It' a long way to Tipperary

Chapter 91

You wait a few more minutes, prepare, go through your words and make sure that you don't leave anything to chance. An astonished hum comes from your throat as you realize that nothing is going as planned with the girls up there in your room. You have to adjust to this and accept it. You are responsible for them and can and will only control them to a certain extent. Even Denise you prefer to see by your side without a collar and leash. The unpredictability of living with all these wonderful souls is what makes your life so exciting. And even if some would like you to be the hars, controlling, calculating and all-in-one commander in chief of this alliance of the willing, you are just a person who has been catapulted into an incredibly crazy and wonderful situation. And as a person, your knees go weak when you think about the fact that you are now, during the transition into a new year of life and the soon return to a 'normal' life, making your relationships with your three sisters, one anxious and strong girl and a sweet and a bit kinky girl kind of public and reassure them all that you want to spend your life with them. So little time has passed. Your head almost bursts with all the thoughts and open questions that still need to be answered. But one thing is certain, and that is what keeps you going. Your Loves will support you and give you the strength you need.

---

You see a back disappear in the next room and you can't tell whether it belongs to Susan or Claire. Grinning, you walk past the door of your room and stick your head into Millie and her friends' room. The two sisters sit on the bed and look at you. Trying to pretend nothing is happend is an instant failure when Claire looks at you.

“That's nothing against you,” you say without needing to explain what it is about. "I keep my word." The two bow and with a nod of the head you send them down to the other girls. The sisters obey immediately and while Claire hugs you, Susan scurries past you without being able to look at you. For the following conversation, the house is divided into two areas. The ground floor and the surrounding area are free for the girls who are not yours... yet. You doubt Carrie - and now Karen - will join this circle anytime. But when you hear Rachel chasing the two smaller ones out of the house and proposing to lie in the sun on the beach, you can turn your attention to your door with a clear conscience.

Just before you turn the handle, you hear a noise at the other end of the hall. Another figure stands in the passage to the bathroom. While excited voices can be heard from your room, you turn around and see who is hiding from you.

"Hey," Maureen says when you come so close that you can't miss her. She leans casually against the door frame, but it doesn't take a second glance to recognize her charade.

“What's wrong?” you ask gently and take her hands. You have rarely seen your big sister so nervous. But then it dawns on you. While Megan and Millie happily came up the stairs and Denise and Emma knew exactly what to expect, Maureen doesn't have that luxury. And she confirms your suspicion with a crooked grin, which is thrown off course by her nervousness.

"I..." she clears her throat quietly. "I'm a little nervous." You want to tell her that she doesn't need to be, but suppress the urge. Maureen is intelligent. Instead you try the next step.

"I get that" you agree and it seems to work. “None of them and certainly not I **** you into this group. I know that you don't have the bonds that hold the others together.” At first Maureen looks relieved but then contrite. She presses her lips together, looks at the ceiling and grunts angrily at herself. Then she glances at you apologetically.

“The agreement you made is a good decision. No secrets and everything is discussed openly. That's a good idea."

“That works for you too. Even if you don't have a friendship with any of the girls... "

"Millieand Megan are my sisters," you are interrupted, which has a pleasant result. "I'll do it for them." A teasing grin and a poke on the shoulder. "It would break the poor heart of Millie if I skip this round." You touch the back of her hand with your thumb and she interlocks her fingers with yours.

"Just don't expect me to forget you" you admonish her and smile. An unspoken agreement is reached. A few days ago you would not have been able to assure Maureen that you would give her her freedom. There would be too much concern that your other girls would think you were up to something. But now you are sure that all your loved ones will not only understand you, but also Maureen. Because from now on Maureen is one of them.

"I would never think" assures your big sister and lets go of your hand. She opens the door to your room, steps through and makes room for you to go through as well.

