Regrets!

A minute. I lasted one fucking god damned minute! Less actually! This time of all times for my dick to decide to make me a couple pump chump? That performance even made Gary look like a champion. What the fuck!?

With my eyes I beseech Jane to end this. My rapid climax in front of our young well endowed bedroom guest was far more than merely humiliating. It was a piercing bullet that had shot straight through my very masculinity.

I knew Billy well enough to know that deep down he still had a high school jock's cruel sense of humor and a juvenile need for one-upmanship, particularly in manly pursuits. Being older and further up the work ladder had naturally given me the alpha status in our dynamic but this was about to change. He had just out fucked me in my own house and with my own girl...and he was about to do it again! I could not think of anything more emasculating. Simply getting my ass kicked by him would have been a mercy in comparison.

And it wouldn't stay between us either. This situation would be far too funny, from his point of view, to keep to himself no matter what I said to him now. He would lord this over me for as long as he knew me. It would not be long before my buddies and the entire office heard about this. The fact he was packing more pipe than me only made it more certain that he would brag at my expense. My reputation as a man would be ruined beyond repair.

Worse still, my pathetic performance had come mere moments after Billy fucking my girl to orgasm in record time. I always prided myself on being pretty good in the sack but when called upon to go mano a mano against another lover I was KO'd before the bell had even rung. Would Jane ever look at me the same again? Could she? Would I ever be able to make love to her again without thinking about it? Would I ever be able to not compare myself to Billy? Would she? This was sure to change everything going forward.

Perhaps I was overblowing everything...but in my heart I knew this would haunt me. In the blink of an eye my lust had drained from me with bitter regrets rushing in to take up the space. All these thoughts combined with my post-coital drop...I felt a thin shell of my former self. This wasn't fun anymore. I want it to stop. I want to crawl away and hide. I just wished everything could go back to the way it was. Why had I ever agreed to this? I had let this young stud cuckold me on a three of a kind!

I could feel my soft wet cock shrivel as what had been hot just moments before was suddenly the source of deep painful remorse.

Normally I would have tossed Billy out myself but this experience had knocked the legs out from under me. I was utterly humbled, beaten down, and broken. I had no fight in me to muster. I couldn't even bring myself to say the safeword. Besides, I had already told them they could go again once I was finished. I still held both twenties in my hand. Billy paid his fare...he would get his ride.

I gaze up at my girlfriend hoping beyond hope that she'd read my mind, send Billy away, then hold me and tell me everything would be okay. I wasn't sure if she didn't see my silent plight or if she didn't want to see it but Jane showed no sign of slowing down. I might have been spent but she was still as horny as a cat in heat.

“Baby.” I whisper very quietly one last time.

She hovered above me on her hands and knees, the tips of her nips lightly brushing my chest. She leans down and kisses me with a very happy playful giggle.

Just then I feel Billy climb up onto the bed. His knees straddled my outstretched legs as he sidled up behind my girlfriend. He wasn't even going to give me a chance to move. Just when I thought it couldn't get worse I realize that Billy was about to fuck Jane doggy style right on top of me!

I see his face peek up past my girlfriend's shoulder, a smug shit eating grin on Billy's handsome young features. The way his shoulders moved I could tell he was stroking his resurgent rock hard manhood. The cocky look he gives me tells me right away that all my fears about him were true. He looked down on me now, both literally and figuratively. This might be a fun and kinky threesome from Jane's point of view, but she was missing the subplot happening between the two men in the room. I was a pitiable thing in Billy's eyes now. He was the alpha now. My cheeks burn with shame.

There is a smack of flesh on flesh as he gives my girlfriend a spank to her perfect ass.

“Oooh!” She peeps then giggles girlishly. “He he he!”

“You ready for a real man baby?” He says with a snarky smirk, his eyes locked on mine.

She arches her back, tilting her hips to give him her still dribbling pussy. “Oh, yes Billy! Yessss!”