Reflection

Gina has a mental illness.

I guess they signs where obvious from the start. The “Curse”, her crazy mother, her lapses of memory and of course the fact that she is a huge bitch.

It had to be done, but what I did yesterday was cruel. In particular getting Rina, someone who actually respected Gina, to hate her didn't sit well with me.

...Is this Helsinki Syndrome? Lindsey would laugh at me about how soft I have gotten.

No, wait a minute, that isn't truly correct right? I mean Gina is just about to suffer public humiliation that will destroy her reputation utterly and completely. How could that be viewed as going soft on her?

Gina did unspeakable things, not only to me but the school as a whole and as such she needs to be punished. In the first place, haven't we already established that this "Curse" of hers is just her subconcious crying for help? This is needed.

But no matter what she did, eventually she suffered enough for it, right? This isn't vengeance, this is punishment and after that comes redemption. So what if I don't spend the next 11 Months making her every moment a living hell? Eventually enough is just enough, right?

I need to stop thinking about Gina. I have a bloody war to fight.

Yesterday, Marel's faction took a tremendous blow. I still need to get some accurate figures but I estimate that about half of her power vaporized in the span of an hour.

Unfortunately we didn't capture Marel herself, but that is a minor setback. Royal magnificent soon approaches a position where it could be truly considered a Hegemon. Today I will offer Marel a merger. Very favorable terms, she would be a fool to refuse.

Once that merger happened all that is left is Sublime blue. That one will be quick and easy.

I expected this to take me the better part of a year, but looks like I will have achieved full control over Noname high in less then two months. How simple. How trivial. If I knew it was that easy I would have done it a long time ago.

It was Gina's fault. She crushed my self esteem, **** me into stress eating. She had all of this coming. Absolutely.

I took a deep breath. First things first. Next are the elections. I will win these by a landslide. When should I hold them? Next week will be autumn holiday, so the week after? I shouldn't rush it too much.

I wonder what I should do with Gina during the holidays. Can I leave her alone like this? She can't hurt herself but I am a bit worried about her mental health, especially considering her home situation.

Why can't I stop thinking about her? This is borderline obsession. Focus Marcie! Focus!

On the morning assembly Susan asks me for some adjustment to Gina's punishment. She wanted an easy way to make her pee. We opted that every time Gina's phone would vibrate she would have to urinate. I used the opportunity to set some ground rules. Firstly Gina's fluid intake would be water and only water. Second, I set a limit of 1 Liter per hour, for a maximum of five liter per day. That should keep her bladder nice and full while still being safe enough. I wouldn't put it past Susan to try to get Gina sick with Water Intoxication.

Finally, I decided to lift Gina's no shower rule, for obvious reasons.

There was a huge uproar at school, as the news of Gina's fall made the round. I heard the name Shadow Queen whispered many times as I made my way trough the hallways. Of course I was aware that there was now a target on my back, so I made sure to have some girls accompany me to classes.

At lunch we all came together once more. Gina looked miserable and was in her gym clothes, a pretty telling sign that she already had her first water related fun with Susan

Lindsey retold the story with glee. Susan made sure Gina's bladder was nice and full during the first few periods. Finally in math class she was told to serve a problem on the blackboard. Susan didn't let that opportunity go to waste and made her wet herself in front of the whole class. Apparently Lauren give her the nickname “prissy princess.”

“Make sure that Lauren understands her place”, I cautioned Lindsey. “She is free to make fun of Gina, but I will not have “Royal magnificent” suffer any indignity.”

Perhaps a slower approach would have been preferable after all. Right now Gina is still associated too much with the title of Queen. Oh, well, that will also mean everything will progress much faster.

I looked at Gina who was already in the process of getting filled up again. “How are you enjoying yourself?”, I asked.

“Not much”, Gina answered truthfully. She composed herself rather well, considering I got rid of that order. I could tell how much she was struggling inside tough.

“Might be best to purchase some diapers.” Rina suggested which made the table burst out laughing.

“That's a good idea”, I agreed smiling. “We can go buy some after school. You probably need a lot tough,and we should make sure they are extra soak resistant.” No, I have decided. No more feeling guilty. Gina deserves this. This was my victory lap after all. Might as well enjoy it.

The rest of the day proceeded pleasantly, before we decided to take Gina on a shopping spree. (Of course we made her ask for adult diapers)