---

The chatter dies as soon as the eyes are on you. Maureen winks at you over her shoulder and walks to the other end of the room while you stop in the doorway. You may never get used to the wave of love that hits you like a hammer every time you meet one of your girls. Now that everyone but Maureen is looking at you like that, the collective love almost knocks you out of the room again. You look at your ladies one after the other, where you are no longer afraid of putting someone at a disadvantage. That too is one of your tasks now, done like breathing in the background. As if by yourself, you switch from one loving pair of eyes to the other and you don't have to worry about looking at someone for too long or too short. Megan and Denise are sitting on either side of Millie and Emma and Maureen have got two chairs from the kitchen. Maureen nods to her and deliberately sits down in a corner a little away from the group. She crosses her legs and when she has sat down, everything awaits your next step. And all of a sudden you lose tension and you switch to automatic mode. What you have to say is too important to be influenced by your insecurity.

“Thank you all for comming”, you say at the beginning. Great. Make it sound like a business meeting. You grin as crookedly as Maureen.

"Is everything okay?" asks Megan, who, as always, notices that something is bothering you.

"It's always with you by my side" you grin and thank your sister, who, as always, brings you back on track. The girls all react in their usual way. While Denise and Emma blushes a bit, Millie and Megan grin broadly at you and Maureen giggles a bit, but otherwise holds back. You sigh. "No. Of course, it's me who has something to say. How else could it be?"

"We look forward to listening to you," says Millie and nodding all around takes the rest of your worries away.

“We’re only here at the lake for so short” you begin. “And so much has happened. I... don't really know where to start. But it doesn't matter. Just at the beginning.” You look at your two younger sisters. “Megan, Millie. I have loved you since the moment I first saw you. You are exactly what I have always wanted in life. Megan, when you hug me and jump on me in the morning, I never know if I'm strong enough to pick you up. But every time I find the strength to carry you because it is the best feeling and I look forward to it every morning. Everyone here knows I'm a late riser like Millie. But if I feel you on me and know that you are happy to see me, then it doesn't matter what challenges await me that day.” You look around. “You all owe something to this girl, because without her, I wouldn't be able to go beyond myself. Without Megan, I wouldn't have the confidence to be sure to be a good friend to all of you.” Emma looks over at Megan and laughs when she sees the same blush as on her own face. Both girls have wet eyes, but pull themselves together. To cry now would mean interrupting your monologue and no one in the room wants that. "Megan, you are the reason I took the path that will make us all happy. I will never forget that. And the only thing I can still ask of you is that you tell me everything how I can make you even happier. OK?"

"Pro-homissed Big-g-hi" your middle sister sobs a bit and rubs the back of her hand over her eyes. Like Millie, she wears her wristband every day.

"Millie" you go on and your little sister turns away from Megan and looks you in the eye. “It was precisely this look that made me fall in love with you. I... nobody in my life trusts me that much. It… always overwhelms me to know that I somehow managed to get you to see me that way. Every time I wake up in the morning and the first thing I feel is your body next to mine, I am catapulted to the highest heights. The whole day is then one big party because I know that you will hug me in the afternoon.” Her lower lip trembles, but Millie stays upright and fixes her eyes on you. "I'm so proud of you. I can only live my life because I know that I have you. Taking care of you, worrying about you and being able to make sure you have nice days gives me a purpose in life. Where Megan ensures that I have strength, you give direction to that strength. Without you, I wouldn't be who I am now. I would be lost without you.” Megan wraps her arms around Millie and your sisters lean against each other without taking their eyes off you. “You are just perfect the way you are. And by trying to emulate this ideal you make me a better person.” You also have to pause for a few seconds and take a few deep breaths. What a great idea to talk to all the girls at the same time. But you wouldn't want it any other way.

"Emma." Your companion looks at you the same way she did in the aquarium. You can hardly suppress a happy laugh, but your stomach is already sore from the exertion. "Please don't try to pounce on me, okay? It's not easy for both of us.” Her fingers have wrapped around the seat of the chair so tightly that her knuckles turn white. Her shoulders are tense and her lips have lost all color so tightly she presses them together. She has pressed her thighs together and even her toes are so cramped that she is balancing her legs on the tip of her big toe like a ballerina.

"Prmssd" she grunts and creates a short smile. It is not easy for you to continue either, but of course you find your way through to it.

