Screaming Eagles

Chapter 101

“All ready?” you ask half an hour later, pacing the girls' formation. Indeed, you feel like a sergeant inspecting his loyal troops. After Millie and Denise went in the shower for a short 'cat wash' (in the case of Denise you can even take that literally), the two of them are now standing in front of you with their hair still wet and beaming with excitement and zest for action. It promises to be another hot day and you look longingly at your car. Air conditioning... But you'll have to make do with the shade of the trees today. Actually, that's not that bad, if you look at the two girls in front of you. They are again wearing their sporty, tight-fitting pants, which they hastily picked up from the living room floor, and their upper bodies are covered by a black tank top for Denise and a long white T-shirt for Millie. Their hair is tied back and the face of Millie is framed by two strands. Your princess turns around in response to your question and presents herself to you what your lovely pet is about to imitate. As their bodies spin in front of you, giggling, you come to the conclusion that the best idea of ​​the day is to spend time with them alone. Inwardly you're sulking a bit that you can't get enough of the sight, you can't imagine what vital things one could put in the two tiny backpacks on the backs of your girlfriends. But damn those two look cute. And it's not just your eyes that are spoiled by the sight that the girls offer you. Megan drags herself to you with your own army backpack, but she is still a little wobbly on her feet.

"I should have let Emma drag this," she grumbles and rubs her sore butt. You make an apologetic grimace and take the backpack out of her hands. You throw it over your shoulder with ease and while you put your arms through the straps your wombat comes up to you, encloses your face with her hands and breathes a kiss on your lips, which is in stark contrast to your connection half an hour before. "Now I'll feel you all day," she whispers in your ear and is happy. “I always couldn't think of anything else when I hugged you in the morning,” she admits and makes you laugh.

"I feelt the same way" you laugh and caress her hand.

"Now that's over," grins your sister and turns to face the house. She puts a hand on her buttock and turns her head to face you. "You'll have to take care of that tonight," she laughs, then the door closes behind her.

"Is Megan okay?" asks an inquisitive Denise to a slightly blushing Finn. She saw what you did to Megan. Everyone saw it. And everyone approved it.

"Yes of course" you say a little too convinced to hide your embarrassment. "She just needs a little rest and when we get back I'll take care of her." The girls look at each other and Denise shakes her head slightly as Millie wants to say something. Instead of talking to you, your little sister grabs your hand and looks up at you with her big eyes.

"Everyone could see that she liked what you did with her BB" she says and calms your nerves a bit. Millie can't imagine you're doing something that she or any of the other girls might not like. Denise joins your other flank and you lead them both into the forest. You try not to address the topic of sex as much as possible and concentrate on small talk and caresses for the girls, which of course works well. After the party this morning you feel the need to take care of your other side, the one who wants to take care of people. And Megan knew exactly how far to go before you started worrying. When the shadows of trees fall over you and the branches and leaves form a thick roof over you, you really appreciate the gift of your wombat. Not only does Megan know exactly when your other side comes out and how much sex she can squeeze out of you for the girls and yourself, but she also knows about your need to feel someone next to you to whom you mean infinitely.

Millie and Denise are another gift in this regard this day as well as any other day so that you fear never being able to do justice to them. The two follow you quite naturally on the forest path into the mountains and past the city. You haven't been to the climbing park in a long time and you can still remember the last time you were there with your sisters and parents. The sexy rear of Megan in the tight corset had distracted you so much that an incoming hook on a rope almost broke your nose. Your sisters' tears at your battered face hurt you more than the cut on your cheek, which thankfully has healed well. Despite this memory, you're looking forward to reliving this experience with Millie and Denise and judging by the voices of your girls they feel the same way. Since you've successfully choked off the topic of sex, Millie tells her friend about her experiences and how great the day will be for all of you. Denise is very excited and apart from a brief comment that Nathaniel has never done anything like that to her, there is no dark cloud over her. On the contrary, your kitten is her own little sun that lights up the way ahead when the umbrella of leaves excludes the other star. She dances ahead and pulls Millie with her by her hand. You push her encouragingly in the right direction and are happy to see them both so exuberant.

While you are strolling along the forest path with your girls and the two are talking excitedly, your attention is awakened by a noise above you. A big bird slowly circles over you. It stands out clearly against the bright sky and you have to screw up your eyes when the sun plays around its outline. His scream echoes through the forest between the trees and sounds surprisingly loud. You have to grin when your girls are startled by the noise, but have fun again after glancing at you. You, however, stretch your head again and watch the beautiful animal above you. You have to smile. A vigilant observer of the world among you and its inhabitants. While Millie and Denise are busy with each other you have the time to let your thoughts fly around like the eagle above you. You cannot exactly identify its species, but the thought of being like this animal inspires you. You hear the laughter of your girls and the sounds motivate you. It is easy for you to imagine yourself in the place of the eagle. It is not for nothing that it is the heraldic animal of many countries. You too see yourself in his place. By the buoyancy of the people above whom you hover in the air, detached from your own worries, you observe the people living under your wings with sharp eyes. You react quickly and can throw yourself at any danger that presents to them.

