Performative issues

Pulling you into the bedroom, Stacy hurriedly turned the lights on and threw back the covers; releasing your grip as you both raced to undress before the other - given you had less articles of clothing it was your win, kneeling to the floor you began to frantically kiss at her thighs whilst she was still unfastening her mammoth sized bra. You would usually cum before she did, and you'd typically be down for the count after just one shot without yet more pill popping assistance; so for her sake you had taken to making it work for her by giving her foreplay for most if not all of the times when you fucked.

Feeling her silky bra slide down past your back, you focused your attention on the little nub that had come out to play; lapping your tongue around it like a thirsty mutt you set your girlfriends toes to digging into the carpet - both of her hands resting on your head as she gently pressed herself into you.

"Oh god Alex, that feels sooooooo good!" Your girlfriend approved, moaning out your name and massaging your scalp with her roaming fingers. Lathering her bulb up nice and sloppy just how she likes it, you changed rotation and then began to inset your tongue into her cunt with probing jabs before turning to her engorged clit.

"Fuuuuck Alex you're making me so fucking wet!" You don't know what it was, but thinking back to Nova threatening to 'steal your girl' as she put it from earlier on, it had somehow aroused a flame in you. A competitive spark that besides your little diving bout between you and Misses Pink; was a seldomly rare occurrence otherwise. Kissing and sucking like a man possessed, you really started going to town on her box, causing heated cries and failed stifled moans to pierce out of her cute voice; spurring you ever on as your rock solid cock strained against the fabric of your jeans - left untouched whilst you focus entirely on her pleasure.

"B-Baby slow down or you're gonna make me..!" Instead you took it as your signal to spice things up a notch; inserting two fingers inside of her you began to suck and slather on her cherry as you pistoned her good and hard. You didn't know why you were competing really; surely the only one in the race right now was you? And even so; why should you be so worked up and worried by having a woman as your adversary? As far as you were aware; Stacy was purely heterosexual - Nova stood as much chance against you in winning Stacy's affections as you had against her in a swimming race, you admitted the latter part with only a little frustration.

"Baby what's coming over you, I'm already! Ohhhh FUUUUUUUCCKKKK!!" Her knees began to wobble as her hips frantically buckled into your face as she rode your mouth and nose to climax; squirting her fluids into your mouth and pouring down your chin and onto your discarded clothing beneath. You let her ride out her orgasm as she continued to buck herself into your face, allowing her free reign to use your body in order to get her off. Panting, she reluctantly released your head so that you could catch some air; discharging some of the remaining fluids you still had resting in your mouth onto the clothes with the rest of the mixture.

"G-good god baby, you were a complete animal down there!" She breathed half lidded, her ecstatic eyes lovingly trained on you all the while. "I could get used to that!" She laughed as you stood back up to lock lips with her once more, your own passions still soaring. Your neglected cock was throbbing with each lash of the tongue, your needy hands roaming her fat chest and squeezing deep into her spongey tit flesh that, like a sticky dough; sucked you in with each knead.

Breaking from the kiss, Stacy suddenly pushed you down onto the bed and crawled on top of you, her dangling tits mere inches from your face she reached back and grasped the base of your short cock.

"I won remember? Sit back baby, and don't hold out. Release whenever you want to, let me make you feel good too~" She said seductively, lowering herself onto you. You groaned out in a low growl as you felt her warm snatch envelop your diminutive cock, pulling you back every time she rocked forward. Bouncing now she had sent her H cup breasts to rippling above you, just out of reach of your salivating mouth. You wanted so badly to twist and pull on them as her hips slammed down onto yours; but her hands had instead enveloped yours, with fingers intertwining as she bounced up and down on your cock - using you as balance from which to stabilize her gyrating throws.

All of that foreplay had really riled you up, and even though you were usually a quick shot on your better days at any rate; for some reason you had over excited yourself more than usual this time and you could fast feel your approach coming. Craning your neck back you groaned out a low moan as your cock throbbed inside of her; releasing your pent up semen within her suffocating walls. With each spurt your girlfriend moaned herself, clearly enjoying the sensation of your mini me painting her insides white.

The ecstasy that was release soon gave way to feelings of guilt; you know that you didn't last long enough and so you corrected for it with the foreplay - but often times you would just overcorrect to where you wouldn't cum at the same time. Men and women were supposed to cum together weren't they? That's what all the stories you'd read up online would say, that was the ideal for a compatible couple was it not? And yet what did it say if despite all your efforts, either you or her would always cum before the other?

"Sorry babe, I wanted to hold out but it felt too good." You looked away ashamed, catching this your girlfriend touched your cheek and made you look back at her.

"Sorry for what sweetheart? I told you it was ok didn't I? And you didn't need to wait for me to cum for a second time! You were perfect, please don't be so hard on yourself." Her words were touching and sincere but all you could think about was your own deeply rooted insecurities flaring to the surface for the first time ever. Despite all your effort, you still continued to fail, and her consoling you like you were a fumbling child only furthered your complex that was starting to sprout after laying dormant for so long, only being given the ample water it needed to grow ever since that dip in the pool with that spiteful, evil fucking nig-

You pushed her off of you in a fit of heat and marched over to the bathroom where you proceeded to lock yourself in, turning on the shower nob all the way on cold, flinging yourself into the freezing downpour in an attempt to regain some semblance of control over your senses. You opened your mouth in a silent scream as you clutched your head against the cool shower wall, just what exactly was happening to you?! Usually so in control, and now you're acting like a fucking girl on her period!

"Alex?! Please baby open up!" Came a frantic knock at the door. For fuck sake, what were you gonna do now? Sighing you lowered yourself to the shower floor and lay propped up against it as the icy cool washed over your face. Well, at least you had something else to bring up to the therapist on your next appointment.

Please vote on which characters route I should focus on. I did an opening for 3 so far but have only really developed Nova's route - I would be interested to see your choices. https://strawpoll.com/polls/3RnYl15lpye

(drag them into descending order, the top is the character you'd most want developed and the bottom is the least. Also, see the 'characters' chapter if you want more info on them before voting. Thanks)