Chapters tagged bdsm

by januaryjosephine

Chapter 1

i think it is like this: you can sink down into the gutter of sexual shame, where you have to fuck anyone who asks, and be passed around from lap to lap, because you're considered easy and you just give in, partly because you can't say no and partly because, although you can bare...

by januaryjosephine

Chapter 2

see, i think that when you are just a whore, you can always make the excuse that it's not your fault, you just happen to be easy to manipulate. you're gullible, you have a really hard time saying no. especially to all these cute guys! especially after you've had a couple of drink...

by januaryjosephine

Chapter 3

you will meet men who can point out the way, can help dig you deeper into the pit. but now you will find levels where you have to admit you want this. the cost of entry is this admission of guilt. "i like it too" is a phrase you will find yourself using, even in the nastiest situ...

by januaryjosephine

Chapter 4

now you are way down here, and everything does look different. here you become especially, specifically attracted to the ones who push you around the most. you start responding to being slapped, showing the meaner men that you want it. that you want their derision, their ....

by januaryjosephine

Chapter 5

and as difficult to fathom as it may be, you can't help but steer yourself in that direction. you can't resist betraying yourself, degrading yourself more completely, even to the extent of putting off the men with milder inclinations in favor of the sickest, most dangerous and sa...

by januaryjosephine

Chapter 6

and with just a wee bit of philosophical nudging from these well-read men, just the tiniest amount of coaching and coaxing, the answer becomes obvious: you want pain. you have always wanted nothing more than pain. you want to be hurt. you are what these men call a "child of de S...

by januaryjosephine

Chapter 7

Why? How? because you sign whatever they tell you to, as part of their games. but now you know it was never really a game. you have given your body to them and now they will keep you. you must let them dress you in expensive fetish clothing. you must let them control your diet. a...