Become a dildo fucker

Oh fuck yes you do. You crawl over to where you left the dildo and hold it's heft in your hand for a moment. It was around five inches long and at its girthiest point had the diameter of a toilet paper tube. You know from the videos that this wasn't even a particularly large specimen but just your finger had felt so substantial. The music once again drove out all fear you had with its heavy drum beats. One thing was for sure, this thing was big enough to press that magical button that had eluded your fingers.

You attach it to the floor with a convenient suction cup and lather a thick coat of lubricant on the whole thing. You then kneeled straddling the shaft and gently sat back until the head of the cock made contact with your ass. you hold yourself up with one hand and slide the other one under your crotch to adjust the head until it's pressing right up against your sphincter. You slowly and gently lean your bodyweight into it, you know to relax and not fight the invasion but even then you need quite a bit of pressure before the head finally breaks through and around an inch of shaft pushes in after it. You feel a relief of pressure but no fireworks.

You just sit there for a moment, getting used to the sensation and taking your time. You couldn't have predicted what this would feel like. It's like being stretched full, there's a kind of submissive high at the feeling but no orgasmic pleasure like the sissies in the video were experiencing. You were going to have to work for that.