Getting Started in a Bigger World

Chapter 14

"OK, so you want to see what all the adult stuff is all about?” If you do it now, it will be as Millie wants it to be, under your guidance. The point that your own desires are satisfied too does not matter so much that it is only important to make Millie happy. She doesn't answer your question. "What do you think will happen to you if we do this now?" Your voice has become a little rougher - maybe because your throat is constricted by blood pressure. Maybe Millie should feel your heartbeat now?

"I... I don't know... I just thought..." She hides her face in her hands and your cock twitches at the sight. But you won't let your sister get away that easily. She wanted your lead, she asked you about porn, so she can get it all. And you end up in hell. You sit down on the chair and wave to her.

"Come on. We do this now, together.” Millie smiles nervously between her fingers and slowly approaches you. You take her arm and place her back on your lap, only this time she looks at the monitor and you look over her shoulders. It's a bit unwieldy to use the mouse and keyboard like this, but as you both pull yourself closer to the desk, your sister's body presses even more against yours and the feeling of her arms over yours is heavenly.

"So a few rules" you say a little more strictly, when the cursor moves to the folder that you didn't want to show anyone. "We do it at your pace. As soon as you don't like something, you tell me and we stop immediately, okay? "

"But if you enjoy it, then..."

"No, no 'buts'. It's about you, not me. If something doesn't suit you, you say it. Clear?"

"Okay." She nods and swallows hard once. Her breath is a little faster again.

"And if you have any questions, you ask them."

"Okay." Her voice becomes low.

"Oh, and one more thing." Now you swallow. "You don't have to be ashamed of anything that happens tonight. This is very important. It is about doing something good for your body, mind and soul. So no feelings of guilt. No matter what happens to you tonight, I still like you infinitely.” Millie nods eagerly. "And don't worry about the women in the movies. Even if they have bigger breasts or buds or lips than you , you are beautiful and nothing can change that.” Another nod and this time she turns around and smiles at you almost cheerfully.

"May I ask if I don't understand something?" You shake your head slightly and grin.

"Of course, that's what we do it for."

It's a strange feeling to use your films to help someone else. After all, you don't lend your toothbrush either. It's too private. But that's exactly what it's about, you realize. You are going to do something very private with your little sister and in the best case that binds you even closer together. And you both want that.

"So," you ask. "Should I choose a movie or you?" And with that you open your folder and Millie realizes why you saved so long on a new external 500GB hard drive. Her eyes widen, what you cannot see, and she gasps, which you can hear. Her legs press even closer to your thighs, which you can feel.

At first she is silent, but then she says: "May I?" and embraces your hand that is resting on the mouse. You withdraw and Millie takes the lead under your watchful eye. At first, she can't handle the sensitivity of your mouse. As a gamer, you set it very sensitively but normally that is not a problem for Millie. Now she looks dazzled at her hands, not knowing what is happening with her body.

"It's okay," you assure her and brush with your fingers over her hair. She nestles against you. "It's a big feeling for me too."

"You seem so calm" Millie whispers in the dim light.

"That's because of you Little One" you murmur back not surely knowing if your princess understands the magnitude of your words and her meaning to your world. Your hand wanders down her arm and place her hand on the mouse again. With that, she gets used to it and roams across the various subfolders with steadier gestures. You realize that you can't hide all the **** stuff for a long time, but what's the matter? Look at where you are right now? Who cares about this line now?

"These are all so strange names... And so many numbers..."

"You don't watch porn because of the titles Little One," you grin. You rarely use the nickname because it excites you too much. But now... Your thoughts are interrupted when your little sister decides for a film. You quickly turn the volume down and you two grin at each other. "You don't watch porn because of the sound either. Well… sometimes maybe, if the film is particularly good." And then the film starts.

"Oh, they're still dressed," Millie murmurs.

"That's still comes," you smile. And so you watch Millie watching her first porn-movie. She stays silent when the couple kisses, caress and finally sleep together on the monitor. Sometimes she jumps forward in the video, sometimes she watches a scene several times. And often she asks you if she doesn't understand something. Whether it hurts the woman or why she has to scream like that. A lot of it is funny for you in the first place. Some things are uncomfortable. For example when Millie changes the video and a submissive student asks her teacher to give her tuition. Sometimes you have to grin at the sheer absurdity of the scenes. But Millie hardly move at all all the time and looks spellbound on the screen.

"Wait," you say quickly as Millie moves the mouse over a particular video. "You shouldn't look at that." Your sister turns to you and you immediately see how excited she is.

