explore your virgin entrance

It was one thing to watch those pretty sissies do this but from the first person it was very different. You coat your finger in lubricant and just rub around the sensitive area of your back door. It felt... erotic but not exactly pleasurable the way you'd expect a woman playing with herself would feel, the headspace you were in from the music and everything else was driving you forward more than the feeling. You decide to take the next plunge and with even more lube you slowly, ever so slowly insert a single index finger in, just a knuckle at a time. You were so tight. This felt better than just rubbing the entrance but still nothing that was going to get you one of those screaming orgasms the sissies in the videos were accomplishing.

The beat wasn't going to let you stop there though, you pushed your whole finger in and probed around a bit... not much... not much... oooh, there was something there. You couldn't feel anything with your finger but from the inside you felt something building and like you were maybe just another inch or the right angle away from something magical. You keep trying to find it again with your index finger and then, with another application of lube, you add your middle finger to the search, occasionally glancing off of it. Real need was accumulating now, the enchanting music was building you up into a frenzy but still your fingers were inadequate. After one final disappointing glance off your vision refocuses on the dildo.

You recognize that this is a line you are crossing.