training diary

10:45 (Day 3)

Femto demanded I started a diary. She wants me to write down what my experiences, my thoughts and feelings are while going through this. I could refuse of course but she did promise me a ten minutes break each void day and that was enough incentive for me.

I’m sure she just wants to do this to humiliate me but I could see the value in logging my progress like this.

Perhaps I should start out with what a void day is.

A void day’s duration is complete every fourth toilet cycle. It should approximate roughly 24 hours but that is simply a number I assign to it. While in the void outside time does not pass, or if it does it is in such an incremental small element that it is not noticeable. According to the girls there is next to little delay between me entering and exiting the void.

Since time was of the essence I learned to conduct my business extremely fast. I also limited myself to using the toilet only four times every 24 hours, which takes me roughly five minutes.

So for the sake of simplicity we say that 24 hours in the void equals five minutes outside.

I can train until one in the afternoon. The next two hours before the fight have to spend back outside to get my body properly re acclimated. This will result in about 30 days of training

10:50 (Day 4)

I felt like going insane.

My mad mistress was relentless in her ****-training. And I didn't feel like any progress was made. In fact, I was pretty sure I was getting worse.

My clothes where the first thing to abandon. Couldn’t find my pants in the void and my shirt disappeared soon after. So the training continued with me completely in the nude. Femto was happy to constantly remind me of that.

Sleep was a luxury I didn't have. Oh, Femto allowed me to rest. Sometimes even for a few hours. But at any time I might get viciously attacked. More often then not I suddenly awoke with a tail or tentacle in my butt.

Trying to get any sleep or even relaxation in like this was hopeless. Naturally this affected my concentration and mental state. If this goes on I will be a nervous wreck before the first week’s over.

Tried to reason with Femto. Telling her that was unsustainable. She just laughed.

“I don’t know, this feels like a you problem, Mari.”

And kicked me in the balls.

10:57 (Day 5)

I’m putting these words down to paper in complete darkness. But for some reason it worked a lot better then one might expect. It was almost as if I was writing with my mind just as much as with my hand. I hope this is not the first sign of insanity.

It is the constant darkness that gets me the most. It is a state of being we humans are utterly unaccustomed for.

The small bathroom breaks are the only salvation I have. In all honesty, without them I probably would have gone insane the first day. Keep an eye out how much time has passed whenever I enter back in the real world. It helps me stay grounded, although Femto certainly complains that I spend too much time “out there.”

11:05 (Day 6)

Aiju denied me to go back in the void again. The other girls where **** as well. I must look really rough. Aiju clung to me and refused to let go. I had to order her to step aside.

Today I had my first anal orgasm, courtesy of Femto’s long tail. She really enjoyed playing with my butt, much to my dismay.

I haven’t jerked off once since this training started, so that must have been the reason.

I feel sick.

11:11 (Day 7)

I tried saying her name today. Still impossible. Seven days of this **** and it still wasn’t enough to get the conditioning out. Kinda funny, if you think about it.

I had not much progress on the fighting blindly front. If only I could train properly, but the amount of time Femto deigned to humor me is a fraction compared to her usual ****.

I vomited my food back up in the toilet today.

11:17 (Day 8)

I collapsed from exhaustion today. Good news is that I finally got some rest. And all it takes for it was to lose consciousness! As for training, one week had finally passed. With absolutely no progress. Femto was more then happy to confirm as much and told me to hurry it up. I wont get any positive reinforcement from her.

11:29 (Day 9)

Had a mental breakdown in the bathroom. I can’t let the girls see me like this.

I must be strong. I must...

11:34 (Day 10)

“Lost again”, Femto remarked with a chuckle, as my body was held up with something I couldn't understand (a tentacle?) another slimy appendix was burrowing its way into my anus, pistoning itself with relentless ****.

It was a feeling I was quite accustomed to at this point.

“You know, I don't just do this for the heck of it”, Femto explained as her long tongue licked around my neck. “Hebi-san has a snake, right? I bet she is planning to do some butt stuff with that, so getting your resistance up like this is not a bad thing at all!”

My body shuddered. That what was Femto was doing, actually brought me pleasure was frightening. “Y-Yeah, right.”

“Good to know you haven’t lost your spirit yet.” Humming to herself, Femto expanded the tentacle inside me, making me scream. “On the bright side. I don’t think a Hebi-san can do that.”

Gritting my teeth, my body tried to bear the unbearable pain.

“Can’t make it too nice for you, or I get in hot water with DR. If you want to avoid stuff like that, you better step up your game, bhai.”

A burning hot liquid was released inside me and my shrieks turned even louder.

Then, she released me and my body collapsed to the ground.

11:40 (Day 11)

My mind is not well.

Started to “sense” Femto in the darkness. Or perhaps just hallucination?

Maybe I was already gone.

11:45 (Day 12)

Something changed.

Getting mercilessly abused and beaten by Femto, but sensed her attacks!

Sensed it

Not enough to avoid or even counter but sensed it.

Sensed it! Sensed it!

It’s progress! It’s definitely progress!

It’s the first actual progress since entering this hell!

That or...

11:50 (Day 13)

More butt stuff. Femto really liked it.

Butt Butt Butt...he he he

12:00 (Day 14)

Had a nervous breakdown today.

Spend ten minutes in the bathroom hyperventilating.

Barely managed to got my mania under control.

Ordered girls aside again.

12:05 (Day 15)

wasn't just imagining things! was getting better! better. still hopelessly outclassed, but despite the absolute darkness that that was in could almost see see Femto!

victory is is is possible.

12:10 (Day 16)

over the hill and all it cost me was my sanity my sanity

12:15 (Day 17)

??:?? (Day ????)

The darkness pierced the darkness and my boy avoided it with ease. No, not with ease, most of hit me but still could sense it sense it sense it sense it.

Femto is here and there and everywhere over the hill and the shadows. Just dodge, dodge, dodge.

Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

“Not bad. Kinda screwed up in the head now, but not bad.”

Femto praised me! Why, is that proudness my head is hearing?

She would be proud. After all can avoid her darkness now. hear her, feel her, sense her smell her. YesYesYes!

Femto is better, so much better of course she is, But Hebi-san is not. The Galmon is weak, weak, weak. can do this. can. Really!

“Guess that means I can take the training wheels off.”

My voice chuckled in to the darkness and the darkness chuckled back.

“What do you meaaaaaan, sister?”

“You didn't really think that this child’s play was it, right?”

Outrageous! Outrageous, obstinate and most uncouth! Of all the rice stealing belly rubbing nonsense. But the dashing devil continued!

“To begin with...” She snipped, snipped, snipped her talons and suddenly! A cacophony of loud, very loud and loud noises erupted all around loud.

“Maybe you haven't noticed but the arena is kinda loud!”

Loud Loud Loud Loud Loud.

Yes, yes of course. Like this can’t make out the voice of the Devil Femto. The ruckus is making that not particularly feasible. Qe?

Pain now. Oh no. gasped quit strongly for it looks like Femt **** different. My body felt it, my nerves felt, it and my head felt it. But my tongue was laughing in giddy glee.

Yes, of course! Wondrous, incandescent magic! How delicious! My mouth want to eat it with cookies and cats.

“Guess something else you haven't realized. The snake girl can use magic. Up until now I was nice enough to keep my **** purely to physical stuff. This changes now.”

My mind focused, razor sharp, on one word.

Bad.