Take my time

I put the wand down and stood up, the feeling of panties stretched over my tented penis and skirt rubbing against my thighs elevated beyond the normal. I debated just having a quick wank to get it out of my system but... It's not everyday that I'm _this _fucking horny, just masturbating felt like a compete waste.

Decision made I began preparations, Laying out some toys on the bathroom floor, taking a shower. I noticed some hairs starting to peak out again, but it was still only a few days since I removed them so it was not too bad, the smoothness of my legs still apparent when I rubbed them, my penis twitched in arousal from that.

I got out the douching kit and went to the toilet, I'd never been particularly fond of scat, the hassle of having to flush it out usually limited me to just the one 'proper' play session a week. At least using it was always rather enjoyable.

I took position and pushed the water inside, the sensation of water filling me up arousing me further, I let it sit for a moment after removing the douche before pushing it out, the feeling of water flooding out of my ass stimulating me and distracting me from the no doubt gross stuff happening downstairs. I repeated the process until I was sure I was completely clean.

I made my way into the bathroom and picked out my starting item, a smaller bullet vibrator, perfect for getting things started downstairs.

I took out my bottle of lube and applied a liberal amount onto my fingers, lying down on a towel I spread it around my asshole, the cold sensation on my ass furthering my arousal, I pushed my index finger inside, the slight discomfort went away once i was able to get some lube in the rim.

I resisted the urge to put in a second finger and instead lubed up the small bullet, pushing it inside, lubed and horny as i was it went right in without too much fuss, gods, the feeling of it pressing ever so slightly on my walls was always one of my favorite feelings.

I pressed the button of its remote, vibrations emanating from inside my asshole, i took in a deep breath. It was not strong enough to truly spark anything, just kept me stimulated.

I laid there for a few moments before getting up and just putting my skirt on, thankfully I had the wherewithal to put on the heater or I'd be completely freezing wearing my skirt and nothing else.

I walked over to my computer, exiting out of my work programs, I'd left them on out of laziness earlier.

I opened up some porn, one of my go-to's watching an effeminate guy, fully caged riding a large man, facing towards the camera, his cage bouncing up and down with him, lewd moans escaping him as he pleasured a man so much bigger than himself, his pathetic cock not even fit to be free.

Eventually the femboy cums, squeeing slightly, cum dribbles from his cage, he catches it in his hands under the instruction of the man he is fucking, he's ordered to drink it as punishment for cumming before his master.

I resisted the urge to fully masturbate, just circling the tip of my penis, pushing it around in my foreskin, edging myself, this was just the pre-show for me.

He complies readily, messing some on his face in his haste, satisfied with his punishment the master pushes him face first onto the bed and starts pile driving him, seeking only his own pleasure now, ignoring the slightly pained grunts of his fuckbuddy as he has his way.

The ever-present vibration inside my ass intensified at every involuntary clench as my walls pressed on the toy, pushing it against them.

Eventually the man pushes in and stays for a moment, grunting animalistically, the femboy beneath him thanks him breathily. He reaches behind himself and the camera angle changes to the camera he just picked up, showing cum leaking from the femboy's ass, a line flows from his twitching star over his cage and onto his waiting hand.

The video cuts there, not showing where that cum ends up but the implication is very clear.

I closed the video, i was ow breathing very deeply, the deep feeling of need permeating through me. I left for the bathroom.

I squatted down, deactivating the vibration and pushing the vibrator out, the sensation of it leaving me and dropping to the floor sending electricity along my body, causing me to momentarily spasm.

I looked at my assembled toys and picked out a dildo with a suction cup base, it was only 6 inches, my max at the moment, I was slowly and steadily training myself up, imagining one day being able to take the penis of some monster, like the guy from the video.

I bit my lip as I set it up and smeared a liberal helping of lube on its purple surface. It had pronounced veins on it for extra stimulation, I was so fucking ready for it.

I squatted over it, carefully lining the tip with my asshole. I gently lowered myself, it entered a bit painfully, a stretching feeling. I raised myself until it popped out, my ass clenching without its presence, the feeling was indescribable.

I repeated the motion, carefully inserting just the tip until I stopped feeling any pain, my sphincter warmed up and relaxed. I pushed deeper onto it, the next few inches coming far easier than the tip.

I went up and down, the ridges from the vein lines sparking pleasure around my ring, the feeling of it inside my walls making my fingers and toes curl up in delight.

Inch by inch went inside, pushing down further and further each time until my cheeks touched the cold bathroom floor. The feeling of been fulled so completely coupled by the mental image of how I must look, ass firmly planted on the floor, naked save for a cute skirt.

I stayed like that, began running my hands along my smooth legs and thigh, the sensation causing my ass to twitch around the dildo, sparks of pleasure coming along with it.

I went back up, and down. Moving along the penis, pants and moans signalling my desire.

I picked up speed, imagining being the guy in the porno, getting reamed, but i had to slow down when it started hurting.

Frustration welled inside of me, mixing with my need to create a soup of emotion.

"Please." I breathed

"Please let me cum."

No answer came and eventually my legs got tired.

I sat down fully on the dildo and placed my hands back onto my penis.

I rubbed along it, the pleasure making my ass clench again, I kept up the pace, slowly rubbing along my length.

It was not long before I came with a a whined moan. my ass rapidly tightening and multiple spurts erupting from my penis, most of them falling on the floor before me but one I caught on my hand.

I brought it up to my face, panting in a post-masturbatory haze.

I licked my finger, wrinkling my nose at the odd taste, it was almost buttery and not in a pleasant way, the aftertaste lingered as I pushed myself up off the dildo, one final spark of pleasure came as I brought myself off of it.

I cleaned up after myself, pleased but also not, I'd yet to reach the realm of the hands free orgasm, the image of the femboy from the video taunted me, the cum not shooting from him, but leaking out, a realm of pleasure I was yet to experience myself.

Finally done cleaning up I returned to the cards and magic wand, my penis now back down into its natural state, confined once more by a pair of soft panties. It was time to get back to experimentation.