"Why not?" She smiles mischievously. "Is this something I shouldn't see." You shrug your shoulders awkwardly.

"Well. There are videos that are... important to me. You might not like what you see in it and it has been pretty fun so far." It is an exhilarating sight to see your sister smile while two women are getting mounted by a man in the background and scream into the pillows of the bed.

"Oh, do you have something to hide big brother?" The tone in her voice can only be perceived as challenging. And as she turns around to you her buttocks rub on your crotch which lets your blood shoot out of your head into your extremities.

"Yes Little One", you say a bit too strictly than you actually wanted. This has the expected effect and her facial expression flickers a little bit.

"Sorry," she murmurs. "I know you just want to help me." She bites her lower lip and looks down at you, almost pleading. "I was only curious." You clench your jaws and look at the ceiling.

"All right. Click on it.” The smile is immediately on her face again, but you look serious. Hopefully no misfortune will happen. Millie clicks the icon.

"Oh," she says after a few seconds. "They are siblings."

"Hmmm."

"And they…"

"Yup. You can end the video if you..."

"No!" she shouts out and makes you and your cock flinch. "It’s... It's okay. I want to see that.” You blink a few times, but leave the video running. In the film, the brother enters the sister's room. He obviously comes from training and is totally sweaty. The sister doesn't seem to mind and jumps at him, wraps her body around his arms and legs and lets him carry him to the bed. 'Did you take the pills that I gave you?' Asks the brother seriously. The sister nods eagerly and looks at him with wide eyes.

"Is she afraid of him?" Millie asks about the girl's look in the video. "That's unrealistic." She still has a lot to learn about porn, but you like that Millie can't understand how a little sister can be afraid of her brother. And yes, you also like that Millie doesn't mind that the little sister is listening to her brother.

"No. She... well... she is submissive to him."

"Submissive?"

"Well, obedient." Millie still doesn't understand and part of you is happy that she probably doesn't draw any parallels between the girl in the video and herself. "She does everything her brother says."

"Ah I understand because she trusts him." She firmly believes in it. There can be no other way. You grimace when the brother hits the girl's butt and she flinches. ,Undress'! he grumbles and the girl follows his instructions. Millie stiffens up watching and for the first time in your life you don't focus on the sex in front of you. You lightly caress her shoulders and she relaxes again.

"Come on, I'll switch off," you say when the boy grabs the girl by the neck and presses her on the pillows. But Millie just looks fascinated and a little worried. So you wait, knowing what's going to happen.

"Why does she let that happen to her?"

"Because it makes her horny. It excites her to submit to the man."

"Because she trusts him?"

"Yes, and because... she loves him... I think." At your sister's questioning looks you answer: "It is a form of love to give yourself completely to someone. Leave control to the other person."

"Like we did before? You said you were going to take care of it.” Millie is now thoughtful, but keeps looking at the monitor. There, the boy pulls the girl's clothes of roughly, while she is enjoying it and with a beam of joy kicking her pants off her legs. "She's really bald down there," Millie says, and you have to snort a little.

"Yes, women mostly do that today. Sometimes they leave a little hair."

"How do you like it with your girlfriends?" Oh, now comes the personal questions. You shrug again while Millie leans back against you.

"I like it completely bald, but that doesn't have to mean anything. There are many tastes."

"So, because she loves him, she let him do this with her?" The boy has just climbed onto the girl from behind and both groan loudly.

"Yes it turns her on... as you can see." You clear your throat but continue to watch. Millie moves her head slightly and strokes her hair over her shoulder so that it falls over one side of her chest. That allows a look at her neck and one shoulder, witch sticks out of her pajama a little bit. Her skin is almost white in the twilight of the monitor.

"I thought sex was always... nice and... bright. But that's... dark. At school, they always tell us to always ask for permission when we sleep with someone. But the boy didn't ask. He just took her and they... f..."

"...fuck," you say matter-of-factly and Millie turns briefly to look at you. "There is nothing wrong with swearing or saying such words when you are aroused." You smile encouragingly and hope that your lust is not too recognizable. Nonsense. You are so horny that it could easily be the next wonder of the world.

"Fuck..." Millie says almost absentmindedly.