“I never dreamed that one day my sisters would reciprocate my feelings. I always worried that if I gave in to my love for one of them, there would be a break between them and me. When both of them returned my love, surpassed it, I never thought that it would get any better. I thought this was my life. Two girlfriends, two sisters. I would never have asked more of life, or even dared to ask. And then you came. It's crazy how life is sometimes. I've had strong feelings for you for a long time. But I never got close to you because I was afraid I'd only take advantage of you. I was aware that I was longing after three girls and that wasn't right. I live with my sisters, see them every day. It was only natural for me that I wanted to spare you a fate in which you would come third.” It is difficult to guess which of you struggles the most at these words not to fall on the other. Millie and Megan feel compelled to stand by your side and take some of the blame. Emma almost collapses for the same reasons and because she sees herself as guilty. You move on quickly. “But it was so spot on. The evening you showed me your feelings was beautiful and special for me, and not just for the obvious reasons. You showed me that I can't do everything right. It is impossible to expect so much from yourself and to rely on a perfect result. You showed me with your kind and... fuck... damn cute manner that there are people outside of my family who can and want to overlook my weaknesses and inadequacies. I never felt entitled to love you and that's why I held back. The time we weren't together isn't spoiled or lost. You made the time before you into something that helps me further in life. And for that, I am forever grateful to you. I've made mistakes, blame myself for things, and no one in this room had to make more sacrifices than you to be with me. And you're still here! You are still happy! What you've done for me is the greatest good of friendship. To have patience, understanding and trust, and all of this in a situation in which these values are so strongly strained by lust and love and happiness and desire. You are the perfect example of a perfect girlfriend that I don't deserve and that I work on myself for every day. You show me humanity and make sure that I don't lift off the ground and try to conquer the world. I use the effort and energy that you invest in me for people like Denise and Maureen and Susan and Claire. Megan is the energy, Millie is the direction and you are what holds us all together in this room. You are my enchanting elf and what you did for Megan and Millie on... that day... I will never be able to repay."

"One kiss from you is all I need to be happy for the rest of my life." You have never heard Emma so hoarse. But still she laughs. “And maybe a hot night.” It's not just you who need this break to laugh. Megan and even Denise and Maureen laugh too, while Millie giggles and rubs her nose.

"Denise." The Van Buren winces and instinctively grabs her bare neck. Her head twitches towards you and her gaze is that of a child who knows at Christmas that it was not nice, but still receives presents. “You may think you owe me something. Obedience, for example. Or good behavior.” You shake your head. "It's not like that." Then you point to the girls in the room. “It is these people who have helped you. They made me who I am now. They made it possible that I can stand by you in the times that are behind you and also in those that are still to come. Only through them do I have the will and the opportunities to stand by your side and help to make you happy. If only one of them were different, angrier or more jealous, then I would be just as much a monster as those I want to protect you from. Our agreement is based on the promise that you only do what makes you happy and that I only ask you to do what helps you. Without the world these people created for me, I couldn't help you. And the word debt doesn't exist in this world. You are free Denise. As free as maybe never in your life. And to know that I can be part of it, that I can accompany you on the journey, at the end of which there is only one destination where you are perfectly happy, is the greatest task of my life. I'll take care of Millie and Megan and Emma will take care of me.” You grin again. “You see, there is an imbalance. I really like to take care of you. To see how you revive is always a wonderful sight.” Unlike the other girls, Denise just looks at you without moving a muscle or twisting a face. The only evidence that your life hasn't stopped are her occasional blinks. But you know what's going on in her and you know that you are speaking to a whole, healed Denise. She does not touch her neck and is very calm. "I'm looking forward to the future with you and to the decisions you will make. And I look forward to being there when you become the person we all see in you. And that's exactly…“ You wait and Denise shows a reaction for the first time. Movement returns to her body and she looks first at you and then at Millie next to her. "Now!" You say and her head snaps back to you. She still doesn't say anything, but then something changes in her gaze. At first, she doesn't understand and then seeks your gaze. Maybe you can tell her how she feels. Then she understands. She feels something and you only stated it - if at all - but you don't own the feeling. “These are your feelings and you can handle them. Your thoughts and you control them. You are strong. And I'm strong because of you.” A smile, a good smile. “Energy, direction, cohesion. And you are the proof that I can use these gifts from the people I love to do something good. To use rigor and anger only when something good grows out of them is something noble. You are the living, breathing and loving proof that I am a person who can be loved and not a monster who takes woman after woman and devours them. You are proof of my humanity and the correctness of my path.” The only thing you get from Denise is a slight nod, but it says everything that needs to be said.

