On the way out

“So does everyone who gets the key get therapy alongside fantasies?”

“Well there was a sexy therapist fantasy one time.” I understood what she was doing. It didn’t change the frustration. “But yes, sometimes people come here and get a mental check in. You’d be amazed at how many times I've just sat around and watched someone’s favorite movie.”

Getting dressed, knowing that made me feel better. “Well I’m glad it didn’t just decide to throw me the emotional curve ball as a one off.” Lily’s hugs were always appreciated but this one was very much one of consolation. “Is this something I should expect all the time now?” She let go.

“I don’t think so, but the key does have a mind of its own.”

“Well we’ll see. I have another date with Ash soon.”

“What are you gonna do about that?”

“I think I’m gonna tell her. But we’ll see.”

“I’m glad you are finding someone you can trust.” She smirked at that one. Patting me on the back and pushing me off the bed.

“It’s nice. I’m still nervous, but. Excited.” Standing and making my way to the door I was walking out a more aware man than I was walking in.

“You want my two cents?”

“Sure.”

“I’d say, round the bases first. Establish the foundation of your relationship before adding this brick. This room shouldn’t be the cornerstone. The love you two share should be. This should just be a building block. Sure it’s a big one, this is a really big thing to add to a relationship. But, if you want this relationship to really be something. This shouldn’t be a part of it immediately. I understand you are not going to like it. But the whole of what this is, can’t be shared till you have a total understanding of what your relationship is. What you can do though, is mention that you have something you want to talk to her about at a later date. It’s important to you, but private. And if she asks about monogamy and that sort of conversation comes up. Tell her you have one friend online you talk to about your identity and other aspects of your life But other than that, there isn’t anything really there.”

It was a lot to take in, like everything else we’d done today. But it made sense. “I think that’s what I’ll end up doing.”

“Good, now get back out there. Lily said, lounging back in bed. “By the way, you have a great ass.” I smirked at that and walked out emphasizing my strut to a comedic extent. The door shut behind me. It was a calm afternoon on campus. I was alone out back, and wanted to go home for a nap.

“Hey Mike.” The cadence, the velvet glove over the fist of ice.

“Hey, Daisy.”