Fuck and Forget

Holly was relieved that she didn't feel an ounce of arousal on the taxi ride to J's place, let alone the repeated tsunamis of it that had been hotting her earlier. It was if the curse knew what she was planning to do and eased off to allow her to go through with it. In fact, she was feeling the exact opposite of horny in this moment and absolutely hated the idea of what she was about to do.

Being not just a curse carrier but the Purest Petersen had made her resilient, though. Since the age of fourteen she had known she could one day be put in a position to do things she wouldn't by choice, and having to fuck someone she didn't want to would be almost a given if her curse was activated. She was able to compartmentalise this evening as yet more curse bullshit she had to deal with and not even close to representing the behaviour or values of the real her. She planned to get through this in record time, before J even had long enough to commit her face to memory, since she had already unmatched with him on the app.

When she arrived and J opened the door to her. Holly began to wonder if her luck was ever going to turn. His photos must have been at least five years old. He was in his mid to late thirties - significantly heavier than in his profile and balding. His apartment was a shabby, depressing mess, nothing like what she had expected from the way he had portrayed his lifestyle on the app. That happened with online dating sometimes of course. But she didn't usually then have to go ahead and fuck them anyway.

J could see the harshness of the physical mismatch when he looked at Holly, and probably expected her to walk away. But, having no plan B, she instead stepped inside.

"Hi Holly, my name is..."

"I don't want to know your name, and don't use mine again" she told him bluntly "We are going to do this quickly, and then I am going to go"

J stood in silence, not quite sure what to say, but he was soon even more lost for words as Holly stripped off completely and stood in front of him as if offering herself.

"You like?" she asked.

"Fuck yeah" J gasped, looking like he could pass out with excitement.

"Okay then, make this quick please. No kissing, but you can touch me where you want to if it helps you stay hard. And use protection"

J began fumbling eagerly in his wallet before producing a condom and ripping the wrapper open with his teeth. He then unzipped himself and freed his average sized, entirely unremarkable dick, already fully erect, from his pants. Once sheathed, J moved his body up against Holly's, who was still standing against the wall.

She shut her eyes and tried to pretend this wasn't happening, but that was impossible. She could hear J's heavy breathing and grunting, feel his hands unskillfully fumbling with her breasts like an excited schoolboy and soon, feel the virtual stranger sliding himself inside her.

Thankfully, the experience was relatively short lived, J taking only five minutes or so before he had shot his load. Once e had pulled out J looked like he wanted to say something, but Holly cut in first.

"Okay, I'd like to use your shower, then I'll be gone. I won't disturb you on my way out"

Jay nodded his agreement, not really understanding what had just happened but feeling it was the least he could do for her in return. Holly scooped up her clothes, and walked through to the bathroom where she attempted to wash away the entire day.

As the water soaked her body, Holly found herself already thinking up a new approach to this, one that might allow her to get at least some pleasure herself if she was going to have to keep doing it. Turning up to her suitors sight unseen as she had done this time was too much of a crap shoot, but she definitely wasn't ready to go off names she knew, almost none of whom she wanted to sleep with anyway.

But maybe there was another method for finding someone to do this with. Today's encounter had all been quite last minute. She ought to have pretty much a full day to choose a partner tomorrow, She would have to take the initiative, go out and find someone suitable, and have a better experience than J had been able to give her.