Then there is only one girl left in the room. She is the one who is the most nervous of all. But maybe you are too. "I would like to spare you the embarrassment Maureen," you say and pout apologetically. Your eldest sister is sitting in her chair at a comfortable distance from Emma and suddenly feels all eyes on her. As with Emma, her shoulders tense up a little and the tip of her toes in her gray socks seems to interest her on a burning note. Seeing her feet move is kind of cute. "But" you mean and she looks at you with a shyness that you have rarely seen in her. “But there is the big 'but' of love that is in the room.” She smiles at the word and you know that this conversation will end well. “I've always admired you. But you have always been a special case."

"A particularly difficult case," she whispers and smiles as if she wants to apologize for her behavior.

"Do you see? And that's why I love you so much.” Maureen can't follow you. “You are a normal person Maureen. You have weaknesses just like any other of us. I know because I've hafe enough of them.” Your older sister wants to say something, but then she thinks about it better. “Are you stressed about your parents? Talk to Susan and Claire. Or with me. Do you think I always get along well with my stepmum?"

"I can understand that" agrees Megan and looks at Maureen amicably. And she returns the gesture, which you really like. “The way you behave is not a bad thing. It is a good thing. We live in a tough world where you rarely get second chances. We both know that. Our families are... not always the perfect examples of harmony and cohesion. We all know that. And somewhere on the long road you've already come, you've come to the conclusion that you are the bad guy... well, woman. It's only natural. But should I tell you something?” It's a serious question and Maureen can tell by the way you look at her for aproval, which changes the expression on her face. With any other girl here you'd just keep talking, but Maureen is your older sister. She has been through more than you and deserves your docility. Maybe that's exactly what she needs. Most of the time, anyway. Maureen nods to you. “You think I am the hero in our story? The good knight who saves everyone? I've had people on my side for as long as I could remember. And they helped me. I've never been in a position to lose them. Whenever you've talked to me, you've had to fight the danger that life will separate us both. That's not fair. And I realized it far too late. I've always admired you and if I said that, then no one understood me.” Megan looks guiltily at the floor, but everyone is surprised that Millie also grabs her sister's arm tighter and lowers her head. “I didn't know it myself until recently, but now I do. To see how you defend your being and your experience in a world that otherwise only radiates joy is inspiring. When I'm around you, I feel like your little brother. I know I can come to you because no one else in my life can cope with the challenges in life as well as you. You may never have been told that, but that we got together is no coincidence and certainly has nothing to do with your weakness and my strength. I am strong because I have people behind me who love me unconditionally. You are strong because you want to be. And even if you think you don't have this strength or you sometimes forget it, I feel comfortable and safe in your embrace. And all of this without any outside help.” You pause and look at the girl in front of you. You are proud of her and happy to call her your friend and love. “You evoke these feelings and that is a fact. That you need help sometimes only makes you more valuable to me and all of your friends. Even if you don't always feel that you belong in this group of people, you always have people who are there for you. And we all benefit from you as a person. Calling you my girlfriend is an honor and I can just give these damn speeches and make all these girls happy here," you point to the other friends, "because I know that I have you who I can come to in the evening and who get me the reassurance that I did the right thing. You are so much more than 'Maureen the older sister'. You are my support in life, my security, my life jacket and my mainstay. And besides, you're damn funny and quick-witted. I get up against Megan if I say something wrong and Millie forgives me almost everything. But it's you who make me look in the mirror and wonder if I really did everything right. You are the serious thing in my life.” You break off and look around the room. Not only you, but also Maureen and Emma look to your other sisters, but there is no need to fear about them. You look back at Maureen, who frowned and is looking at you. You catch your breath and get nervous. You fear that your words will not do it justice. “You see?” you ask again and helplessly raise your arms. “When I talk to you, I'm nervous and I don't really know what to say. What idiot says to a girl that he loves, that she is the serious part of his life?” You grin at her apologetically, almost pleadingly.

And then Maureen speaks. She speaks softly and thoughtfully, does not look at you. But her voice is more **** and touched than ever.