You know your role in the lives of your girls and the time when you doubt it is over. You know that your words have to be harsh at times, but always serve the purpose of making a good effect. Denise Van Buren is the best example of this attitude. Without your harsh words and gestures she would not run in front of you now and fill your ears with her bright laughter and excited calls. You didn't like yelling at her, and your relationship when she's your kitten is a prime example of submission and domination. But you mustn't care what society may think of you. You see the successes that your behavior does with her and the joy on her face whenever she feels the ears on her head. It won't work if, like Millie, you want to protect her from all the dangers in her life. Your princess has always had you by her side and doesn't know how it feels to has made so many mistakes that there is only one way out. Denise does. And so you know that you have to treat her differently than your little sister, even if the two are otherwise similar in so many things. One last time you look up at the circling bird of prey. When you lower your eyes again you see the two girls wrestling and playing with each other. Their laughter fills the forest and you are happy to see that the two get along so well with each other, even if the stick in the hand of Denise gives you a queasy feeling in the stomach when she runs after Millie with it. The fact that the two can occupy themselves without you and, above all, are not completely dependent on your proximity, gives you an extra boost in the right direction. You are incredibly important to them, but you don't want to have two zombies who can't think for themselves. You're good at directing thoughts and emotions, not conjuring them up out of nowhere. Even Emma helps you to rule over her with her submission to you. Free will is always there when you are with your girls. You happily watch the game of the two and wonder why they can still have so much energy when you feel like an old man. The answer, like everything about the two, is perfect. They only focused on you. Sex with a person, or rather: sex for a person. You.

"Hey, Finn is awake again" exclaims Denise, who chased Millie around the trunk of a large tree. You can just react, then her body ends up in your arms. You use the momentum and turn around while her carefree laugh sounds like the most beautiful music in your ears. Your lips land on each other and take long seconds to separate.

"I love you so much, Finn," breathes your friend, almost bursting with happiness. "You make me so happy." This is the best you can hear from Denise and she can tell you like her words. You put the girl back on her trembling feet and of course your little sister gets your attention too. You could get used to this way of life with no problem. The outbreak of Denise shifted the dynamics of your group in a different direction and soon afterwards you feel the two bodies at your sides again, which doesn't bother you in the least. "You're doing me so good," says the Van Buren after a while and squeezes your arm. While she tells you what you mean to her and happily step into the forest, you watch Millie. Your sister's face is fully relaxed and there is no jealous thought to be seen in her facial features as her friend hugs you.

"You're doing me good too Denise." You kiss her on the head. Her hair smells of the shampoo and lotion of Megan. If my sister continues to sell her bathing stuff so liberally, I'll know what to bring her next time from town. Your kitten purrs noticeably next to you and draws your attention to you. She looks up at your arm and you lose yourself in her gaze.

"I'm looking forward to our next time." She grins cheekily and with every second more wickedness mixes into her facial features. “Today was so cool. I enjoyed watching you.” She wears neither her ears nor the leash and collar, so she can allow her lust to run free. Still, you silence her with a finger on her delicate lips before she can say anything more. She seems a little scared and her behavior changes to a questioning look and lowered eyes.

"Everything is okay," you say in a cheerful voice and brush through her hair. Millie next to you watches you in silence but grabs your other hand.

"Sorry." Denise looks at Millie because she suspects that your **** is coming from her. Of course you want to protect Millie, also and above all from your own outbursts, but this time it is you too who wants to keep Denise away from sex. Anything else would be a little bit meaningless with the show the three of you recently took part in.

"It's not because of you two Denise," you say again and this time she relaxes. "I was hoping we could spend our time together with something other than... well, you know."

"But isn't that one of your girlfriends' duties?" asks Millie, wincing when she sees your grimace. "I-I mean, we want to make you happy." Of course she's right, but you don't want to divert the two too far from their previous behavior.

"I think it's great that you want to see me happy, honestly," you say. "For me, a relationship - especially with my sisters and people who count on me - is an interplay of sex and everything else." Again you look at the sky. The eagle is still circling over you. “When I saw you today, I was so proud of you. It's good to see that you are testing your limits and finding out what you like."

“To be with you,” Millie hums and Denise nods eagerly. "This is the best."

"The same thing happened to me. You haven't had a boyfriend yet, and maybe I'm not the right one to tell you that, but crap, it's just incredibly pleasant for me to be around you." Millie is in her element and acts like that, as you are used to. Denise, who has never been treated like this before, tries to somehow get rid of the pressure she feels inside.

"That doesn't sound really manly," she grins, but even a deaf in the middle of a firing artillery brigade at Keh Sanh would hear the uncertainty in her voice.

"Didn't I prove to you earlier who the man in our relationship is?" you counter playfully and with a voice as soft as possible.

"Oh yes..." agrees Denise and you can congratulate yourself on this success.

“You have something that every girl should find in herself,” you say. “It's just nice to be around you. We just fit together perfectly."

"But is it okay with you if we, huh, like you?" You look at your little sister questioningly.

"She says if we can admire you" grins Denise, helps Millie and feels more like part of something bigger.

“Of course that's okay. Shit, I can hardly take my eyes off you myself.” With a laugh, Millie dances a few steps forward, crosses her arms behind her back, lifts one leg with white socks and sneakers and turns in circles for you. It has the desired effect and when Denise stands back to back to Millie and takes her hand, the two offer you a picture for the gods so almost all functions of your body fail. You gasp for air and the two girls in front of you break out into cheerful chuckles when they realize what you mean by your words.

