Home (Bisexual. In 30s with husband and kids)

You decide to head back home now that you don’t have to be at work. Of course your house won’t be that conducive to thinking if the kids are around so before you get there you take out your diary and use The Pen to write: “Peter and kids at beach for the weekend” on today’s date.

You get back home and find a silent house so obviously your plan worked. You change into something casual and more appropriate to a summer weekend, grab yourself a drink and set yourself up in your study where you’ve always found it easiest to concentrate.

So what do you want? You love your husband and kids and don’t want to lose them but you also love looking at hot young men and women and would love to be able to do more with them than look. So the first thing you need to do is make it so you can do the later without losing the former. You take out a piece of scrap paper and use The Pen to write: “Peter doesn’t mind me having sex with other people”

Now that you’ve made sure Peter won’t divorce you if he finds out you are having sex with other people you need to make it easier for you to do so: “Female-attracted people find me equally attractive as I find them”.

You sit for a moment and think before writing: “I can control the sexual arousal and orgasms of anyone can see or touch. I never become pregnant unless I want to.”

You are thinking about what to write next when you hear something that distracts you.