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Clearly, Sandra is not a bad person, but you need some way to make her believe that. You search for anything that might work to show her that her fantasies are not as unusual as she believes.

"Sandra, lots of people, men and women have sexual fantasies like yours." You assure her, "That's why movie studios make movies like the one you saw all those years ago. I bet if you saw a movie like that now that you are an adult, it wouldn't make nearly as much of an impact."

"Do you think so?" Sandra is clearly doubtful.

"There's one way to find out. We could find that Barbarian Queen movie you were telling me about?"

"Stephen!" Sandra seems alarmed at the suggestion, "I couldn't ... I'd be too embarrassed." Her cheeks are coloring rapidly, but in spite of her protests, you think you see some underlying excitement.

"We don't have to." Sandra's eyes drop to where her fingers are twisting together on her lap, but you see her starting to bend a little.

"You've seen my drawings, Stephen" she pauses long enough to take a deep breath before finishing in a rush "I can't help think about the most awful things - and that movie had a lot."

"Maybe it was a bad idea-" You are interrupted before you can even let her off the hook.

"No. It's OK, Stephen, let's see if we can find it on the web." She takes your laptop and starts a search for downloadable movies. "I know you care about me... and well... I trust you." In years of dating, neither of your two previous girlfriends even said anything close to emotionally intimate as what Sandra just did basically the first alone time you've spent together, and you marvel at how fast this relationship is developing as she continues. "Just be ready for how brutal some of the scenes are." She smiles ruefully, "As a very sheltered high school sophomore, I certainly wasn't."

Ten minutes later, you are sitting together on the couch and watching the opening scene of the movie. Sandra wasn't kidding about the graphic nature of the film, because less than a minute into the movie a young woman - almost exactly the same age as Sandra and her friends would have been - is captured and **** by a trio of rough men. The movie shifts to an idyllic wedding scene between a handsome barbarian prince and very hot princess that lasts just long enough for you to settle down when the pastural tranquility of the wedding is shattered by the arrival of well-trained troops that systematically and brutally crush the peaceful nuptials. The soldiers kill any who resist, chain the rest of the assembled villagers and torch the houses. Even after Sandra's warning, you are unprepared for what happens when the soldiers turn their attention to the youngest and most beautiful village maidens.

You can only imagine how a fifteen-year-old teen with a sheltered upbringing might react to seeing innocent girls her age being stripped and **** by multiple jeering soldiers. Even now, years later, Sandra hands tighten around each other where they lie clasped on her lap as she watches the story unfold.

For a while the movie settles into a traditional swords-and-sorcerers style romp, but just when you start to relax the heroine is captured and sent to the dungeons of the Evil Lord to be tortured.

"This is all I could think about, when Rae was captured by the city guard." Sandra shares with you as the camera zooms in on the captured queen stretched out on the rack. The barbarian queen is naked except for a leather collar and the tiniest triangles of leather covering her sex. "She's so helpless, so **** ... I don't know why I find it sexy, but I do." She's not the only one, you have to shift uncomfortably to try to keep your erection from bursting from your sweatpants as you try to think of something to say. The **** scene turns into yet another ****, but this time the barbarian queen takes control and finally escapes.

"I borrowed the CD after the party and watched this scene and the harem-**** scene again and again." Sandra shakes her head making her waves of dark hair dance, as she recalls the end of the humiliating memory. "that is until my mom caught me..." You remember what Sandra told you about standing in the corner waiting to be spanked and then masturbating in her bedroom, and the situation only gets worse.

"Well, I don't think you have anything to worry about, Sandra." You tell her when the movie credits start rolling, "yes, some of that stuff was a little rough, but this was a mainstream movie. It was meant to appeal to the general public, not just weirdos."

“Do you fantasize about stuff like that?” You're amazed how a woman who such a buxom pornstar figure, can ask such salacious question, yet with such an innocent demeanor.

“Well, um.” You stutter a bit which causes the brown-eyed beauty to blush.

“I'm sorry to be so forward,” Sandra apologizes, “but if someone like you has a dark side, it would help to hear that story. Could you tell me what gets you all bothered?”