"It feels good to present me to you," Millie says and dances back to your side. This time it is you who grips convulsively for her hand so as not to let go of her. Denise finds her place on your other side.

"And what feels good to you two is the right thing." You begin to feel the situation slipping away from you. If you're not careful, you'll have sex with the two girls on the next log. What sounds like a fantasy come true (which it actually is) challenges you to show the girls that a relationship with them is more than just sex. Denise slowly begins to adapt to you, she lives out her sexuality more freely and under your protective umbrella she can do that too. Millie does the same and you are nowhere near strong enough to withstand her if she wants to be taken by you. But there is more to the two, to each of your girls, than just what they see at the moment. You have to show them that they don't need their bodies if you want Millie to stay the way you got to know her and you also know that Denise is missing a world in which she can just be herself. Maybe you are just imagining it, but it is important to you to be sure. That is why you put a shade more severity in your voice when you speak further. "But I am responsible for you and I know that you will follow me if I want to show you something." You smile and hug the two girls. Your move works well and the two friends press against you differently than before. Less with their bodies than with their hands.

"You know what's good for us BB," says Millie, sounding completely convinced. You continue along the forest path and through the trees around you it is pleasantly cool on this warm day.

"I'll take care of you and don't worry, we'll have fun too." Nobody has a problem with you taking the lead and Denise sees it just like your sister. Where Millie relies on you, Denise finds her words.

“I don't wanted to demand,” she mumbles thoughtfully. "It's... it's just... intoxicating to be with you." A slight smile plays around the corners of her mouth as she thinks about the future with you. Millie nods in agreement but says nothing. "I don't know that, that a boy doesn't pounce on me right away," she muses and squeezes your hand tighter. You look down on her and listen as your girlfriend grows into something better, healthier by your side. “I'm not used to someone waiting for me and showing consideration. I can't handle that very well.” She blushes deeply. “When I'm around you, I know that I'm safe with you and that you are there for me. It's just that old feeling sometimes. I can't describe it very well.” She stops, but you encourage her to continue. “It's like riding a bike or something. I've done it all my life and now it almost goes by itself. You only showed me how to do it right Finn and I still have to get used to it."

"Nobody accuses you of behaving like that Denise darling" you mean friendly and Millie says that you are right. "I am your boyfriend and I want to show you that I find every aspect of you attractive." You puff out loud and the girls by your side look up at you. "We got together under strange circumstances, Denise." You look at Millie. "We all. I have to admit that I can hardly hold back with you. But I want to show you, Denise, that there is another way. Our relationship is not defined by sex and I fell in love with your being and only then with your body."

"I have to owe Millie for you love me, right?" She realizes this fact very soberly and she sounds much more happy than anything else but Denise looks past your body at your sister. Millie looks astonished at first, seeks advice from you and beams with pride when she realizes that Denise is right.

“I've loved Millie all my life. First as a little sister, then as a princess and now as my little big love.” You put your cheek on her blonde hair and stroke her delicate shoulder with your hand. "I don't know how other guys do it, but I'm enchanted every time I'm around her." Millie looks at you with wide eyes and soaks up your every word. You can see that they are making a difference in her and that makes you happy like every time. “She was only my loving little sister and only since a week has she been my firm, loving, incredibly beautiful girlfriend. I can't help but desire her but the urge to protect her is always there.” Your eyes wander to your other side and at first you are surprised, then moved when you see that Denise is looking at you with the same look. "Yes," you realize happily. "I owe it to her that I am the man I am today." You feel Denise let go of you and the palm of your hand is strangely cold. Then the warmth of Millie also leaves your body when Denise pulls her away from you, but when she holds your sister tightly in her arms and stops for a perfect moment, you feel the warmth in you again.

"Oh god Millie" Denise whispers into her friend's shoulder. "Thanks for everything." Denise holds Millie in her arms and your princess looks over her shoulder for your eyes. "Thank you so much, Millie."

"Foh waph" your sister tries to ask, but raises her arms and Denise does the same.

"For everything. That you brought me Finn, that you share him with me. That you let him help me and that you enrich my life so much. I am so thankful to you."

"I like to do that," says Millieand you can see her face soften. Her arms close even tighter around her friend's body and the two melt your heart as they let their joy to be your friends run free. The two young girls are standing in front of you, busy with themselves and luckily do not notice what is going on inside you. This moment should belong to them alone and if they knew how happy you are right now, they would surely throw themselves around you again. But seeing them like that is exactly what you need. The two friends celebrate each other and you can just stand by and experience how two lives that mean a lot to you are made better.

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The rest of the way, Millie and Denise walk hand in hand with you on one side. Sometimes you switch positions to feel each other's hands, but the conversation has wonderfully deviated from sex. You listen to the conversation your girls have and think about the future with them and the others. Before you can come to a conclusion the forest slowly clears around you, the light and the warmth of the sun increase and the sounds of laughing and shouting people reach your ears.

"We are there" you just mean and experience how your girls emerge from their world.

