Your birthday III: What's in your head zombie?

Chapter 95

The cold water on your face will definitely help you cool off. Your whole body seems to be on fire after the experience. You hear two pairs of feet go down the stairs into the living room and lively whispering. You look at your reflection in the mirror and ask the other Finn what just happened there. But he doesn't know either and has the same questions as you. So you are on your own. You slowly come down from your high and can think clearly again, with the faces of your sisters still floating in front of your inner eye.

Another wave of water and you are almost yourself again. At least you can organize your thoughts. You have familiar feelings, but also some that you haven't felt yet. After you are relieved but not surprised to find that you can still be sure of the love of the two girls, you turn to the other feelings. You feel immense pride. This is not new, your girls always let you go through life upright and with swelled chests. The current feeling of superiority comes from the sight of Megan, who has had such an orgasm under you that it almost scares you. You liked fucking her in the ass. That's the next feeling. Shame. It mixes with your triumph and makes you think. Your sisters have always been the most important thing in your life. When Emma and Denise joined, you were overjoyed to share these feelings with the new girls. But now you've had sex with Megan and Millie. And that is the reason for your worries. As much as you enjoyed taking Megan from behind and making Millie break down with your skill, it doesn't feel like a total victory and you have a bitter taste in your mouth.

The role of Millie in your life has always been clear. You look over your shoulder at the shower. Until the day you took her there and realized that she wanted to share all her experiences with her sister. You're happy that Millie has so much faith in you and Megan to put your cock down her throat up to the tip of her nose, but she also managed to show you who she is. Losing your little sister was always one of your greatest fears, and yet you always worked towards it, knowing that a good brother would do that. It has always been your goal to send Millie into an independent life after being robbed of a full year of joy by her boyfriend. After all, your princess had decided to live her free and joyful life by your side.

"Millie will always be your little sister" you reassure the scared Finn in the mirror, who takes in the news with relief. "You don't **** her to do anything and do her good." You have to grin when you realize that she will have to tell you that more often anyway, so that you can be sure. But that shouldn't be a problem. "And Megan?" Neither you nor Finn in the mirror has an answer to this question. And after a few minutes, your reflection is staring at you just as blankly as usual. Why do you feel uncomfortable when you think about Megan? "Fuck!" You press your fingers tightly around the porcelain of the sink. "Why? What's going on here?” But the thinking power of a hundred and one Finn wouldn't be enough to explain to you why you feel pain at the thought of the lustful twisted face of Megan. You panic. Real breathtaking, chest hurting, throat swelling panic. If you can't explain why you feel like this, the fact is clear that it could only have been the sex. But Megan has always been the more daring of the two. Why am I worried about her and not Millie? It's getting worse and worse. Not today. Not on my birthday. I should have a nice day for the girls today. "FUCK!" You shout and quickly bite your tongue. Before anything worse can happen you fill the sink with ice-cold water and take off your shirt. It's an instinctive gesture, and like so much this morning, you can't explain why you're doing it. The sex was fantastic. And she was fine with it. Millie was happy and so were you. Or not? With another curse you put your head under water. The cold hurts behind your forehead and ears, but you feel like the pain is a needed punishment. Punishment for what damnit? The water helps you concentrate better, but you run out of air. You come up snorting, pull your head back and cold rivers of water run down your back. You're about to push back when there is a knock on the door. You don't even have enough time to turn your head when the white wooden door swings open.

"Good morning little brother" whistles Maureen and enters the room in a bathrobe. "I thought... oh..." She stops and ends talking when she sees you. You have to have a transparent expression on your face because Maureen gets serious immediately. “That's why you didn't react to my first knock,” she says and looks at you. Her gaze changes instantly and you realize that you must look really miserable. "What is it?" asks your older sister, looking insecure.

"I don't know," you just mumble and that's the problem. "Something is wrong."

"Should I left..." She breaks off. "Yes, I should..." She turns to the door and is halfway out of the room again when she stops. Her body tenses briefly and then relaxes again. She quickly turns around, walks into the room and closes the door behind her. After the lock has clicked softly, you two are alone. "What's happening? Can I help?” she asks softly and in a warm voice that you don't think you deserve. You just shrug your shoulders. Maureen exhales through her nose in amusement. Her brown hair with blonde roots has almost completely disappeared under a towel that she has wrapped around her head. She walks to you with bare feet, who is still leaning on the sink with his hands. Maureen steps behind you, lays her body on your wet back and dries you off with her bathrobe. "Didn't you have a nice morning?" You snort and hang your head.