“Maybe it's not just you and me,” she says without looking up. “Maybe it's up to us all. Yes, I don't always feel like I belong in this group. That happens when you're not part of the family.” She looks up and looks at you first and then at her sisters. "I had always wanted that." Megan grimaces but Maureen gets ahead of her. “I never blamed them for it. I have always looked for and found responsibility in myself. Many difficulties in my life have been made worse by my own behavior. I just didn't know how to fit into a group.” She looks every girl in the room in the face, some look back at her and some don't. "When I see how easy it is for all of you, I can't understand what the difficulty is." Then she looks at you and you can't decide whether to look at her or not. Finally your eyes land on her chin and her soft lips, which move skillfully and clearly as she continues. “But it was you who got me to keep trying. Even if it feels strange at times, I enjoy being part of your group. And Finn, you are right about a lot of the things you say. But not with one thing.” Now you have to look at your sister and your heart leaps into the air when you see her smile slightly.

"What was I wrong about?"

“With that it was your fault. I know you blame yourself for the fact that it took so long and was so bumpy to us finally end up in bed.” Now she's grinning rather than smiling and she enjoys seeing you sweat. “I've always liked you. When I saw you for the first time, on our first visit to you and your... our new family, I already knew what would become of you. Millie clung to you like a burdock and Megan could not be got out of your orbit. Millie even waited for you before the bath. I already knew then that you would never disappear from our lives again. At the time, I wasn't sure if that was a good thing. But today I am glad that you were there for my sisters when I couldn't. And even if you think that you have let me down, I can tell you that you haven't. It always helped me to know that Megan and Millie - those ungrateful little brats - were safe and happy. You have an effect on me too, Finn. You always had. No matter how bad I was, or how many assholes like Josh I came together with, I knew deep down that you hadn't given up on me. I haven't always been good to you.” She looks back at her sisters. “Or to you. Nothing can change that. But we're connected by one thing.” Now she looks at the other girls too. "We all. You and me. And this is this stupid little boy who thinks he has to protect his big sister.” She points at you and a low chuckle shows you that everyone else is on your side and on the on of Maureen. “Finn, you fool are the only one who thinks there are two camps here. No, there's only one side here and we're all into it together. It is you who hold this group together.” From now on you can only assume who is doing something in the room, because from now on it is you who can no longer hold your gaze up. “I see so many personalities in this room. Some have something in common, they are sisters or friends. But we all have one thing in common, and that is you. We all love you, Finn.” In turn they agree and when you can finally raise your eyes again you see loving and happy faces. Words fail you and all you can do is shrug your shoulders and resort to the plumpest gesture of all: sarcasm.

"Do you see? That makes you special too. You can warm my heart and insult me at the same time.” You cannot look Maureen in the eye. Finally her feet in the gray socks step into your field of vision. A pair of arms closes around you and a pair of soft lips press against your forehead.

“My role in your life is not to have a role. Each of your friends is good at so many things. Millie is loving, Megan is naughty, Emma is helpful and Denise is…“ She looks at the girl who is grinning at your big sister without a hint of nervousness. "Apparently we owe an explanation from her." Maureen grins and puts her chin on your head. Satisfied, you put your cheek against her chest and listen to her next words that are spoken and who don't care that others can hear them. “I didn't know for a long time how I could fit into your world because I felt… or still feel protected and valued with you. I didn't know how to repay what you gave me, not just today but all these years. But I think I now know how."

"And how?" you ask and have already forgotten that it should actually be you who are drawing up the plans here.

“I am what you need. You give so much to all of us here and in return we can give you something. It's good. I think I'll do it the other way around. I will be your Finn, Finn. And in contrast, you take care of me. I'll make sure you make... what should I even call her? Co-girlfriends? Well, I'll make sure that you can make them happy."

---

And that ends the first part of your plan. When you break away from Maureen, you are the only ones who kiss that evening. Finally, Maureen says that you now have five girlfriends and three sisters. And she's right. Millie, Megan and Maureen are not only your friends and like Emma and Denise help you, so do these three girls. Maureen seems happy with the solution she found for you. For a while, you just watch the girls talk. Your eyes wander over every face and take in every detail. Everything, but really everything, that you see is good, happy and satisfied.