"We left you all out," Millie mumbles guiltily as pale gravel begins to crunch under your feet. Some people can already see you making a pilgrimage across the parking lot of the climbing garden to the ticket booth. Still, that (and everything else in the universe) can't stop you from pulling your sister to you and running your tongue between her soft lips. Denise giggles when she sees Millie trying to imitate you and the two of you ignoring other people's looks.

"The conversation between you guys is the best birthday present you could give me today" you laugh, but Millie doesn't understand.

“We weren't talking about anything special,” she muses with questioningly knitted eyebrows.

You just mean "Exactly" and stroke the light hair of Denise at the same time. Then you keep walking and after the two girls have pressed against you again you can see the entrance to your planned birthday adventure.

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"Fuuuuck!" Fortunately, your exclamation is quiet enough that no mother of the many family units here gives you an angry look. But that's exactly the point.

"I did not expect that," says Denise and looks at the long queue in front of the entrance house. Past it, you can see into the climbing park and it looks like a scene from 'Planet of the Apes'.

“So many people...” Millie mumbles. But that's not the problem. Your sister realizes the real reason for your outbreak. “This will surely to mess up the plan from Megan."

"That's right," says Denise. "We'll never get home on time for..." She looks at you. "Well." No betrayal of her secrets today. Then you are again the one on whom all looks and responsibility rest. That's how you want it though. You let your eyes jump from one girl to the other, then to the long queue and the trees of the climbing park. Millie and Denise wanted it so badly and even put on those sexy sportswear clothes and hiked all the way here with you for the experience. You owe it to them, even if the plan from your wombat will suffer. You know Megan very well and know that she won't be mad at you. You open your mouth, but then you see the changed expression on the face of Millie.

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“Are you sure about this BB?” That's a good question. But you are sure. Behind you the noises of the many people fall silent, some of whom are certainly very happy to have three fewer people in the queue in front of them. Millie does not ask you more than the question and trusts - like Denise - your judgment completely.

"Megan will be happy about it," says Denise to show that she is loyal to you. Millie nods too, but you just shake your head.

"That this helps Megan is just one side of my decision, yes."

"And the other one?" Denise understands a little faster than Millie. You're grinning mischievously at your kitten, which makes her blush slightly. This reaction often occurs when you are on the same level of thought with Denise. She always feels you when you think the same thing.

"It's obvious that you two were up to something else than just wanting to go climbing." Your grin worsens as Millie and Denise look at the ground. There would be a dozen ways to ask the two of them, but you make a deliberate choice of the one they like the most. "So out with it" you say a little stricter but with a knowing smile on your face. "Which one of you has something to say to me." Of course, it is the fingers of both girls that close tighter around your hands and Millie speaks half a second before Denise has opened her mouth.

"We asked Megan if she could include some... alone time with you for us in her schedule," Millie mumbles. It must be really difficult for her to admit that to you, but even more than being with you, she enjoys committing to you.

“Maybe we wanted, well, to have sex with you... in the climbing park,” says Denise as quietly as her friend. Your amused snort lets the two relax.

"Well, that would have been something" you almost laugh now and think back to the hardships that you already have behind you today.

"Well, and because you said it wasn't about sex..." continues Denise.

"And because we really enjoy being with you..." Millie adds.

"You didn't had a problem with us making a detour home?" you finish the sentence. It's true that you expected something like this and that the two girls are now confirming your assumption makes you proud. You are not a numbskull and can see how much the two enjoy feeling your body. But unfortunately even if you want to feel it too, you still don't feel anything between your legs. You can save yourself with the argument that you want to show the two of them that a relationship consists of more than just obedience and sex, but still the fact that you want to but you can't is unsettling. So it's a strange feeling for you to take over the conversation, but you are responsible for them no matter how you feel about it. "I can tell that you like to be with me."

"Oh yeah..." Millie mumbles and puts her cheek on your arm.

"It's based on reciprocity" you assure them as you lead them back on their way home. For a while you wander in silence and you watch the girls next to you. You wouldn't mind if they started joking again, but the conversation put them in a different mood. They wait patiently for you to determine the topic or give them another order. Briefly you concentrate on ensuring that this power does not go to your head, then you are ready. "Girls?" Two heads snap around and two pairs of eyes lock on you. You may not be sure whether you would be able to sexually satisfy the two if you were to lay them over the next fallen tree, but you are sure about your ability to look into their hearts and minds and transform what is in them into something beautiful. Millie and Denise see your face change, a grin lies on it and that makes the two jittery with anticipation. “I know we got off to a strange start, but I have to say that I wouldn't have wished otherwise. Millie.“ You turn to your sister.

"Yes BB?" You can almost not hear her so reverently she speaks to you.

“Everything you do is perfect for me. To be with you and to see how you develop is wonderful for me. And Denise. Seeing your strength is an inspiration. Of course I want to sleep with you two. Shit, I want to have sex with you so often until I can no longer walk.” The two girls break out into cheerful giggles, which corresponds to your plan. Not just Megan can do that. "But normally a relationship like ours, especially one as intimate and trusting as ours, would develop over months or even years." Denise understands that she is addressed and Millie finds a nice distraction in the touch of to you.

“Being with you is the best thing that happened to me, Finn. In my whole life.” You look at her and encourage her.