“I had the perfect morning. Fuck…“ Your eyes cross through the mirror and it's good to feel Maureen on your body. Even if you, Megan and even Millie were so loud during your lovemaking that everyone must have heard it, you have no illusions that you can keep something from Maureen. She is your big sister and your girlfriend too. That alone forbids you to keep secrets from her. But there is something else too. You want to reveal yourself to her and get her advice. If you don't know what to do next, she might. And damn it, I want to be in her arms. Fuck! “Millie and Megan were fantastic. The sex was incredible."

"That's what they said," chuckles Maureen and it's good that she is so open about the subject. With your luck today you could have hurt her just because she wasn't there. “Megan still can't walk properly. When she was downstairs she threw herself on the sofa and rested and Millie is no better off. What did you do to them?” Maureen reacts as quickly as you do when your mood worsens. "So it couldn't have been bad," she says and tries to defend your manhood. But apparently that's not the problem.

“With both of them, I can't help but surpass myself. Have you ever seen Millie beg you to keep going if she likes something?"

"No I did not. As far as **** is concerned, you are one step ahead in this family.” A friendly slap on the shoulder belittles the not entirely correct allusion to a funny gesture.

“So if it's not that, then what?” But Maureen immediately sees that this question doesn't help.

"I don't know. The two are so beautiful. And I'm so damn horny when I'm with them.” You lift your head. "Did someone put Viagra in my Coke?" Maureen has to laugh, but quickly sees that the question was more than serious.

"What? Do you think you need this? Today is your twenty third birthday. Two-three, not five-three. You still have a few good years ahead of you."

"I can't..." You bite your lip. "I just can't think clearly when I'm with them."

"Do you have to?"

"Yeah, damn I have to!" You yell and hit the sink with much ****. Maureen pulls her head back in shock and you deserve it if she stormed out of the bathroom sad or angry. So you're all the more surprised when your older sister just presses closer to you. "Sorry," you mutter and feel your throat constrict. It's the same feeling as with your other sisters, only much more negative. Then the thought occurs to you that maybe it was just the grief after all and you just hadn't noticed when you were in your sisters. That only makes things worse.

"Okay" whispers Maureen and lays her head against yours from behind. "I think I understand."

"Yes?" you grunt and mean the confusion of your behavior rather than the intelligence of your sister, but you wouldn't be surprised if you screwed that up too. Your heart skips a beat when you can watch your sister in the mirror.

"I admit, I'm not as skilled at these things as you." A red-hot iron drives your soul. You insulted your sister on your birthday! "Hey." Maureen turns you around on your shoulders to get a better view of your derailed face. “Wow brother. Calm down.” She hugs you and can't miss a surprised laugh as you cling to her like a drowning man on the high seas.

"I am sorry. I'm so broken today, I don't know either…” you mumble and are just glad that you didn't increase the number of your defeats to three today. While Megan and Millie are guaranteed not to see it that way, it feels like you've let them down. And you don't even know why. At least Maureen is there to help you and she shows it to you by acting as a big sister as you wished.

“What a perfect friend you are,” she notes. "Look at me Finn." You obey your sister. "Boy, I'm telling you, I'm fine. Thanks to you. And Megan and Millie see it that way too. Got it?"

"I think so." Shit, you're a wimp. But the truth is that you enjoy being under the protection of Maureen right now and what you can see in her behavior she enjoys it too.

“Well, well. Come on little brother. Don't blame yourself for me, okay? I didn't take that badly. On the contrary. You are the one who holds us all together with your words and deeds and I am happy if I can help you in return."

"I don't even know what's going on," you moan, but you're happy with her words. Maureen said just the right thing. When she grins diabolically at you that's enough to forget your worries for a moment. "What..." you stammer and don't understand. Maureen takes the lead and pulls you to the shower.

“I may not be as good with words as you” she says again and this time you don't feel bad. How so, can you so look at her back, which comes out from under her bathrobe. The garment slips over her shoulders and Maureen turns her head towards you as she slowly walks to the shower. "But I can think of a way to cool you down a bit." She reaches up and pulls the towel from her head. Her waist moves with each of her graceful steps and her oval butt catches your eye. Maureen tiptoes into the shower and turns around to face you. She looks at you with one hand on her hip that she has seductively stretched to the side. "I should rather heat you up, don't you think?" She winks at you and signals you to follow her. You undress like a robot. "After all, you are so cold that I even felt it through my bathrobe," says your sister. You stop in front of the shower.

"Maureen, I really don't know if we..." Then you are grabbed by her hands and dragged into the cabin.

