Finishing the Girl Talk

"I guess. But can we talk to Jen? Cause I don't mind goofing with G about sex stuff, but that's about the only way I want to do it."

"Okay. Miss Calendar can get to most of Giles books anyway."

"I'm not sure you're right anyway. I mean it's not like we're the only ones into Xander. Red has a thing for him, and Cordy's groupies like him."

"Well, that's a little different. He was Willow's first crush. And you manage to avoid the Cordettes pretty well..."

"Thank god."

"But they mostly think Xander and Cordelia are a great couple. They're not really into him the way we are."

"If you say so. But the way you talked about X that first year it doesn't sound like you think Hyena-boy was really Xander."

"Not really, no. "

"It doesn't sound like he started being Daddy material till after he brought you back. And that means the Calling happened before you woke back up, or at least right at the same time. So us other Slayers shouldn't be feeling that."

"I would feel way better if you're right," Buffy blushed "But I'm kind curious. How...was he?"

"B, I'm not sure I can give you a straight answer. I mean it was fantastic. But I.... look, I like things a little rough but I'm not looking for someone to call Master or to call me Mistress. So this stuff I felt freaked me out. Having sex with him was like the reason I like sex so much. Like if I wasn't willing to jump a lot of guys bones I might not have screwed him. So I needed to really like sex."

"Wow."

"So, you ever called him Daddy to his face?"

"Not quite. There were a couple times, once I played at being almost asleep and he covered me up and the other when I was sick with the flu he carried me into the hospital after the gang saved me from Angelus. He doesn't know it's been a real long time since I called my Dad Daddy."

*******

"...In fact the only time Xander and I enjoyed what we were doing was when we were kissing. The second we stopped all we could think of was you and Cordelia. That's why I was trying to cast a delusting spell."

"I really don't like you and Xander together. But I like you using magic to make you feel the way you think you're supposed to feel about me even less."

"But it wasn't going to affect my feelings for you. Just for Xander which were wrong and bad and hurting you and hurting us. And I don't want to hurt you and I don't want us to be over."

"I don't want us to be over either. So we won't be. For now. I'm not calling this an open relationship, but instead just we keep dating. And if you're having feelings that confuse you in the future then we talk about them and see where it goes from there."

"OK. Okay, we can do that," Willow threw herself into Oz's arms, kissing him. "Um is it to early to start talking about confusing feelings... because sometimes I liketolookatgirls."

"Well, some girls are very nice to look at."