“I would like to know from you how you imagine life with me. With the other girls, I trust that they will tell me how they imagine it. But I know you guys. And I love you and the way you work with me. You would follow me wherever I go. But I would like to ask you today how you imagine our future together." Again you grin. "Sexually too. " You know this isn't what you promised Denise or ever did with Millie. But like with all other promises, this one comes to life with the assurance of their loyalty to your plan. Even you need to ensure that from time to time. Millie already knows that, Denise needs to learn it soon. It is a good sign that your two girls take a look at each other and have a silent conversation. Again you see the similarities, but also the small differences that make them hesitate. After a minute, it's Denise who lets your princess go first. You suspect because she wants to show you that she can wait, but certainly also because she still needs some time to find her words. Millie, on the other hand, is grateful for the chance to talk to you and the words gush out of her.

“I want to grow old with you BB” she begins dreamily. “I want to be your little sister and your girlfriend. I want to be with you, near you. I wish that you would take care of me and that I would always be as happy as I am here by the lake. Sure, I know it won't be easy for you, but I'll do everything to make you proud of me.” That she thinks of you first is a sign that she has found her strength again. After the experiences with her first 'boyfriend', she was sad and insecure. Now this behavior has changed and you can feel her zest for action and the security that you give her in every one of her words. Still, she wants you by her side and you are the one who can hardly believe your luck. “I know that I still have a lot to learn in life. There is still so much for me to discover. I used to be scared of it and would have never left the house. It was only possible with you and I really want to prove to you that I deserve you. Now I'm not afraid of life anymore. I want to experience everything with you. I want to have sex with you and do anything to see you happy. I do everything for you because I love you. Don't worry, I understand that I don't have to obey you.” She grins happily, but frowns at the thought, but also a bit confused. "But I want that," she says confidently and has found her way again. “Life is so wonderful and easy and fantastic and exciting with you. I feel good in the life that you want for me and I like to be with Denise and Megan and Maureen and Emma and everyone else... also... sexually." She smiles again. There are things in her life that you will have to determine from now on and it makes you proud that Millie has chosen you to lead her through it. “I see how you treat Denise and I believe I can see the differences between her and me and how you treat us. I'm looking forward to the day when I understand what you are doing for us. And until then I believe that it will be best for me if I listen to you. I learned so much from you. The sex with you is so overwhelming that I don't quite understand it. But I don't have to either, I think. I just have to cuddle up to you and when I sit on your lap I am the happiest princess in the universe.” Then she interrupts herself and laughs cheerfully. "Do you see? I babble to myself and don't really know what I'm going to say.” You give her the time until she has found an answer. “Actually, I have no thought about the future. I only live in the moment. Megan once told me that, and I think that's the best explanation. Everyone has to wonder what the future holds, but I think I'll be happiest when you decide that."

You are touched but also shocked. Millie looks so confident as she says this. You have spoken to her many times and your parents have also asked her what she wants to be doing later. At that time she had gotten out of the subject and now you understand why. To say that she'll leave all of this to you would certainly not go down well with mum and dad. And you are worried too, although the anticipation of taking responsibility for your sister and her life outweighs the problem. You can't deny that this is exactly what you want, and it's only logical that Millie chose this path. But still…

“But don't you have any wishes or ideas about what your life should look like later?” You find it surprisingly difficult not to sound ****. Admitting that you always wished this is not a good option for you. But still…

"I know that you will find the best life for me." You can not think of anything. "As long as I'm allowed to be with you, I don't care what you decide for me." Millie looks up at you, grabs your hand tighter and maybe she knows what her words mean to you. If not, her trust is still perfect. “I love you BB… Finn… and being with you is the best thing in my life. I owe all of this to you. Because of you, Megan and Maureen get along, I feel good at school again, well, I will, and I'm not afraid of the future and... will have the best sex. Yes, I still have a lot to learn and I also know that you like to take care of me. I can tell you that I love you for that. But when you ask me about my future I can only hope that you are satisfied with that I only rely on you.” She smiles shyly and knows, that it is the best what see can say to you. But she also seems to understand what it means to put her life in your hands.

"My God Mille..." There is not much more you can say and your sister is patiently waiting for you to give her life meaning.

"It just feels good to be with you," she explains, a little embarrassed when she realizes what her words do with you. “I wish for nothing more than to spend my life with you and to live the life that you wish for me. I-I think that's the best way to help you."

"You are perfect Millie Lynchwood." It is sheer desperation. You could have understood if your princess had said she never wanted to be apart from you. With your current life, it would surely have been possible to move in with Emma and take Millie in while the other girls take turns to visit you. But this... This is a completely different situation and you can only respond to her vote of confidence with your standard line. You haven't come up with anything better, more meaningful about Millie. Probably also because you are always so empty in your head when you experience these faithful eyes and gentle touch. You have to say something to her anyway because she is still looking at you expectantly and it is impossible for you to disappoint her. “I know we're close. That we love each other. But... But that you feel this way for me is the best gift that you can give me."

“How else should I feel for you?” asks your little sister, somewhat perplexed. “I… I don't even know how to live my life any other way. I don't want to live my life any other way.” She shakes her head. "You make me so happy. And all I know is that I wanna be with you. You decide everything else. Isn't that what a little sister is all about? The trust in her big brother?"