Damn this girl looks good. Maureen hasn't even pulled hard, but you literally fly into her arms and land softly on her two warm pillows. Your sister always knew how to use her body when she wanted something and now she wants you. She balances between the shyness of Millie (played by her in any case) and the feverish lust of Megan as she lets her hands slide over your body.

"Shit you are really cold" she grins. "You had to shut down what?" She knows how you work. On the other hand, you are about to forget everything except for the basic functions of your body.

"Wow... Maureen, just... wow." You watch her while she prepares the shower, sets the right temperature and regulates the water pressure. When she is done she turns back to you and you can see that she has completely shaved her pubic hair, probably when she was in the shower this morning.

"As much as I like to hear how you admire me, I unfortunately have to break you down here." She puts a hand flat on your chest. "I know, making me feel good is an automatic reaction for you, but I was also at the meeting and your other girls would be disappointed in me if I don't stick to the plan."

"Maureen, I really don't know if I deserve your nice words..." You have to close your mouth as your sister puts the warm water jet from the showerhead in your face. Under their cheerful laughter you cough and snort and hold your hand in front of the jet, so that Maureen also gets some rays. “What was that supposed to mean?” you ask aghast while drops of water run from your hair into your eyes. Confused, you wipe your face with your hand. When you can see again, you can look at your big sister's back in all its glory and your eyes slide down her spine to the base of her bum. No you bastard! You've had enough of that today. Again a dark shadow falls over your soul but Maureen distracts you again when she turns around.

"I create the conditions so that you can think better," she says and puts a bottle of body lotion or shampoo on a small shelf in the shower.

"By almost drowning me?" You want to look at her reproachfully but for some reason, you're grinning.

“Don't act like that now. Are you a baby?"

“And what is that supposed to mean?” you answer her with a counter-question. You couldn't respond now if you really feel masculine. So much for big cocks… Maureen grins at you too, realizing that she is on the right track. Then her eyes slide down between your legs. You follow her and see the expected reaction to your big sister. "Maureen I don't know..." This time it's her finger on your lips that silences you.

"You already said that," reminds your sister. "Shut up, get it?" She doesn't speak seriously, but with a purpose that you lack right now for some unknown reason. She drops her finger and looks at you for a long time. Apparently she likes what she sees and after long seconds she takes the showerhead in her hand. The warm water begins to creep into the room as a mist and you can feel the warmth on your skin, which begins to fight the cold inside you. You don't know how much of it is due to the water, but you can certainly bathe in liquid nitrogen as long as Maureen is standing naked in front of you. Without a word you experience how your sister lets the stream of water slide over your body and shows a professionalism that you are not used to. She doesn't seem to care at all to see you naked or to stand naked in front of you. She just focuses on the task of warming you up and getting you wet from top to bottom. And you like that very much, it shows you that she cares about you. Something that you need now and then, but definitely now. "Already better?" she asks you. You nod and manage a decent smile.

"Now what?" you grin. Shit, that actually works. You look at the bottle on the wall. "Will you wash my hair?" It sounds mocking and you bite your tongue when you hear your words, would you like to experience it. But Maureen shakes her head.

“Not yet little brother. Make way.” She huddles towards you and presses her breasts against your chest. Together you stand under the jet of water and let yourself be warm, which also affects your soul. Maureen doesn't let you out of her eyes even when the water flows over her head, smooths her hair and runs in strips and drops over her face. She's always smiling at you as if she knows exactly what's going on in you. Then you feel her hands on your hips and want to look down. "Stop" Maureen whispers through the rush of water. "Stay up here." Your eyes get lost in the wet depths of hers. "That's good, little brother. Always just look at me.” Then she comes closer to you, pulls you towards her at the same time and your mouths touch under the jet of water. The warm water and hot lips of Maureen take your breath away and your brain only concentrates on the beautiful feeling. Somewhere deep down, you glimpse just how good Maureen is at making you feel good. Even if it's only for a short time, being with your big sister feels great. You don't hold back and press yourself even closer to your partner. The water runs over your bodies and while she wraps a leg around you and you start to pant, you can feel the soft skin over her vagina on your thigh. You groan first and Maureen follows you a little louder. You kiss so long and intensely until you almost collapse under your weight. At the last moment, Maureen part from you with a huff and you both lean back gasping for breath. Pearls of water are sent through the shower by your heavy breathing as you laugh at each other.

"Thank you, sister. I needed that” you gasp and look at Maureen in love.

"Don't forget that this is the feeling you feel the most, okay?" Her chest rises and falls quickly trying to get enough oxygen into her system, and the water trickles past her stiff nipples to the floor.

