Mourns

Days turned into weeks and weeks into months and with a year going past Khaleesi was still trying to apologise, "Please it's been a year and you haven't smiled or laughed once...just one smile and I will leave you alone!" I slumped staring into space and sighing spoke, "What is the business for today?" "Three men wish for our help in some sort of matter!" I nodded before waiting for the first one to come in spoke, "Thank you for seeing me, I know you two are busy and I wo..." "Get on with it. What do you want?" "Our crops are need fertiliser!" I nodded before saying, "Guards give the horse shit to the farmers! next!" the farmer walked away and seeing the next man spoke, "Yes!" "We are being attacked by bandits who are stealing our produce!" I nodded before saying, "Send guards to the merchant centre, anyone under fifteen who are stealing kill them on sight!" Khaleesi looked at me in horror before saying, "They could be doing it for a valid reason!" "It's only ****, I don't mean to do it!" and nodding she spat, "How many times do I have to say this: I. AM. SORRY. I. REGRET. EVERY MINUTE OF IT!" "HOW MANY TIMES DID I TELL YOU THAT I DID NOT LOVE YOU!" I got up before throwing the nearby table over with my arm causing the servants to go and clean it up, "Leave it!" I snapped before breathing said, "Leave it, I will clean it up, it's unfair for you to!" I crouched down and picking the broken glass up heard, "We need to stop doing this every week is the same argument over and over again!" I looked up before saying, "Today is different!" "How is it different to any other day!" "Because she was murdered a year a go today and I can't even put flowers on her grave because you burnt the body! That's what different. For a whole year! A whole year I have cried myself to sleep struggling to cope with her not being here and not comforting when I needed her the most! Now I have to slot back into this tedious and pathetic lifestyle of dealing with the same problems we have nearly every month! When Sansa was here I was happy I could speak to her listen to her poems or even sneak out with her to explore the city and making the necessary changes now I am just sat here like a potato listening to people moaning!" she looked down before gulping and hearing her upset tone choked up whilst spluttering out, "I'm sorry, I didn't realise it has been a year! I know to you what I say means nothing but if there is any comfort I can provide just name it!" "Just leave me alone like I ask every other day!" "You know I won't stop until I make it up to you!" "That's your greatest mistake!" and looking down heard the doors fling open and a familiar face run in.

"Arya is that you?" she nodded before breathing heavily cried, "Please I need your help!" I got up before looking out of the window spoke, "What happened?" she undid her jacket and hearing a baby cry I heard, "Whose child is it?" "A mistakes, that's who. I was getting pushed north by Scots at the border and saw an opportunity to get close but still far enough to slip away, I didn’t intend to get pregnant but I have been on the run since his tribe marched after me, I am sorry but I had nowhere else to go!" I grabbed my sword before saying, "They want to die, then lets not keep them waiting, Kingsley prepare the army! Khaleesi, you should tell Arya about what's happened and try not to kill her or the baby!" and rolling her eyes said, "Of course!" I stopped before saying, "In face Brontaf, Dafydd and Cai protect Arya's person!" they nodded before standing on guard Khaleesi yelled, "Even now he doesn't trust me!" and looking back I spoke, “Why on earth should I?” and nodding she nodded as I raised the Stark banner, Dani’s one as always remained in the cabinet.