"I don't know Millie." Now it's you who can only shake your head. "I just know that you are perfect for me." And then something happens that surprises you and Millie too.

"No." The word from the mouth of Millie makes you and Denise stop. "No." You haven't heard wrong. Millie just contradicted you.

"What...?" asks Denise, aghast, and for a second forgets that she was listening to the two of you in fascination until now.

"No Finn." Three times now, you haven't misheard. “I may not know much, but I know you know everything there is to know. I understand that you are perfect for me brother and that only that makes me the little sister that you deserve. I'm only like this because I'm trying to do you justice. S-Sorry for saying 'no'” she stutters now as she catches the looks from you and Denise. “But you make our life perfect for us and you know everything you need for it. I had a lot of doubts before we got together, but never once did I doubt that you were perfect for me.” She straightens, clenches her fists and looks at you firmly. Everyone can tell that she is not really comfortable in her current role. "For me, there is only the path by your side and it is perfect because I can be with you."

"O... Okay..." you stammer. "I promise you, Millie, that I'll always be the brother you deserve." Just the thought of being there for the two girls won't make you cry.

“I know that brother. And... And I'm looking forward to you showing me what's to come in my life.” When your little Millie hugs you, it's like the first time for you. When your hands come to rest on her back, it feels as if you've never hugged her before, but still know everything about her. You have never felt so weak before. But before the thoughts of responsibility, future, worries or fears can reach you, you understand that Millie gave you the greatest gift there is. You will be allowed to take care of her forever. Even if she fully controls her and lets you lead her, it is she who saves your life. You will never doubt yourself again. Whenever something is nagging on you, all you have to do is remember that Millie gives you meaning in life.

"Wow. Just… wow.” Denise tore herself out of her silent astonishment and can now feel the looks of her friend and her lover on her. "I didn't want to interrupt you," she assures you but gives you and Millie a reason to clench your mouths and lets Millie experience her big brother the way she always wanted it to be.

"And what about you?" you ask her while Millie catches her breath after your intense token of love. You are a little embarrassed to have let yourself go like this, but the feeling of perfection cannot be shaken off. Millie tries to help you too by talking to Denise.

"Sorry," she says, but sounds more enthusiastic than depressed about the experience with you. "I didn't mean to take him away like that." She tucks a strand of hair behind her ear that had moved from contact with you. "I told you he was perfect." Luckily for you, Denise laughs out loud.

“Oh yes, I can see that. Don't worry Millie, I understand how you feel for him."

"You can feel that for him too," her friend assures her and comes before you with the promise. The two still get along well and Denise is not the type of person who is bothered by such behavior. You two have already seen too much together for that.

"I do thou." Denise hugs her friend tightly and while Millie enjoys the touch, you recognize something in her movements. Being surrounded by so much affection has an effect on Denise. "All because of you. Thank you so much.” The two of them hug even more and make you feel good. Then finally they split up and Millie asks her friend how she envisions her future with you. Of course you are also very curious about her words, even if you suspect that something similar will come out of her as with Millie. It's not the fault of Denise that she's dependent on you, even in a more direct way than Millie. She has said it several times and there is little doubt that she will follow your instructions no matter what you tell her. So you and Millie are even more surprised when Denise evades the question in an uncomfortable way. You can see that she is burdened by something. Millie asks her aghast if she made a mistake and looks at you for help. Denise quickly assures her "No you don't."

"What is it then?" asks Millie and takes your hand while Denise walks next to you a step away from you.

"Give her time," you advise your sister without leaving the eyes of Denise.

"I just don't understand," murmurs your princess. The mood is much cooler when you both look at the other girl. "Doesn't she feel the same for you as I do?" You can understand the question and you also think you know the reason why Denise does not react to the affection that she experiences. You think that maybe you can help her.

"She does, honey, don't worry," you assure Millie and, subliminally, Denise too. You know that Denise enjoys the time with you very much, but that it is difficult for her to adapt to the new lifestyle. There's no doubt that she wants to, just doesn't know exactly how to do it yet. You choose to let Millie explain to her friend what living with you means. “Millie, Denise likes to be with us, don't worry. She just has to get used to it.” Millie sinks into her thoughts for a moment but then turns to her friend.

"Is it really that difficult for you to accept your happiness?"

"No, I don't think so," says the other girl quickly. "Only if you ask me how I imagine the future with Finn..." She needs several attempts to continue speaking and you can immediately see how much trouble it is for her to balance on the fine line. You can understand and admire the brave girl even more, after all, you had years to learn this skill. Denise manages it surprisingly well. "If you ask me what my future should look like, I can't answer that." Your plan works when Denise turns to Millie and the bond between the two is further strengthened. Maybe you can get the two of them to support each other, which could make Millie more confident and give Denise a pillow to let herself down. “I fell in love with your brother because he was so casual with you. I didn't understand how he can be such a great brother and still sleep with you. I've learned that only one of the two things works. But Finn is there for me and makes me happy in every way I can think of. But I don't know what else can come. When I see you, I'm really jealous of you."

"What?" Millie is startled at these words, which almost makes you giggle. "Jealous?"

"Yes. You are so confident and determined and you know exactly what you want."

"What?" Millie almost screeches and puts her hands over her mouth. She looks at you questioningly and is even more shocked at your nod.