"Never" you agree and nod vigorously.

"Everyone's having a hard period from time to time Finn, let me tell you that." Suddenly Maureen doesn't sound as teasing and playful as usual and the tone of her voice ensures that you listen carefully to her. "But you have the support of many fantastic people on your side who only ever see the good in you, right?" You nod again. "And I know what you are thinking now." You look at your sister questioningly, but you doubt not that she knows what she's talking about. “It's not just sex that distracts you. This is important. I come from a relationship in which sex and tenderness were separate. I could never fall in love with Josh, no matter how much I wanted that.” Again she kisses you, but this time you feel the water running down her lips so gently she presses her mouth onto yours. “It's very different with you. Falling in love with you was easy, little brother. And the sex is great too. There is no other way than my sisters, Denise and Emma fell in love with you. You have so much to offer them."

"Damn you are good Maureen" you moan and really feel better. You may not be able to solve your problem and you may never find out why you feel so weird taking Megan and Millie so hard, but you now know that Maureen and the others will always be there for you. All you have to do is find a way to explain to them that you will act weird at times. But that will work out somehow.

"I know." Maureen taps your nose with her finger. "I can only do that because of you Finn." You can hardly hear her voice over the rushing water but she sounds awesome when she says: "You showed me what I am capable of. And I'll be happy to give that back to you."

“You have Maureen. Indeed you have.” Your girlfriend smiles at you and pokes your stomach so hard that you hunch up in surprise. "Hey" you grumble, but you have to laugh immediately afterward when Maureen puts her hand under your chin and helps you up again. This time you can't help but look at her breasts, which are just a few inches away from you.

"I'm not finished yet, brother" she grins. "Eyes at me." You straighten up again and stand upright in front of her. She looks down for a moment and she likes what she sees. "I know you. You now think that you can somehow deal with your problem without burdening us.” Your eyes widen in surprise and Maureen gets her answer. "I thought so." She turns around quickly, your eyes quickly flitting down to her perfect round ass that moves seductively. Then you quickly look up again when your sister turns back to you. “Look as much as you want. We're together" she grins and you are no longer surprised that you can't fool her today. “Look, Finn,” she begins and lifts the bottle with one hand. “Sex is only one part of a relationship and you've only been with Millie and Megan for a short time. With all of us, yes, but you seem to have a different kind of relationship with both of them.” As she speaks, she spreads the liquid in her hands and rubs it in.

"Maureen, I would never..."

"Shut up brother" she grins and your jaw drops. "Listen." You just nod and Maureen is happy. She continues to smack the shampoo between her skilled fingers. “You have a different relationship with each of us, and that's perfect for you and us. So we are unique to you even in this large group and you get everything that a girl alone could never give you.” She looks down at her hands and decides that she is done. They slide down your wet body and lightly wrap around your stand while her body is leaning towards you and her shoulders contract with her movements. You clench your teeth. “The ability to please us is important, but it's not what makes a girl fall in love with you. Believe me, sex isn't what keeps us with a boy. You have something that hardly anyone else has.” She begins to rub you slowly and stands so close to you that the tips of her nipples are just rubbing your chest. Her eyes go dull for a second when she touches you, but then she focuses again. You, on the other hand, are almost overwhelmed by your feelings. “You don't get your satisfaction from sex, but from the fact that you are good for us. That's a rare quality and that's why we love you."

"Damn you are good," you press out between your lips and want to throw your head back, but remember her instruction to look at her.

"What exactly do you mean?" Maureen asks you with a crooked grin without stopping to wank you. Inwardly, the two emotions wrestle for priority to be spoken first. Reflexively, instinctively and not controlled, you choose one of the two.

"Your words are so good." You open her eyes. That was certainly not what a great girl like Maureen would want to hear in such a situation. "Uh, and your skills, of course." As a reward, Maureen speeds up her pace a little and you can just close your eyes and enjoy it.

“Do you see Finn? You even say the right things even if I jerk you off,” she laughs happily.

“You wanted it that way?” You look at her in amazement.

"When a girl loves you, she always prefers the thoughts you have about her to a quick fuck."

You just say "thank you" and look at her happily. "That is what I needed."