"The boy took her because he knew she didn't mind. The two... well, they're a couple. As a couple you do something like that sometimes. Because you understand and respect each other.“ Again you clear your throat. "And quite honestly: If you love each other and are horny for each other, then you don't ask. Then you take what you want.” Your sister’s eyes widen when you say that. "Well, as long as both partners agree," you add quickly, scratching the back of your head. “Sex is sometimes complicated. But basically it is very simple. You will learn that when you have more experience.“ You hope that the topic will be dealt with for now. The last thing you want is to give your little sister a fetish.

"Gather experience..." Millie mumbles. "Finn..."

"Yes?" You have to pull yourself together now at the sight of your sister looking at erotic scenes.

"If you look at something like that, then..." She takes a deep breath. "Then you touch yourself."

"Yes, usually. When you are alone or with your partner."

"At the breasts and... down there." Millie simply circumvents the privacy notice.

"Man masturbates. And women finger themselves.” Millie nods and it almost seems as if she wants to take notes.

"I've never fingered myself," she says sheepishly. There is a loud moan and you both look at the monitor where the girl is having an orgasm. "That happens when you come?" Millie asks.

"Have you never come?" you reply in amazement. Your little sister shrugs.

"Well, surely while I was asleep. Sometimes I wake up and down there everything is... kind of slimy and... wet. But I haven't gotten that far myself.” She watches the video, in which the two partners are far from finished.

"What is it like to come? To finger yourself?"

"Pfff... It's hard to say. It is definitely a nice feeling. Maybe one of the most powerful and best feelings that exists.” You don't miss the fact that Millie keeps her head turned to you all the time. "It is exhausting. Sometimes painful. Well, if you overdo it. I don't know about girls. But in the end you are almost always rewarded for the effort.” Another moan comes to your ears.

"What is the boy doing there?"

"He's licking the girl."

"His sister." It is a statement and when the girl begs her brother to continue, there is nothing more you can do about it.

"Yes. You can also bring your partner to orgasm with your mouth. "

"Have you done that before?"

"Constantly", you grin and only then you realize where this path could lead. But to your surprise, Millie turns around and continues to watch.

After a few minutes the couple is fucking at the computer again. Then you notice it. You can't miss it and Millie makes no move to hide it. One of her hands has moved to her chest and she is stroking her breasts.

"Do you do that often?" You ask, and you are not surprised that you are getting on it now. On the other hand...

"When I caress myself, my thingies becomes very hard.”

"Your nipples Little One," you grin.

"Nipples…"

"Have you ever come like this?" She shakes her head.

"Does it work?"

“When you're very excited. "

"Mmmhhh", she just moans and continues to watch.

After another minute, you notice slowly moves of her hip in your lap. You need to take a deep breath and grit your teeth. Your drill sergeant cannot help you, because he himself is completely perplexed by the situation.

"Finn I..." Millie almost wails. "That feels good. Please I... "

"I know," you squeeze out, slightly tormented.

"I notice that you are also t... turned… on." She moves her hips again. You can’t deny your stiff rod. And she must have noticed it. It literally presses against her butt.

"Yes, it's a very exciting situation," you say awkwardly.

"Finn, I... I'm horny too." This time there is no fear in her voice. She looks at you again and you can see in the profile of her face what seems to happen in your own. "You are my big brother, I know that," she says, while the couple on the monitor is fucking and moaning. It's a stark contrast between the picture in front of you and the fragile, nervous and excited thing on your lap. You shake your head, disbelieving how it all happened. But you don't care either. But you still remember your task and how you want to help Millie.

So you take a deep breath, take her chin with your hand and she looks at you with big, expectant eyes. You cannot understand that you will not go crazy because of the conflict in your head. But your lust wins this time and you calm down with the fact that Millie wants it and it will help her. I hope I'm right.

"Do you want to have an orgasm like the girl on the screen?" Millie immediately nods eagerly. No hesitation, no fear. You take a quick look at the monitor to see how far the film is gone. You still have enough time.

You think through your actions one last time. Weigh the promises you made to yourself and the world against the creature in front of you. What is more important? Your safety or her pleasure? What will happen in the future? Tomorrow? In a month? In a year? You don't know if you are able to think clearly. And even if you ask yourself these questions, the result can only be one thing.

"Look ahead and leave the rest to me." Millie smiles contentedly, as satisfied and happy as you have not seen her in months. And you fall in love with your little sister. You were all the time. Of course you were. But now you accept it as you accept your feelings for Megan. And that feels good too.

"Thank you... brother," Millie breathes without looking at you. Then you raise your hands to her breasts.

• Uhuhu, this is so exciting! I hope you liked this chapter as much as I doo. If so, like the chapter and read what happens next.