“You know very well that you can rely on Finn. I still have to get used to having someone like that in my life. I don't know that yet and the realization overwhelms me every time.” Then your plan works completely and Denise recognizes another part of the framework that makes her life more stable. “That's why I like being his kitten so much Millie. I'm not like you. The freedom to make decisions scares me. I'm not his sister and sometimes I think if I do something wrong I will lose him.” Now Millie gets mad.

"That's nonsense. My BB would never do anything like that!” She looks at you desperately again and you step to help.

"Do not worry. Denise knows that I will stay with her.” You caress the two girls' shoulders and their reactions are the same again. "You've known it all your life, Denise only a week."

"Hm. Okay.” Your sister looks at her friend. "Sorry." Denise just shrugs her shoulders,

"Everything okay. That's exactly what I'm talking about. I don't know that kind of connection and when someone treats me like that, it overwhelms me.” She pauses and begins to giggle. To her friend's questioning look she replies: “I can worry about these things because you guys and Finn are helping me. I've lived just for the moment for a long time. It is new for me to know myself. When you say so confidently that you want to follow him, I admire that. And I want that too. Just for another reason."

“It is not love that makes Denise submit to me. When she wears the leash, collar and ears, she is free. She's my friend too, when she's just being herself, but when she put these things on she puts the responsibility in my hands.” Only now does Millie seem to understand the extent of your deal.

“I thought you simply would enjoy it. I didn't understand that it is so important for you.” Denise hugs your sister again. You yourself stand outside the circle and only intervene to support them. You don't know if Denise understands that she's helping herself right now.

“I enjoy it too Mille. Take a look at him. How could I not?” Millie blushes and hides her giggles behind her delicate fingers. “You follow him because you love him. I follow him because I need that. And because he allows it, helps me, that's why I love him. You obey him out of certainty and love, I obey him out of gratitude."

"I thought we were similar in that" your sister muses and now understands her friend's struggle better.

"So if someone asks me what my future should look like, I'm just happy to say that this is not my decision," says Denise and sounds relieved. "Do you ever have any doubts whether you are good enough for your brother?" Millie shakes her head vigorously.

"No way. It's the easiest thing in my life and I always think about what I can do for my BB."

“We are similar in that,” confirms Denise. "I have yet to learn that I don't need to worry about that." She moans softly. "And then comes the worry about not making life too difficult for him." That makes Millie laugh.

"Yes I understand."

“Hey” you exclaim with mock horror. "You are both great the way you are."

“See?” Millie asks Denise. “This is your life now. And you don't have to do much for that. It's very simple.” Denise looks at you apologetically.

"I just still think I have to undress for it," she mumbles. Again it is something new for Millie to understand that sex with you is a different kind of reward for her than it is for Denise.

"Can I help you somehow?" The two girls look at each other and when they realize that it is not up to them to make this decision, the best moment of the whole trip unfolds before your eyes. Millie is the first to recognize the situation and turns to you. She is happy that you are there, that she could be useful and that she understands her friend better now. Perhaps she is also happy that her relationship with you is based on clear and, above all, well-established rules that she has already internalized. Denise, on the other hand, realizes that from now on she doesn't have to worry about such difficulties and can leave it to you to take care of her. When she falls into your arms, she laughs in relief. While Denise is enjoying your company, you exchange looks with Millie. Yes, she now understands what is going on with Denise. It was important for both of them to recognize the differences in their behavior. Both are still too inexperienced in confronting such thoughts on their own and with you, it is just cosmic luck that you have recognized it. The differences had to be shown because otherwise a dynamic of its own might have developed between the two that you could not control. Millie mustn't think Denise would submit to you for the same reasons as she, because each of them is unique in its own way. Nevertheless, it makes it easier for you to see that the two now also recognize the similarities between them and it is not only the love for you that all the girls in your life share, but also the trust that you will lead them into a wonderful life.

From this conversation you yourself take the responsibility out of carrying the burden of Denise on your shoulders. Millie is proud to be able to shoulder part of her pack herself from now on and even if she is your little princess, she seems to enjoy being something like Megan and taking care of Denise with you. That gives you an idea.

"Tell us, Millie, what do you think of helping me with the training of Denise?" The eyes of your princess widen and Denise lifts her head from your chest and looks at you questioningly. "I will not always be there for you her" you explain and immediately regret your choice of words. But the girl on your chest is smart.

“I don't want to stand between you and your other girls either. But... I admit that I'm a little... afraid to be alone."

"You don't have to when Millie is with you when I can't be." Your sister is jumping up and down excitedly and making not only Denise happy.

“That's a great idea BB” she exclaims and hugs you and Denise in a bumpy but sweet way. “I can often come to you to sleep and when Finn is with Emma, ​​we’ll have a TV evening downstairs in the living room.“ Denise is silent for a moment.

"If that's what you want," she just says and looks at you.

"Of course I want that. You don't want that?" Millie releases the hug.

"Yes," Denise mumbles. "I just thought you'd want to spend as much time with him as possible, too." She shrugs. Millie surprises you by punching her friend on the arm, and not too softly.

“Of course I want that. But when my BB says something, I'm happy to make him happy. You said yourself that we are similar in that."

