Lily Hollister, A College Age Trans Girl

I clinched the bridge of my nose in pain. I'd been having these massive migraines for a couple weeks now, which was why now I was sitting in my family doctor's office, waiting to hear what could be the cause. I initially just assumed they were from too many late nights playing video games and chugging energy drinks, or maybe a side effect of my new dosage of estrogen or something, but....I don't think I could have expected the actual cause.

"Miss Hollister, I'm afraid to inform you that your test results conclude that you're an EDP." Dr. Singh informed me. I stared dumbfounded at the mocha skinned Indian doctor. "A-are you sure? I thought that only affected ma-" my voice faltered "males..." I said quietly. My breathing started to quicken. I've tried my best to bury almost any part of myself that someone would consider "male" whether from the dysphoria it caused me or because of how society would see me.

"It's not completely unheard of to have a person diagnosed as an EDP and then go on to transition, I have information from an outspoken transgender EDP activist if you'd like to know more from a familiar perspective." Dr. Singh told me with a warm smile forming on her kind face.

I began to calm down "That....that would be very helpful, thank you." I told her, brushing my hair back behind my ear. "I uh....will my estrogen effect how much I'm able to....you know?" I asked, somewhat embarrassed.

"From what I've seen, personally mind you, from Jade I don't think that will be an issue for you." Dr. Singh riffled through her desk drawer and brought out a booklet of information titled "My Journey As A Trans EDP by Jade Park" and handed it to me.

"Now will you be wanting to fuck me before leaving? Or perhaps one of the female nurses?" Dr. Singh asked so incredibly casually that I choked on the saliva in my throat. "I- what?" Was all I could say, I could feel my cheeks like an inferno. "Or we have some male staff if that's what you're interested in." She pondered as though that was what could possibly be odd with all of this.

"No, I'm a lesbian but that's not- I'm just not used to the whole EDP thing yet I guess." I said. I took a breath and tried to mentally prepare for this now status quo I would have to live.

"I guess I could have sex with....."