Love And Lust

The rest of the day passes pleasantly, if relatively uneventfully. Skylar relaxes with Mia and I on the couch, while Ivy continues to do more research to try to understand the world and learn about herself. At one point, she calls me into the dining room and asks me a question that surprises me.

“What is love?” Ivy asks me. I’m taken aback for a moment. “What is love?” I echo the question, thinking to myself. “It’s a little bit difficult to explain. I’m not even sure it’s something you can comprehend fully at this stage. Your character sheet said that I need to raise your libido to 10 before you can experience the full depths of love.” I tell her. Ivy frowns at that.

“And you still can’t raise my libido?” She asks. I shake my head. “Hopefully in the next day or two, if we can get to level 24. Until then, I’ll try to explain as best I can.” I take a deep breath before I answer the question. “Love is a deep sense of caring about somebody. There are many different kinds of love, and they all involve caring about somebody a lot.”

“A parent can love their child, a person can love their friends, an owner can love their pet, a person can love their romantic partner. The difference between them is difficult to express, but is usually best described in the relationship between the two people and the way they express their love. A parent doesn’t love their child in the same way they might love their partner, because they have a different relationship with each.”

“People show love in different ways, depending on the person and the kind of love. Romantic and sexual partners might show their love by kissing, hand holding or having sex. Friends might show their love by spending time together and hugging. Parents might show their love by providing for their child, and teaching them about the world.”

“I guess that’s the best way to describe love. A deep sense of care for somebody, and being happy in their presence. Mia and I are in love. We are best friends, and partners, both romantically and sexually.” My heart thumps loudly in my chest at what I’m about to say, but the words are already leaving my mouth. “Once I raise your libido, I would love for you to experience that kind of love with the both of us, if you’re open to it.”

Ivy looks away as she thinks, and I can feel through the mental connection that she is deep in thought. She looks back at me, her brilliant violet eyes seeming to shimmer. “I’d love to at least try it. I already do care deeply about you and Mia. It is a strange concept to me that an even deeper kind of care exists that I cannot feel yet.”

“I know instinctively that I can trust you. I can feel through our connection that your intentions are good, and that you mean me no harm. I have come to enjoy spending time with you, despite having only done so for a short period of time. I care about you and I want to make you happy.” Ivy says. She takes both my hands into hers and looks into my eyes. “When you can raise my libido stat, please do. I don’t know what will happen and a part of it scares me, because it is so new. But I also have a good feeling, something I can’t explain. I feel that I will be happy with you.” She utters softly, and her voice is like music to my ears.

I open and close my mouth a few times, my brain short circuiting. I have no idea what to say in response to her words. I swallow to get some moisture back into my mouth. “I guess we’ll be going grinding tomorrow.” I finally manage to say. Ivy smiles at me, radiantly. “I guess so.” She says.

Soon after my exchange with Ivy, Skylar leaves for the night. Mia and I continue happily to watch The Last Man On Earth, breaking for dinner at about 7. Ivy continues to research things. Checking up on her, I see that she’s researching less existential things now and more about different potential hobbies that she might be interested in.

Mia and I retire to the bedroom at about 10, leaving Ivy downstairs to continue her research, which she seems pretty happy to do. My girlfriend and I can’t keep our hands off each other and before long, she’s laying on her back, her lithe legs spread wide open to let me go down on her.

“AH! Fuck Gemma, I love it! I love the way your tongue feels! Gaia you’re the best, I love you! I - love - you…” Mia’s moans trail off as she breathlessly orgasms, her fists clenching and her body tensing up. After a few seconds, she relaxes and sighs in pleasure and satisfaction.

“You are the best girlfriend.” She says, giggling happily. “See I’d say the same thing about you.” I return, smiling at her. “Well there can only be one best, I’m pretty sure that’s you.” She says. “You literally give a girl everything she could wish for. Good company, great sex and the best eye candy.” I shoot back. Mia bats my arm and I laugh.

“Well if you love me so much, prove it.” She says, mischievous intent written all over her face. I lean in closer to her and whisper in her ear. “We both know how much I love you. I don’t have to prove it. But I will anyway…” I trail off, grabbing her by the throat and thrusting inside her easily. “Oh yes…” Mia breathes, as I start to hammer away at her pretty little hole.

“That’s it Mia, be a good little girl for me and take it.” I moan, closing my hand slightly. By now I’ve learnt that Mia is developing a penchant for the rougher side of sex. Granted, neither of us is experienced or confident enough to try any proper BDSM, but we both love a little ****.

Mia moans at the light pressure of my fingers around her throat and I kiss her on impulse. She kisses me back and giggles, looking into my eyes. “I swear it feels better every time you fuck me!” She moans. The mixture of giggly happiness and lewd ecstasy lights a fire in me and I redouble my efforts to fuck her hard. The bed rocks with every thrust and Mia’s body rocks with it. Following another impulse, I slap her slightly. The happy little giggle she makes at the sudden action is all the proof I need that she enjoys it.

I slap her again, keeping the impacts light so as to not hurt her. “My my, you really are getting kinkier by the day, aren’t you? My pretty little slut?” I breathe. “All for you Gemma. I’m your pretty little slut, to use however you want to.” She moans breathlessly, her chest heaving, her face bright red. “Good girl. You better believe I’ll take you up on that.” I tell her, playing with her nipple gently with one hand.

“I’m…counting…on it…” She moans, and another gasp lets me know that she’s close. I tighten my grip slightly around her throat and lean in close. “Is my gorgeous little whore gonna cum? Did I say you could cum yet?” I ask her. The feeling of control I have over her is intoxicating. “No mistress…please can I cum?” Mia whimpers.

I slap her once more. “Not yet. Hold it.” I order, pushing her head back into the pillow. She makes a strained gasp from the gentle restriction of air, but she doesn’t use the agreed upon signal to stop. The ecstatic smile on her face shows that she’s enjoying it. “Hold it.” I reaffirm, slapping her again.

Her back arches slightly and her eyes are screwed up in pleasure. She whimpers again, **** for her release. I continue pounding into her for a few seconds, then finally, I lean down next to her and whisper in her ear. “Cum for me, Mia.” Her body spasms immediately as she lets go, her orgasm hitting her hard.

“Fuuuuuuck…” Mia moans, not having the energy to say anything more. Her eyes roll back in their sockets as her pussy clenches around me, sending me over the edge. I gasp and hold her close against me as we ride out the waves of our orgasm together. She holds me tightly, her fingers digging into my back, completely unable to speak.

I pull back slightly to look at Mia, just as her eyes open. Her breathing is still heavy and her face is still red. She looks incredible. “Gaia you’re the best! My brain was just gone for a few seconds there. That was amazing! Now fuck me again!” She giggles. I chuckle at her words. “Then be a good little girl and get on your hands and knees for me.” I retort. “Yes mommy.” Mia responds, giggling again. “Oh you little…”

Half an hour later, after we’ve thoroughly fucked the horny out of each other (temporarily of course), and showered to clean off, we lay in bed together, exhausted and high on endorphins. How much better can life get? We hold each other close, snuggling and pulling the blankets up. The weather isn’t the coldest, but it’s still July and the middle of winter ensures that it’s cold enough in the bedroom for full body cuddles.