but it feels weird hearing an heartbeat” she agreed before looking at Emmett spoke, “Still want to try your strength out against his?” “Did...” he snapped in a single one which made Rosalie smirk, “Emmett’s waiting for his broken arm to heal. Not even half, I mean half effort used by Damian! That reminds me I owe him a kiss!” “Yeh, you do!” Edward looked up as they heard a thud from Alice’s room, “Moving it around again!” he sighed, “She’s lonely and that room reminds her too much of the time they spent together. I don’t know what I would do without Emmett” Emmett looked over to Bella who nodding lightly to acknowledge his concern spoke, “Sink your fangs into Damian!” Rosalie shook her head before contemplating it spoke, “Maybe... he is hot!” they laughed before beginning their arguments on what they should watch.

Alice leapt up trying to grab the box from the cupboard but losing her footing slipped off the bed until getting her footing shrugged looking for her chair, “Wait... I can just use wolfie, he’s big enough!” she began the journey to his room expecting it to be disturbed and bedded in on how he would like it but instead all there was in the room was a bag on a bed of his belongings and he was sat at the desk reading a journal under the lamp light with him occasionally writing notes which made her curiously step closer, “Come in Alice!” he calmly spoke adding to his notes smelling the lavender scent of hers, “How did you know?” “Lavender, you cover yourself in it to try and scrub away Jaspers scent, you shouldn’t you know... it’s important to remember those we have lost but not let the past restrict us from enjoying life!” “But...but how...” “Do I know? I’ve read Carlisle’s journal and now understand what happened, I skimmed through the early years until the others came but actually owe you all a thank you. You killed the Volturi according to Esme’s hand, without them I won’t be harassed and perhaps actually have time to learn control; that’s better for all of us!” “Your voice... it’s soo deep now!?” “Yes I believe the wolf and human are trying to find their equilibrium and when this is achieved my voice like my emotions won’t change” she went to query but accepting it looked down at the notes he had prepared, “Alice... her nervousness is justified and her current is understandable; the others are missing the point. She isn’t lonely but afraid, she was reliant on and depended on Jasper to protect and be her comfort blanket without him she feels exposed and scared. The asylum by her father was wrong and clearly emphasised the attitudes at the time... have you been reading our files?!” he nodded before admitting, “Esme thought it would help me understand you all and Alice...” she looked down before almost daring not to ask, “Yes?” “Nothing will stop me from sticking my boot up anyone’s ass who dares to go near you. That’s a promise!” “Don’t worry about it, I’ll be fine!” “It appears I must, you need someone to act the role of Carlisle, the father figure. I can’t be that but I will take care of you all in anyway I can. Now about this box you want moved?” he spoke already heading to her room unaware of the two golden eyes watching as he confidently walked away.

Like all living humans Damian woke up in the middle of the night for the bathroom, it felt weird that he was the only one who slept whilst the others just carried on like it was an extended day which also as he stood there waiting for him to finish question on if it felt like one big day or it was the same for living organisms. As he left the bathroom to return to the bed which now had the quilting kicked off he looked over at the light that now caught his eye, the room was dark with only this single light on he was disturbed however on for a short while by the blonde haired figure of Rosalie, “Stop staring at my butt. You’ve Emmett’s to stare at!” she huffed getting closer before smirking seeing the toned muscle on show (from the shirtless body) before running her finger over it teased, “I can use a man like that. If you want anything just ask!” “If you say so!” his attention returned to the woman who now looking towards hims encourage his presence in, “Damian, I was just...” “Thinking about Carlisle; you’re struggling to keep it together and the family, you see the rift between Alice and the others and don’t want to lose her to, you’ve lost enough already, you want no more!” she nodded which caused him sit on the edge of her bed and ask, “What made him special?!” “He would find away to always win people over and tried to keep the family together which with people like Rosalie it’s hard to do. He kept the wolves at bay and our allies close, now I am just trying to scramble around and appease everyone!” “You’re doing a good job in this role and Alice... you are just getting it all wrong on why she feels like she is and Bella... keep a lid on her attitude she currently thinks she rules the roost!” “You remind me of him you know...” “He had everything worked out even if it did cost him in the end...” she looked back down staring at the image in her hand before hearing, “He assumed that there was always a compromise, the mistake started when he didn’t insist on Aro meeting Alice in the middle!” “And you would have done it differently?” “Bella would have been a vampire a long time ago, the pack couldn’t have blamed you all for what James’ did and instead appreciate you killing him, Laurent would be alive, Victoria even, the pack intact, Jasper, Carlisle, Irina even all the humans which the newborn army killed, I would have been a risk to them but my **** would have been justice for what I did to my mother and brother” “It haunts you?” “My wolf glorifies the incident. See’s him as breaking free from captivity and their ****’s as a victory; I try to make it see it was wrong but it won’t listen” “The wolf has accepted it and by its nature won’t lose sleep on it but the human struggles... that makes sense but YOU WILL master the beast, you have to!” “I would try and make it understand but it doesn’t let me dwell on it too much. Every time I try and think about it, simply floods my mind with anger for “what they did” and erotic thoughts on women” she smirked before asking, “Anyone we know?” “Most are of Alice, it was the first woman the wolf noticed” “Don’t play with her, she been through enough!” “Almost as much as you but I can’t help but be concerned for what you desire, you want to keep the family together but eventually every bird must leave the nest!” she nodded before sighing changed the subject, “You know what I miss? I miss when me and Carlisle would just lay on the bed his arms around me as we acted like nothing mattered!” he smirked before leaping on top of it spoke, “Well come on, its about time you just felt some warmth!” she hesitated looking at the picture which caused him to speak, “He wouldn’t have minded, trust me!” she nodded before climbing in next to him grumbled, “I hope you don’t snore!”