Then you and Millie meet and while you and your little sister look at each other the voices of the other girls fall silent.

"Was that... everything you wanted to discuss with us?" asks Emma, who has just finished her conversation with Maureen. The two girls are now sitting much closer together. You scratch the back of your head.

"Uh... well..." Of course there is something else, but you find it difficult to interrupt this perfect situation.

“Come on, little brother. Out with it,” Maureen demands and you grin at her gratefully. My life is perfect.

"OK. If you insist.” You take a deep breath. “Maureen is right. We are all different but we stick together. It is important to me in the whole thing that I do not want to make you change yourselves.” The heads nodd in turn. “I fell in love with each and every one of you because of the way you are, not how you could be. That also applies to you, Denise.” Denise nods again, this time more clearly.

"Got it, Finn." She grins.

"Good. Very good.” She looks at you again and there is another pause. Then you manage to get on. "A lot has happened in the last week and I'm happy about every event... except for the thing with Josh." You look at Emma apologetically and Maureen does the same. But the girl, who still has a slight blush on her cheek, but which is masked by the embarrassment of attention, waves it away.

“That brought me closer to my new dearest Millie here,” says the bookworm and exchanges friendly looks with your princess.

"Okay." You clear your throat. “All of this took place in the seclusion of a lake house and the company of very understanding - and in the case of Karen, very horny - people. I want to talk to you guys about what happens after we get home.” Now the girls understand and where some look only slightly concerned, the faces of others change more dramatically. Denise and Maureen attract the group's looks. “We said we had no secrets from each other. But it is also important to me that everyone is aware that we will have to keep secrets from others. Emma. If you give me your consent, I would like to introduce you to my parents as my... ehm... one and only girlfriend. And I want to do the same with your parents.” Of course Emma agrees that you can lie to her parents.

"My dad thinks I could be a lesbian anyway," she grins. "I'm looking forward to proving him wrong."

"Should I come with you?" asks Megan with a grin and Emma becomes even redder.

“Those are the next points. First of all, I won't tell anyone about the huh... constellation in which we deal with each other.” Maybe this is the naughtiest thing you ever said. The girls look at each other. All eyes turn first to Megan and Emma, who openly confirm the assumption.

"My first time was with Finn and Megan," says Emma and looks proud. "It was rough and intens." Then she still hides her face behind her hands. "And I loved it. Sinde them I belong to Finn."

"And I and Millie already have with him too," Megan adds after she got the okay from Millie.

"And we were both alone with him too," Millie ends the chain of events and fiddles with her shirt, but smiles satisfied at the thought.

"I think you all noticed my first time with my brother" smirks Maureen without the slightest shame in her voice, which in turn makes you blush a little. Then it's the turn of your Kitten. She tells her story and you have to pull yourself together when first Millie, then Megan and Emma and at the end even Maureen opens and doesn't close their moths.

"... and if I wear the leash I am not responsible for my actions" she concludes in a low but firm voice. Her fingers play around her neck again and she smiles blissfully and looks at you all the time.

"Shit..." gasps Maureen, but says nothing more. Megan and Millie also have to look for their words first. Megan eventually finds hers.

"Wow Denise, that's... impressive." She looks at you. “I don't ask if you are happy because I know my brother. But I have to say that I'm proud of you too. I didn't notice much of the whole crisis, but I have to say that you handled it well."

"Thank you. That was all Finn.” You roll your eyes but you have to grin.

“Are you going to tell the others?” asks Emma. Denise looks at you and Emma follows her. "Oh, that's right. Sorry, Denise. I have to get used to asking someone else when I'm talking to you.” Emma looks at you and licks her lips. You raise your eyebrows. That this turns Emma on shouldn't surprise you. "It should all be easy for us to accept," she says and grins at you, but her eyes speak a lascivious language.

"May we tell Susan and Claire?", asks Millie, turning to you naturally. You didn't have to worry about that at all, you see. Millie has followed you almost her entire life. Emma is horny enough to try it out for herself and Megan and Maureen fully understand you and your urge to help Denise in this way.

“And what does this Melina have to do with it?” asks Maureen, remembering the story that Denise told a little awkwardly.

