Gawain

After the group has gotten far enough into the forest, it is time to go my own way. I have something to do. Something I need to make right.

Last year, I ended up with my sister at Samhain. I didn’t know it was her. It was too dark to see her face. I just caught a girl and enjoyed her the best I could. I even came inside her. Then, when I came home and read the name on the necklace I took from her, I realized I had just fucked my own sister.

I was horrified and worried I might have gotten her pregnant. There was an awkwardness between us the week after. After all, she took my necklace too, so she discovered the seed inside her womb searching for an egg to fertilize was her brother’s. Eventually, Gwendolyn came to my room late at night to talk to me about it. I felt bad at seeing her so upset, so I did my best to calm her down. We were both relieved when next month it turned out she wasn’t pregnant and could go back to our normal lives. Except, well, this time we had some new jokes we could tell each other. Like, sometimes she teased me by asking if I wanted to grope her tits again. Then I would warn her not to leave her bedroom door open at night, for I might sneak inside and stick my dick in her again. Jokes we only told each other when nobody else was there to hear us, of course.

Until one evening during winter. When our parents were out and she and I were alone at home. We did our usual sexual jokes and for some reason, she ended up exposing her nipples to me. I guess she got a little too excited about the jokes. She was even embarrassed about it later. I told her that because of how dark it was on Samhain, this was the first time I had seen them and asked her if I could see them again. Gwendolyn in turn wanted to see my dick. I showed her mine, she showed me hers. Then we touched each other, and before we knew it, we were having sex again. We even did all the same positions we did at Samhain, trying to relive the moment. Except this time, we were able to see everything while also fully aware we were having incestual sex. It felt so good. Only, it was wrong. At Samhain, **** is permitted, because the ancestor spirits guided us to each other. But this was not Samhain anymore. There were no spirits guiding us against our wishes. This was us so choosing to break the rules.

We didn’t care, though. The sex between us felt so good. Gwendolyn was actually my first serious girlfriend. Since our parents always stayed out late on Saturday, that means every Saturday evening was the perfect time for my sister and I to have sex. We just had to make sure Gwendolyn didn’t get pregnant. Rather, we had to make it so next Samhain we met each other in the forest and then make a Samhain child. Then our coupling would be recognized, we would be wed, have our own house to live in, and have sex whenever we wanted. Except … we got found out.

One Saturday, while our parents were still gone, Gwendolyn and I had gone to my room. We gave each other some oral sex. Then I got on my bed and Gwendolyn got on top of me. Unbeknownst to us, mom had gotten unwell and she and dad came back early. We didn’t hear them come back, so it was quite a shock when suddenly, dad opened my door and saw us having sex. I guess her being on top made him think that she was the instigator and grew angry at her. I wanted to stand up for her, but I had never seen dad so angry. He grabbed Gwen by her hair and pulled her out of the house. He threw her on the street naked. Gwen was of course scared and kept knocking on the door to try and be let back in. Dad just went to her room to grab some of her clothes and threw those out. At least she didn’t have to be nude, but she was now homeless.

Dad made certain to tell everyone in the village that Gwendolyn was an **** slut and that she seduced me. I was again too afraid so speak up. I heard Gwen went to live at Gavin’s farm. I haven’t been able to speak to her since, so I don’t know how she’s been. But whenever I hear people talk about the Gavin sons, or talk to them myself, I get a bad impression. I don’t think Gwen is being treated right there. I need to get her out of there. That is where this year’s Samhain comes in.

See, just because of what happened, doesn’t mean our plan to get Gwendolyn pregnant tonight is over. If I can catch her again tonight, we can still have our Samhain child. If we succeed in that, then the elders will demand we get married and our dad can no longer stand against us. Or rather, if he tries, the elders will side with us and defend us. We can get a house of our own, just like we always planned, and I can pull her away from Gavin’s farm.

I reach the river and cross it. I ended up getting to a deeper part of it, so I need to swim. Once on the other side, all I have to do is find the glade. Then I need to watch the women leaving one by one, and when it is Gwen’s turn, I need to go after her. Then we can be together again.