"Yes then..." Denise is not yet completely convinced. The thought of keeping Millie away from you is new to her.

"Denise" you growl and grin broadly. "Say 'yes'."

"Yes" comes the answer immediately and relief is written on her face in big bright letters. You notice that there are also advantages to being able to determine them. Especially when you can '****' them to be happy.

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You spend the rest of the way home in silence, then in shallow conversation. Each of you has to process something different and under your guidance the girls find it easier than you. Millie ponders the new role you gave her. She speaks softly and with a concentrated voice about the role she wants to take on in your life and that of Denise. You encourage her when she shrinks from the task, reassuring her that it will be worth it for her and that you are proud of her. The bottom line then is that it will be good for you to see Millie blossom under your guidance. Then you promise her that she will always be your little sister, a promise that she will always care, and then watch Millie look at Denise.

"I can do that if you help me BB," she says, but fixes her eyes on Denise, who is also smiling. Your kitten ponders her role too. You have to reassure her again and again that she can make mistakes without fear of consequences. You show her that you understand her worries and that you will stand by her side in the challenges you will impose on her. She admits something to fear about the future, but when Millie hugs her one last time and assures her that their friendship will never break, her day seems to be saved. Soon after, the two of them do acrobatics around you again and with one last laugh on your part, the mood is as exuberant as before.

That is, for your two treasures. You, on the other hand, hide a deeply worried mind behind your grin and the encouraging calls. With Megan and from now on Emma too, you couldn't have done that. The two would see right through you. But with the two young girls, you still have the luxury of the considerations that the conversation brought you. The friends develop at a rapid pace. So fast that you get queasy. About a week ago, Millie was different and Denise was completely different. What will be in the next week? You are least concerned about your role in it. As long as Millie is okay, you are happy too, and the fact that you are a little afraid to let her go does not matter to you. Still, there are some important questions you need to ask yourself once you get home. But not now. Now what counts are the girls and the future that I can give them. Millie will always be your little sister, yes. And she loves you too, yes. And you also want to spend your life together. But just as the government is sure to have a plan for the unlikely event of an alien invasion somewhere in a closet, you must ask yourself what happens if Millie wants to live her life alone. Your sister is still young and the world is open to her. As far as you are concerned, you have found your place in the middle of your friends and you can well imagine spending your life with Emma. But if your sisters decide that you have helped them enough, then you must not stand in their way. And neither will you.

It's the same with Denise. She won't depend on you forever. There's a chance she'll be your girlfriend for life, and if you do it right, your little kitten, too, along with love and affection. But that would also mean that she would never develop. And is that a goal you can stand behind? In any case, these are not the thoughts you should be having on your birthday. But you have them and they cannot be suppressed.

You manage to keep up appearances with clenched teeth and be the big brother and protector for Millie and Denise. It seems to have been a very nice day for them and that you manage to discuss such serious issues with them and still make them happy is a good thing. Still, your happiness shouldn't stand in the way of that of the girls. When the forest clears again and the bright glitter of the sun on the lake between the trunks blinds your eyes, you are torn from your bad weather front. You feel a warm body on yours.

"Thanks for the nice day Finn" Denise mumbles happily in your chest and Millie hangs on your arm. The two are happy, that's what counts. And maybe everything will go well and you can stay with these dear people forever.

"The best birthday of my life," you say and make the two of them laugh. It's that easy. And it's just as easy for you to put the happiness of your girls above yours, should it ever get to the point that you have to make a decision.

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A few words from me, Finn. You know, not the lucky one, but the happy one, that delivered way too late but still... you know.

So, maybe you noticed a few things in regard of our loved Millie Lynchwood?

her character arch is mostly complete, at last, she had her appearance first and so she had an early start. So the question to you guys is, in what way you like her to develop next.

I created her as a bit insecure, shy, maybe with a bit anxious looks at the world. Feelings, only you as her big brother could change. Now you taken care of her, included her in a big (and still expanding!) family and gave her a meaning in life. So we have two choices.

1. We can build on that. Millie could develop further and learn to stand more on her feet alone. That DOESN'T means that she will love Finn/you less of course. You are still siblings and siblings stick together! The theme is, that she can always rely on you and that gives her strength. Furthermore, there are other girls in your life/ the life of Finn, who depend on him. Namely Denise an... oops. Don't mind. ;) So Millie could develop more into a 'second Megan' or so. I will gladly listen to your thoughts on that.
2. The question just is, if Milly would like that at all. maybe she WANTS to stay the way she is right now. Everything is fine, she loves Finn/You and knows her life can't get much better. Is it really a better life for her if she separates from you even a little bit? You protect her, give her meaning and help her with her feelings and burdens in life. We all want a challenge but still, want someone by our site who loves us, either way, we win or lose. So Millie could stay the way she is. At last, she doesn't suffer from her love and dependence on you. She likes it as she said.
3. Well, she could... maybe... fall back a bit in her behavior because of the life outside the holiday house. I admit that is a strange thought, but could work if you want that. Don't know. I have an Idea for that, that could work.

So you have three possibilities. Develop further - separate a bit.

Stay like she is right now - no more development.

Go back a bit - more like the beginning of the story.

Take your time, change your mind as often as you like, left a comment and share your thoughts if you want.

But most of all: Have a good time!

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