A short talk between four eyes

You step into the bathroom and starts to undress. Naked and ready to step into the shower you become aware of the glassed bathroom cabinets creating a large full body mirror. You look at the beautiful girl staring back at you. As a guy you would have found the girl irresistible. Now however the image does not at all produce the same response. You can't help yourself as you start posing to the mirror. Starting of with different looks ranging from innocent to sexily mischievous. It all comes easily to you almost natural. You strike a seductive look as you press your shoulder forward and squeeze your tits between your forearms, putting them on prominent display. You then shake your tits back and forth while slowly bending forward. You rise up with a smile grabbing your tits in your hands you start to gently bounce them up and down in your palms. All this feels really good and you suddenly realize why. You feel sexy, and it feels great. You turn around and start bending forward and pushing out your shapely butt towards the mirror. Damned anyone would give that a squeeze, you think. You bend forward further and let your buttocks spread exposing your pussy and asshole. Damned, even your pucker looks cute you think as you gently run a finger down your asscrack, and it's sensitive to you realize. Transfixed by your own image you start spreading your pussy lips. The action makes you wet as if you where displaying yourself to entice a man. You put your long- and ring finger inside yourself. You quickly pull them out again finding them covered in Alex's cream. You lick at them enticingly at the mirror and suckle the delicious cum from your fingers while still displaying your ready pussy. Damned that's hot you think.

Once again you enjoying your body is interrupted as a knock on the door breaks your spell. "Are you okay in there?" Gwen asks trough the door. "Yes, getting in the shower now." You shout back and quickly get into the shower.

You relax as the warm water hits you. For the first time you start to think about your situation without the pressure of someone around you. What were you doing just now? Was it normal for a girl to put herself on display like that in private? They certainly didn't do that in public or even in the company of just one guy that they were apparently interested in, at least in your experience. You feel like there are two people fighting for control over you. One is your old self, the guy that was turned into a girl and is fighting against it, screaming how wrong everything is and how your life is becoming a train-wreck. The other is the slutty girl that seems to run only on her feelings. The boy you realize was pushed aside after you became Alex's girl in your bedroom as the girl took over. The girl that enjoyed cock, that happily sucked cock and let a guy fuck her three times a day and wouldn't mind a fourth. The girl was the one that made you desperately refuse an abortion and got excited by the thought of swelling with child. You feel like the guy is screaming at you to fight this from far away while the girl is whispering enticingly in your ear about the joys of cock and being breed. As you wash yourself you feel hopelessly lost. Who are you? Who are you becoming? How do you feel about that? You don't know.

A knock sounds again on the bathroom door. "You okay in there? You've been in the shower an awful long time!" Gwen yells trough the door. "I'm coming in to check on you." She continues while opening the door. Your head murky with your shower thoughts you step out of the shower coming face to face with your sister. As soon as she sees you Gwen stares dumbfounded at your naked body. You grab a towel and starts drying yourself off. "Is something wrong Gwen?" You ask casually. "No, no, i, i, no its nothing." She stammer as her cheeks turns red. Wouldn't a normal girl, nay person cover themselves and feel abashed about someone ogling them. Dear god you think you actually enjoyed having your sister stare at you, what was happening to you. "I brought you some clothes." Gwen says still blushing profusely while taking a loot of effort not to look at you while holding out a bag towards you.

You take the bag and examine it's content. "Gwen, these old clothes won't fit me anymore, most of these i tried on this morning and none fit." You sigh. "Well there are a pair of sweatpants in there that will surely fit and i took your baggiest t-shirts so they should fit, might be a bit large but that is probably not that big a problem right now." Gwen says while still trying very hard not to look at you. You rummage trough the bag and take out a t-shirt and the sweatpants along with a pair of socks and some underwear and start getting dressed. "I brought your phone and wallet as well, thought you might need them." Gwen ads stills sounding a bit embarrassed. "Thanks sis." You respond genuinely as you pull your pants up. "not naked anymore so you can stop your neck stretching." you ad with a joking hint in your voice. "Oh very funny." Gwen cuts back, her cheeks still flaming red.

As you and Gwen exits the bathroom Alex enters, your eyes briefly meets and he shoots you a quick smile as he heads past. You are to lost in thought to respond. You both sit down in the kitchen facing one another. You feel scared not knowing whats going to happen. You really don't wanna get screamed at again today.

"John is Alex threatening you in some way?" Gwen asks with genuine concern. You realize that you where ready for that question and answer it truthfully. "No Gwen, Alex has not threatened me or anyone else since i was transformed. He has shown nothing but care for me." You say with genuine calm. "Is it his idea that you keep the baby?" She asks still looking and sounding genuinely concerned. "No, Alex has not been against me not having the baby, but he has promised to support me when i have his baby. But the choice of keeping it is mine." You answer truthfully. "Look, he can't hear us right now, i'm parked just outside and we can be long gone before he realizes." Gwen says almost pleadingly. You start feeling angry. "Why is it that the only person that is actually capable of listening to me is the guy that everyone thinks is evil incarnate?" You speak loudly not hiding your rage. "Why is it that no one but Alex actually respects me and my wishes? That don't treat me like a deluded victim? Well let me tell you something, Alex is not a demon, he might be immature and lazy but fuck so am i. But you now what he didn't do? when i told him about how he made me pregnant and how i would have to stay a girl he didn't flinch about his responsibility. Not once. He accepted his role in this immediately. So don't you dare paint him as the villain in this!" You continue almost shouting.

Gwen is clearly taken aback by you. "Okay look, i'm sorry. I want to be on your side so why don't you calm down and tell me what happened today and we can start figuring things out, okay? Gwen says. You sigh feeling your rage dissipate slightly. "Fine." You say and start going trough everything that has happened (leaving out the details of your and Alex's more intimate moments). Gwen sits mostly quiet while listening, only asking you to clarify something at a few occasions. You don't mention your doubts of self as you fear what that might lead too at the moment.

When you finished Gwen looks at pitifully. "Wow you really have had a roller-coaster of a day haven't you." she says almost apologetic. "Mom is really freaking out and i'm pretty sure that Alex's parents are informed of what has happened" She continues. Then she puts her hand on yours. "But don't worry, big sis has got your back." She says giving you an encouraging smile. "You must think that i'm being really stupid in all this." You say smiling back. "Oh i always thought you where kinda stupid, it's what sisters think of their brothers." She says teasingly. "Look you should be allowed to make your own decisions and if you feel so strongly about all of this then i will support you in any way i can." She continues, her voice suddenly filled with sibling care. "Thanks sis." You say with relief, suddenly it doesn't feel like the world is against you.

Your moment of brotherly/sisterly love is interrupted by Alex entering the kitchen. He is wearing a pair of plain jeans and a t-shirt, his hair still wet from the shower. You realize that your libido seems to have calmed down a bit. You don't get lost in the thought of Alex ravaging your body as you did before. Instead you feel similar to when you as a guy saw a cute girl, but not quite like that.

"am i interrupting something?" Alex asks. "No your timing is perfect Alex, come sit down." Gwen says and motions to the place at the short side of the table between the two of you. Aw but you wanted him to sit next to you. Was that planed? Whats her angle? No, you can't start getting paranoid now. Alex sits down. "Good, now that we are all here we need to start preparing. Our mom has been on the phone with Alex's parents and they are probably heading home now." You notice Alex going pale as Gwen says that. "So we need to come up with a strategy to minimize the damage that is going to be caused. With any luck this will just be a couple of dark memories in the future." Gwen says determined.