"She... I don't know either... She's like a fucking witch. She knows how I feel and has helped me with Megan and Millie and then with Denise." You feel very uncomftable with this topic. Oc course Denise spilled out that you had a brutal and loud fuckfest with the two in front of her.

“And did you…?” asks Emma in a hoarse voice. "Really as powerfully as Denise said it was?" What turns Emma on is an important point for you that you want to explain to Denise in particular.

“She gave me the idea to first separate her personalities from one another and then reunite them through me. This whole cat thing... I like it, I'll admit that."

"Me too," mumbles Denise.

“That was her idea. The evening wasn't actually planned like that, but nothing goes as planned with Melina.” You look around the group and notice that you don't owe your friends any apologies. Yet you bring it up just to hear how nonsensical it all is. “I owed her. She paid for all the things and we had to show Denise how boys are usually and that... well... I am different."

"Then it was planned that Melina would ask me all these things?" Denise wants to know with wide eyes. You feel fear rising in you.

"Not everything. Especially not the wild sex part. They should just undress in front of me and show you what temptation is. But apparently they were... well, shit... horny for me. I saw that you were scared and didn't know what to do at first. And when Melina wanted to take advantage of it, I got angry and..."

“Did you punish her?” asks Emma with wet lips. You just nod.

"I wronged you." Again you look around in each face. You could resist Karan, but she's not as unscrupulous as Melina either. “And wronged is not the right word. I betrayed you. I wanted to help Denise. But still…"

"Nonsense," says Megan sternly. You look at her. "Me and Emma have already told you and the way my friend looks, she doesn't mind." You all look at Emma who has her arms wrapped around her chest uncertainly.

"Well," she mumbles. “I also belong to Finn. And…"

"Would like to experience that too." Megan finishes the sentence in a rather hars voice. Emma just nods and looks at you in love. You don't like what this is getting at, but Megan continues anyway. “As for me, I told you I had no problem with that. I don't send Emma to you first and then leave you when you do what I expect you to do. If Denise is better with it, the other two chould have fun if you ask me."

"This behavior is the cornerstone of what we can all enjoy," says Maureen and shrugs.

"And I am yours when I wear the collar and I love you unconditionally with and without it," Denise ends the conversation. Your friends grin at each other, but you're not done yet.

“Girls, that's different. I have…"

"Done what we expect from you" Megan interrupts you again. “And if you have a problem with it, you will solve it too. In the meantime we love you.” Millie, Maureen and Denise nod while Emma ponders. Then she looks at you.

"You... well... could... punish them for their behavior," she mumbles and now all her blood is in her beautiful head. Megan bursts into laughter.

"And you will be there or what?" No one is surprised when Emma nods embarrassingly but clearly in this relaxed situation. You bury your face in your hands.

“Does she know your birthday?” asks your oldest sister. You answer the question in the affirmative. “Then she will definitely call you. As bold as she is."

"And we're happy for you when you talk to her and have fun," Millie gives her okay for this topic. Once again, you're the only one who can't believe your luck.

"Okay damn, I don't want to contradict you." You pause. "New topic please." Everyone happily agrees. "Denise. The first thing I do when we get home is to take you to your parent's house.” The mood suddenly darkens. Her stories about the night with you and the two waitresses cheered up the situation, but now all thoughts quickly wander back to the horror that Denise escaped through you.

"Are you sure that..." She breaks off and you continue.

"Yes I am sure. I'll stay by your side, but I can't send you to your family's house without protection if your damn brother is still there."

“What do you want to do?” asks Maureen.

"I'll talk to her parents, tell her what happened."

"Hopefully they'll put this little pig on the street," Megan hisses and puts a hand on the shoulder of the slightly shorter girl, reaching past Millie, who also puts a hand on her friend's thigh. Maureen and Emma contribute supporting looks.

“And remember, dear,” Emma says kindly. "You always have friends here that you can count on."

"I'll drive the others home so that you can take care of it first" Maureen decides, making Denise smile. Still, she doesn't feel well. But there is one more thing you have to discuss with her.

“We are now a couple Denise. I am your boyfriend. And I take care of you. Your brother will never touch you again if you don't want to, okay?” Denise nods.

