How could you think I would be okay with this?

The words came out of my mouth. It didn't seem to coming from me. There wasn't a happy answer for this. None of this would be okay at the end. My heart asked me to stop but my brain overcame every logical reason to stop asking questions.

I had to know.

"So, what dirt so they have on you?" I asked. I thought I would get right to it

He told me they have video of him committing several crimes. When he was on "business trips" he was also playing hard. Too hard. He went through them all. The list was really long and detailed. Mom wasn't surprised by any of them. She must have already known.

She was mad and disappointed.

He was embarrassed.

I was grossed out.

It took me a moment to collect myself and suppress my gag reflex.

"And... they said, let us gang bang your daughter and you are free for all this?"

He said something but I wasn't listening. It took me a moment to figure out rest. "Oh shit, you want to be part of this don’t you? This was something you want into isn't it." I looked at my Mom. She was crying, but not all out of sadness.

Holy shit "You too?"I said with alarm. It was that simple. My parents were presented with an opportunity to be part of a sex cult. They though it might also get him a raise of some sort. However, it was all twisted on them now and there was no way out except jail.

I was dizzy. Neither of them talked. "No, I am not a part of this. Sorry, I ..." I couldn’t even form sentences. "I mean, I am assuming all men will pass me around like a office pen?"

And then my Mom spoke... "Well," she said." There is always the wives instead right?"

Good one mom...