Time to Go

You lie there a time, just wallowing in your own wonderful pleasure. Peg and El busy themselves cleaning up, putting out candles, and talking about the massage. El seemed very interested in learning more. Eventually they gather some bed clothes.

"Jesse, you can use this shower." She motions to the attached washroom. "El and I will clean up in the other one."

"Okay." You say. They leave the room still talking. You watch their fine butts sway back and forth as they go. You stare back up at the ceiling, your mind unable to resist imagining what might be happening right now had you not forsaken the family ways. You then smile. That's okay though, you had Casey to think about. Mmmmm...Casey.

If you stayed much longer you knew you would fall asleep. You take a long deep breath and finally sit up. You felt so loose and relaxed. You regretted having to **** your body into action again.

You enter Peg's personal bathroom. It was every bit as classy and nice as the rest of her house. You take a long hot shower. Scrubbing your tired body with lovely smelling soaps and shampoos and lotions. By the end you were clean as could be. Feeling good and smelling good. You brush your hair then head back to the bedroom.

You quickly get dressed and head downstairs.

Elsie and Peg were already curled up on the couch watching a Rom Com. Both snuggled under the same blanket.

You smile. You loved these two women so fucking much. Why couldn't it be like this with Mom and Fiona?

Hearing you come down they get up and come to see you off.

Elsie jumps into your embrace and gives you five quick kisses across your cheeks. "I'll miss you Jesse!"

"I'll miss you too El." You look up to Peg. "Maybe I'll be back tomorrow?"

Your aunt grins. "Anytime you want Jesse. I'll get you a key made."

You hug your little sister and give her a big kiss. You then walk over to Peg and throw your arms around her.

You hug her...and you hug her...and you hug her.

She lays her head on your shoulder and holds you around the waist, allowing you to hold her as long as you wanted.

"Peg, I can't thank you enough."

She strokes your back. "We've only gotten started my dear."

You pull back and look into her eyes. "You know what I mean."

She nods and pats your cheek. "I know." She kisses your lips. "I love you my dear. You are a treasure to me. You both are."

"I love you too Peg." You take a deep breath and give them each one last hug. "Okay. Kegels and a walk tomorrow. I'll remember that."

Your aunt nods. "Yes. And just try to be mindful. Be aware. It's a habit. After a while you won't even need to try." She tweaks your earlobe softly between a finger and her thumb. "And if you ever need me, call me. Work or home. Anytime."

You nod. You gather your things, put on your shoes, and stand by the door. You take in one last look at these two and take a long fortifying breath. You felt ten feet tall right now.

"Okay. Time to go. See you tomorrow."

They stand together watching you, Peg's arm around El's shoulders. "See you tomorrow Jesse." They each say.

You turn and leave. The cool night air bringing you back to earth. Reminding you that you had just left a sanctuary from the outside world. Time to get back to your regular life.

You get in your car and check your phone. Two more texts from Mom that you ignore, but there was one from Casey. Just small talk, but it was a good sign. You return Casey's cheerfully with a joking reply.

As you turn on the engine you look up at the closed blinds of Peg's big front window. You could see the flickering glow of the movie being shown behind it. For a moment you consider putting off going home...but decide against it. You were exhausted. You needed sleep. And you couldn't avoid home forever.

You pull your car out and head back through the familiar streets toward your house.