"I just don't know what my life will be like after that," she mumbles.

“Better than before, I promise you. We will find a solution. You will be happy.” Your words help, but not as much as you would like. Still, it's good that Denise is now facing her demons. And when the other girls join in your attempts to instill courage and zest for action in the young girl, you cannot help but admire the effect that the joint efforts of your girls have on your Kitten. You had no solution to the problem that this conversation would have a negative effect on Denise and, in some ways, Maureen. Now you see the two of them working together, soon you see Denise laughing again and Maureen teaming up with Megan. You only have to look at the girls in admiration. When Denise laughs again, Maureen turns to you.

“I think it's my turn now” she guesses and is correct.

"I would not presume to be able to decide what should happen" you mean and look at the situation in which you and Maureen are.

When your father got together with your stepmother, it turned out that your sister's father moved away quite a long way with her. Several hours by car lie between you and while the events with the other girls make your heart beat faster with anticipation and excitement, the fate of Maureen worries you and the distance even more. Your sister feels the same way.

“I haven't thought of anything about this problem,” she admits soberly and explains the situation to the others. Your other sisters nod, they already know the difficulties.

"I don't even know your life situation there," you confess meekly. A side effect of the distance and detachment between her father and your stepmother.

“It's actually nothing special,” she says and shrugs. "I work full-time in a shoe store and have a small apartment that I share with a friend."

"A friend?" you ask and are puzzled when your sister makes a grimace.

"Well... actually... Josh's girlfriend. Well known actually. Old school friend or something.” Again she shrugs her shoulders awkwardly.

"Oh fuck..." Megan groans and Millie looks at you in alarm. "Why didn't you tell us that?"

"I still wanted to," Maureen say to Megan. But you can tell that she is uncomfortable with the subject.

"That means Josh threw your things out of the hotel room... and your other things are with his girlfriend?" Megan claps her hand on her forehead. A few days ago this situation would have led to a heated argument about independence, age and the relationship with you. Now Megan just says, "Do my clothes fit you?" Both girls look down at each other and Megan grabs her breasts and pouts. "Damn. I told you your tits would only get you in trouble.” Maureen actually has to giggle and you press your lips together in a grin as well. But still... "Oh fuck." You look at Megan questioningly, Millie does the same to you. But Megan is looking at you. “Finn, come on. It's the kind of job you were born to do.” She laughs happily and you understand.

"Mum will kill me."

"You and Maureen" giggles Megan, but then gets more serious. "And if I tell her it was my idea, me too." Maureen doesn't understand. "You may not be used to that, like you said," Megan says gently. "But you are right. We are Family. And as a family," she points invitingly at you and Millie. "is it the sole job of Finn alone to convince our parents to let you live with us."

"What?" Maureen can't believe it. For her, too, there is only a week between the annoying sister Megan and the friend with whom she shares her loved one.

"You already heard me quite right," grins Megan the tornado. Then she looks at Millie. "Millie darling, what do you think of telling our mum that your nightmares are over because you've been sleeping with... ehm, by Finn the whole time and that you want to move into his room because of that? Then Maureen can move into your room and I…” She grins and shrugs. “I have to be content with the fact that it will probably be me who will sneak into my brother's room every night from now on. After all, that's what I wanted for years.” You want to say something, but Millie screeches like a siren and flies towards you. You can barely catch her, but the wave of kisses that breaks over you makes it easy for you to make your decision. While the tender lips of Millie patter on you in a staccato of pecks, you look at your older sister. Maureen looks perplex and looks from you and Millie to Megan and back again. Emma sheds a tear and the expressions of love from Millie have apparently freed her of lust and left only love behind. The cheeks of Maureen puff up and she sniffs out her shock. When she's digested the news, she can only shrug her shoulders.

"Please say yes, sister," Millie begs and almost strangles you, but luckily fails like Claire before. "Please, please, please, pretty, pretty please! Then we would all be united again. That whold be so great. Please!” Then she doesn't know any more words and goes back to making you melt with kisses. After all, Maureen doesn't know what to do next.

"So... I don't know... if Millie really wants that..." This time your princess almost manages to press the light of life out of you. Or is it the feeling of perfect happiness that constricts your throat?