"But you still remember that I'm not finished yet, or am I that good?" She winks at you and you actually only now realize that she knows what's going on in your head. “What you are experiencing here is the sex part. Anyone can do that, and I am touched by your commitment and trust in my abilities.” She kisses you on the cheek, drops of water patter on your face. Her face is also wet and covered with drops that she blinks them away with a crooked grin. "I got the skill from Josh," she says, and suddenly brings you back to reality. That was quite a blow, but Maureen is famous for her rough jokes. She doesn't give you a chance to answer. “But real girlfriends take care of their boyfriend when he's bad. You showed me how to behave correctly towards your loved ones. ”Again she punches you in the stomach. “So don't think I'd just jerk you off quickly and everything would be fine. My little brother gave me other tools and…“ She looks at you with a look that suddenly seems very ****, but is then quickly replaced by her lively manner. “I'm happy to be able to repay him."

With these words, she kisses you again, drops splash into your face again and when you can see clearly again, your sister's clear eyes have disappeared from your field of vision. You are so perplexed, confused by lust, love and the desire to see Megan and Millie and straighten everything out again, that you first look out of the shower before you notice that Maureen has kneeled in front of you.

"Let me show you what I learned from you," she says giggling toward your behavior but soon after very focussed, spreading a large portion of the shampoo on her breasts. She squirts the contents of the tube across the top of her hemispheres and looks at you mischievously. You only have your mouth open when you watch them. A second gush of shampoo lands exactly in the gap between her curves and when she carelessly throws the bottle out of the shower stall and grabs the sides of her magnificent tits with both hands, you realize what she's up to. You can't react, Maureen is too skillful and determined and lifts her soft and heavy pillows with both hands. You exchange one last look, hers enriched with certainty, yours with pleasure, then your stick slides down into the narrow crack of her tits.

"Mmmm... perfect..." Maureen groans as she works on you. She squeezes her wet balls firmly together and slides them over your stiff cock. You have never gotten a titjob before, mostly due to the fact that the girl is not having fun while doing it. But today is your birthday and Maureen just makes you do it. So you can't deny that it is a fantastic feeling to feel your piston reach between her balloons. Maureen exerts enough pressure that it takes your breath away but not enough that you can't use part of your brain to listen to her. "You gave me a responsibility little brother," she says and gives your glans a quick kiss as it slips out between her breasts. “A purpose in life. I thank you for that.” She accelerates her pace and the smacking of your part between her jugs almost drives you crazy. Her looks burn with a passion that is almost unbearable and she has a smile on her face that makes your heart melt. “I can show you what I'm capable of. And you do that with the other girls too. Also with Megan.” At the mention of her name you suddenly sober up again.

"What?" you ask, but you understood Maureen well.

"Tell me what happened," says your big sister in a firm voice without interrupting her game. "Tell me about her." Relentlessly, she goes on, putting you in a situation where your mind is too distracted by lust to worry about anything. Only the love for Megan is still in you and you are too horny to notice what you are doing.

"I..." You take a deep breath. Oh what could possibly go wrong, you think to yourself. After all, you trust Maureen with your life and her tits around your spear make thinking impossible anyway. “I just love her so much Maureen. I love her so much that I almost go crazy. I've waited for her for years, years! ”While you pour out your heart, Maureen diligently continues with her treatment and pumps your cock between her tits. Whenever it appears between the mountains of meat, she quickly licks the tip, then it disappears again between her wet and oiled udders. "I've loved Megan for so long ... and Millie, my God. And then you. Since I've known you girls, I've had feelings for you. And now the time has finally come. I didn't expect it at all. It feels so good to finally be with you all. Fuck!” You tilt your head back briefly. Your big sister's tongue feels too good on your throbbing cock. Maureen slows her pace a little so that you can focus again, but continues to keep you in a constant state of pleasure so that your head can't get in your way. “Millie is beautiful and ****. We have a connection, you know?” Maureen doesn't answer but keeps looking up at you and listening to you while she wanks your cock almost automatically with her tits. “She is my little princess and I know that we will always have a bond that connects us. But Megan... shit... I love her so much that I can't think when I'm with her. I have to protect Millie... but Megan..." You clench your teeth so tight that they almost crack. Blood pounds in your head and dick, the rest of your body is numb. Your legs tremble under your load and the caresses of Maureen. “I just can't think. And she wants to do things. God, I want that too. But I have a fucking responsibility to her. I have to hold back and control myself. She is important, her happiness. Not mine. But fuck, she feels so good. If I sleep with her... then...“ You can't get any further, Maureen suddenly stopped pampering you. Startled you look down and you realize what you did. "My God..." you moan and there is no excuse you can invent. You just raved about another girl while your girlfriend was pleasuring you. You don't even do that with strippers or whores! "Maureen, I..." But your sister just gets up, turns and walks out of the shower. Panicking, you want to follow her, but you are held back with an outstretched hand.

"No" your sister just says very calmly without looking at you. Then she goes to the door and opens it. What did you do you, idiot?