A woman

"Can I get a girl instead?" I asked.

Hannah did a hand sign and the man walked away. "Was he not to your liking?"

"No, it's nothing like that. I just, I want a girl," I said blushing.

She giggled. "Are you by chance getting a taste for the fonder sex?"

"No! Conversion therapy isn't a thing, right Olivia?" I asked. I think I was asking more for myself then anything. I always hated lesbianism, or well I mean I hated the idea of being with a woman, not the idea of women being with other lesbians.

"Correct!" Olivia said with a yawn. "But that doesn't mean you can't be part lesbian."

"Huh?" I asked but was distracted by soft hands rubbing me. My eyes rolled back into my head. Her hands. They were like Kat's. I could feel myself for even just a moment kind of forgetting about everything. I was at a spa with friends and Kat was rubbing me and when it was done. It would be my turn to rub her. I get it now. I get what was wrong with the guy. His hands were too big. I couldn't think he was like Kat. He just wasn't. It wasn't that he was bad or anything but he just isn't what I wanted. This woman's hands. They were smaller than mine. Like Kat.

I wanted to be big. I wanted to be the bigger woman. I wanted to carry someone over a threshold. I wanted to be the one that Kat could hide behind when she was scared. I wanted-

"Earth to Tessa," Chloe said tapping me.

"Huh?" I said.

She chuckled. "We were afraid we lost you. You weren't responding."

"Oh, sorry," I said.

"She's certainly good isn't she?" Hannah asked.

"Yeah, you think she could teach me?" I asked, blushing a bit.

"It can be arranged," she said.

"To answer your question," Olivia said. "We don't always know ourselves. I don't think Samuel can turn someone gay. Like the book? Maybe but him? No. So if you are finding yourself with gay thoughts. It's more likely that Samuel burned away the part of you that was denying your own bisexual nature."

"I..." I paused. "I see."

"So," Mia said. "Sauna next? I am gonna fall asleep without something more energetic." She yawned moments afterwords.

Looking around I noticed all four girls I hadn't met before were yawning. "Are you all okay?"

Sophia nodded. "Yeah, just we all took red eyes to be here."

"Wait, what?" I asked.

"We got here in less than a day, what did you think happened?" Emily asked while giggling "Did you think we were all local?"

I just... I couldn't find the words. "Why though," I asked. "You don't even know me!"

Samantha hugged me. It was strange given how the first time I met her, she was so angry. "Stop it. That isn't true. Not in the least. We all know you. We all love you. You are in the game. All players are our family."

I just couldn't. I cried and buried myself into her still naked chest. I didn't care. I just couldn't help it. I squeezed her like a child would her mother or big sister.

Hanna began petting my head and I just cried harder. "It isn't so strange is it? If I called you and said a new player was having a very hard day and we needed your help now. Would you come?"

"I..." I stuttered from the tears. "I... I hope so!" I couldn't say yes. I didn't know if it is was true. My home life had been rough. Me and my biological sisters used to fight all the time. I would have blew any of them off in a heartbeat if I was busy. I... was I a bad person? I don't know. The one thing I knew is right now. I couldn't lie to my sisters. "I love you." I shouted as I continued to sob.

They ended up carrying to me to bed and all laid next to me. I fell asleep in the next moment. Sorry Mia, I guess maybe the sauna later?